internetgirl

internetgirl Jan 2022

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maybe it's not the first fall of snow
but it's just as ethereal
and it's the first time you really noticed it
that's what counts

internetgirl Jan 2022

antiphrasis

i don't want to sound repetitive but i miss you
i don't want to sound repetitive but i miss you
i don't want to sound repetitive but i miss you
i don't want to sound repetitive but i miss you
i don't want to sound repetitive but i miss you
i don't want to sound repetitive but i miss you
i don't want to sound repetitive

internetgirl Jan 2022

repetition

they keep telling you
but you never believe them
you're the hatchet you bury in the ground
to tired to climb out in the end

internetgirl Jan 2022

epiphany #2

when did i start suppressing everything like this?
when i learned that talking about it got me nowhere

internetgirl Jan 2022

epiphany #1

"don't waste time"
i 𝑎𝑚 wasted time.

internetgirl Jan 2022

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through tear stained lids
just before i let it consume me
i have a half formed thought
isn't this the type of thing you're supposed to go to your support system about?
then i remember i don't have one

internetgirl Jan 2022

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it takes me so much energy
to get to a place
that still isn't good enough