you are the pillow i hug
when I sleep at night.
you are the thought that keeps coming on my mind.
you are the music that I used to sing.
you are the best ever among all of these things.
you are the tears that I cry when I am hurt.
Hurt by jealousy, it may sounds absurd.
you are the smile that is painted on my lips.
you are the one who make me dance and move my hips.
you are my sunshine that lights up my life.
my rain that washed away the pain in my life.
i tried to ran away from you.not only once, but more than two
and yet here i am, still stay where I am
I love you babe, with all I am

mahirap ba akong mahalin?
mahirap ba itong tanggapin?
oo, minsan sinabi mo nga na ako ay mahal,
at ikaw sa aki'y humahanga
ngunit salita at salita mo lamang
minsan, mga labi di mo pa maiawang
upang sabihin sa akin kung ako ba'y mahalaga
dahil sa totoo, masakit na sinta
mahal kita, kahit alam kong masakit na mahal kita,
kahit batid, wala itong patutunguhan pa
mahal kita, kahit hindi mo magawang mangako
na ako lamang ang mahal ng ganid **** puso!

umiiyak ako ngayon, alam mo ba?
sabihin mo nga,masaya ka na ba?
sinaktan mo na ako, ayos ba?
hanggang kailan mo gagawin to sinta?
kung di mo ko kayang mahalin ng lubos
at di mo maamin,ibulong to sa Diyos.
Hayaan mo Siyang tulungan ako
na mailayo ako sa iyo...

i wanna go now.my heart is breaking.
i wanna fly now.my hands, are shaking.
i can't move.i can't move.i can't make a single move.
i know, you are not mine.but GOD! i love you so.
i wanna own you.and stay beside you.
but how? tell me, how? so i can smile somehow.
what have you done? what have i done?
why things must be this complicated?
and this, i expected.
but i let me. i let you.i let myself to fall for you.
over and over again.thousand and thousand of times.
four times, i saw your face, in the person of others.
four times, my eyes were deceived, what is that? your power?is it love?
is it my love for you? please set me free. can you?
i know i don't own you, but mutually, you own me.
please, can you just let me be me?i am in pain now, though i smile
i smile, though deep within, i am still hurt. it will **** me.
but better than i am just here, watching you.
I love you. please set me free and please, don't tell me you love me too.
just keep those words.i don't want to hear.
for i know, i will ask for more. and if i do, will you stay with me?
and can you promise, it will only be me
i don't know. i don't wanna know
for you broke my heart once.i now hands up. i now give up.
for i don't know what to expect from you.
i give up now, i give up. i will just continue loving you... away from you.

Matagal ng panahon ng iwan ka niya.
Hanggang ngayon, mahal pa din siya?
Lumisan siya bitbit ang pag-ibig mo.
Pero di patunay ang pag-ibig na naiwan sa iyo...
Oras, Araw, at maraming taon,
Inasam na maibabalik ang kahapon.
Pilit ipinaglaban ang pag-ibig na wagas
Ngunit ngayon, di maaming ito nga'y kumupas
Sa paglisan niya, hindi na muling umibig
Puso'y inilalaan sa pagdating ng iniibig
Ngunit kalungkutan ay hindi kinaya
Kaya pinilit magmahal ng iba
Ngunit hindi maipilit sa puso ang totoo
Na ang tunay na sinisinta, iba na ang mundo
Sarili mo'y ikinulong sa anino ng kahapon
Ang pag-ibig ng iba'y palaging tinatapon
Wala na siya, matagal na, malaya ka na
Wala na siya, iniwan ka, bakit pa aasa?
Kung sa simula pa lang, talo na diba?
Ngayon, heto ka at mukhang aba...
Wala na siya, matagal na, bakit ka ganyan?
Sa sakit na dulot niya, iba ang iyong sinasaktan...
Wala na siya, lumayo, tinupad ang pangarap
Hindi ka kabilang, di mo pa din tanggap?
Wala na siya, ano mang gawin, di na siya babalik...
Wala na siya, sinta, wag ng manabik
Wala na si Maria, ang Mariang mahal mo
Wala na siya, bakit hindi na lang ako? :(