As dreadful as an eruption
Deceased like winter
Chest tightening
And fists clenching
As roses ***** right in the throat
Used razor blade on one hand
And tabs of acid on the other
A vast and lonesome world
Population: one-half
Two mindsets coming in unison
Psychedelic tendencies, suicidal thoughts
Insanity occupying a dystopic atmosphere
Swirling smokes, colourful spheres
Intensifying a bloodshed scene
Three, two, one, a blue-green string cut
"Don't do it!" they yelled
"It's not worth it!" they said
But too late, Death grinned at their faces
No pulse, no heartbeat, no memories
No single presence of bliss
Just a cold, pale,
Lifeless
Body in the dark abyss

*-djs

I faced Him today
I meet Him everyday
Never missed a single day
Yet I have never seen Him
I can feel His existence
I know He is here
I know He is there
I know He is everywhere
He is watching over me
But I'm feeling guilty
For not giving my best when I confront him
I think my faith is trembling
Why is this happening?
Help me
I don't want to lose the way
I don't want to go astray
Show me
The truth path of this destiny
Stop me
From getting lost so easily
Just a blink of an eye
I don't know myself anymore
What do I want?
Why am I here?
What's my aim?
Where do I want to go?
Which one should I follow?
And now
I'm trying my best to look for me
Myself, that I've lost once and again
Then I seek for Him
Asking for forgiveness
For every sins I have done
It is so shameful
Take me back to the start
I want to start a new life
"Turn over a new leaf" is what they told me
So I'll use the chance I still have
Before it's gone forever and I am no longer to be here...

A melancholic I am becomin'

I wish that you can feel my teardrops on your skin

After a long time I have been keeping in

Now the dams are leakin'

Trying to not make you feel mean

I hope this thing does not begin

When you are talkin'

It makes me feel like there is somethin'

You are the reason I could feel the adrenaline

When you are starin'

You make my heart stopped beatin'

When you are lookin'

I stopped breathin'

Now I am fallin'

Yet I do not want to get drownin'

It will make my head start spinnin'

Something I put on my face,  it is a big grin

And now I am gigglin'

Because I am forgettin'

The reason for all those things.

Why is it so hard to get near you?

All I want in this life is you

The sky is still blue

Never changed like you

When can I get you?

I am desperate to own you

Once I got you

I will never let go of you

Whoever comes near you

I will kung fu

Because I want to be your only boo

I swear this is true

I want to be with you

Let's start new

Just me and you

Get me out of this place
I can't stand it anymore
Why would I have to feel this way?
I want to run away

He murmurs something
In the corner
His head is looking down
I can see a teardrop falls to the floor

What does he want?
Why does he cry?
What did we do?
What's our fault?

He is a teacher
His only passion is teaching
His intention is to help the generations after him to succeed
He does not care about money
He always told us that he isn't a businessman and doesn't interested to become one

Standing there for hours
Being a clown
Being a professor
Being a good friend
Just to make us truly understand

But why must every good thing have an end?
We are forced to separate now
Time is just jealous of us
I know that this is our last day of meeting each other
Laughing together

Years gone by
You have to let go of your passion
I know it's difficult
But you have to stop now
Take a rest

You're my favourite teacher
You never skipped a day
Even if you're ill
And still walking into our classroom steadily
Hides away the pains, teaching us

Thank you, sir
You make me appreciate knowledge so much
You make me love knowledge so much
You make me love you so much