Four hours,
Talking about everything and anything,
Four hours,
Talking about love and lust,
Four hours,
Talking about new feelings we share,
Four hours,
Predicting the future,
Four hours,
Creating a new friend,
Four hours,
Falling in love,
Four hours,
Planning our time,
Four hours,
Just wasn't enough...

Pain again,
What's new,
I solely continue this cycle,
A new curiosity,
A new fling,
A new guy,
Pain,
Only this time the pitcher threw a curve ball,
This time I fell in love,
And boy did I fall hard,

Your true love is better for you,
She makes your world go round,
But you seemed to have forget,
My world revolves around you now,
You have each other,
And I,
I am alone once again,
Only this time things are different,
This time I have changed,
I will now guard my heart,
Like you guarded me from pain,
You are amazing,
Which ultimately did me in,
I can't do this again,
Not for a long time,
The pain is too deep,
It's time for a new cycle,
but...

I love you

everyone,
pushing,
pushing,
me away,
away,
until I'm all alone,
still civil,
but when I'm in need,
empty space,
everywhere,
all alone in this dark,
empty,
lonely,
space,
quietness consuming me,
but yet all I hear is screaming,
my mind won't rest,
random memories of you,
lyrics,
ideas,
screaming,
why would you all leave me,
in this dark,
empty,
screaming place,
all alone,
Someone please save me...

I know what our agreement was,
I know you need time,
but our problem is because,
of our rapid climb,
ever since our friendship started,
way back in the beginning when all was fair,
I started falling,
even when with others if we dared,
the connection was still there,
just subdued,
it has always been about me and you,
now at this place in time,
all I can hope is that you will be mine,
my fall is getting close to the end,
My only desire...
I hope you can catch me in my final descend

You say you like me,
you say you love me,
you say you want me,
you say you need me,
you say too much,

You say I mean the world to you,
you say I am all you want,
you say I am the one for you,
you say I need to be patient,
you say too much,

you say you can't just leave her for me,
you say you can't just end things to be with me,
you say you can't just be mine forever, at least not yet,
you say you can't just make things easy, oh no you're a boy,
you say too much,

I've been here before,
I know it will haunt me in the end,
I know you won't chose me in the end,
I've been here before,

In the end I will be left with no one again,
In the end you will be happy with your girlfriend once again.