a doubt arises
with some poison,
colouring the
art of envy.
a monster without
horns is
residing within
the thoughts.
And the heart's still
innocent thinking
it won't take
everything
at all.

broken glasses hurting the soles,
hot tiles burning the feet.
the slippers to our souls
is just like the fruit of our feat.

She was fluent with the lies
having lament in her eyes. 
Her silence was like a burden
to hide all those cries.
Smiles she's scared of ,
the smiles of disguise .
Even in solitude,
the shadows of uncertainty arise.
The more she perceived,
the opened doors hide .
All that's left are closed ones
where agony resides.
With the anxious sighs,
she learns to compromise.
Her fragile eyes
with the tears she can't divide.

"Some songs were just a noise to him ,
some memories were just a choice for him.
He made my world exist for me,
but my confession was just a voice to him."

I expected
And that's where I lost
I accepted
And that's where I won

*

Except I
Everyone got what they expected
Except I
No one accepted me as I am

from wanting you to
haven't seen you for years ,
now i wonder ,
was it real love?
a love that i
thought to be so true.
but i did fell in love
i think so ;
so why
i don't feel the same ?
your thoughts still lingers ,
but with faded face.
i guess i've moved on
and so i've found.
perhaps a reunion
won't stir a flame,
but yet i'll think about that phase .
Or
will i be fallin in love
with you
all over
againnn?

His soul always finds mine.
He's the peace in the chaos.
He quiets the loudest pains  .
Touching my wounds with his whispers,
healing the scars of darkest shades.
Holding my cold hands with his warmth.
His heartbeats being the rhythm of my soul.
These lines in my palm having his name,
Our stars forever linked by each others claim.
With you the very essence of love is surpassed You were the first who will forever last.



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