Strangers by day and lovers by night,
you can’t make your heart feel something it won’t.
I am alive, yet I’m dying.

Dancing looks right through me. Dancing round in circles,
creating like minds that desire to stand by me,
for all I want to do is dance.
Someone asks what death has got to do with it.
Yet I see the true color as I whirl and swing my image.
Inventing the future wouldn’t be a problem.

Things stand *****.
Thank you for the thrill not the standing ovation.
All I want to do is dance not die.
Just the way a discovery can change your life
a mistake can alter it.

Are these the best days of my life?
How do I convince you
that seeing through my eyes aint natural for me
but my steps don’t show it,
even as my passion relinquishes the spotlight?

Yes, the spotlight.
Am I going to die or am I dead?
I have been dancing too long to die now.
No, I have been dying too long to dance now.
Dance has an appointment with death.

Pouring on the dance floor; aspiring to reveal what I feel.
I think I just have to go further to be seen clearer.
20 bucks I say you don’t feel my pain
yet you read my aim, seeking my name.
What I am isn’t what you need.

When the music plays everyone knows its time to dance,
everyone wants to dance with me.
How many of you don’t want to have some fun?
When the sun goes down,
how many of you would want to die with me?

The feet lead in dancing.
They trust each other.
They dance together & die together.
You dance with me but won’t die with me.
I am dying yet I’m dancing.

It was just a Kiss
It was a fellas hangout
Why I refused? Still don't know
We were all there, ballers and players
Ian was always there, behind
Never fails to appear a Lover
Tonight she is a drunkard
No hold backs; No barrier
"How long Adelaide, how long?"
You can't kiss me in public
I am not your side-chick
No more , No more, NO!
I've done it all, everything
Come dear can we go home
We can talk about this at ....
******* Adelaide! Sit down
These are your friends, aren't they?
Tell them who i am to you NOW!
She's now the Boss, I get Bossed
For your information, giggles!
I'm pregnant and I'm not terminating
Oh! Baby... Don't baby me...
Gabby should have kept quiet
'Hm-mm Sorry can i excused?"
Shut the **** up Gabriel!
Are you saying you aint in this?
Giggles! NG Gabby has a child ...
"What! SLAP! Jeez! ***!
Its enough Ian! SLAP! Silence
Long silence.....
Tears, agony, wailing, pleadings
Guess its more than just a kiss
It always is Stupid...

Everytime they fight
Everytime they quarell
Today they talked well
Its like that sometimes
Its like a war other times
I wish they never hurt
But how do they curse
If they never talked
Sometimes its Love
Sometimes its Not
Don't get me wrong
I don't know their thots
I wish they knew their wants
Say they believed in Shadows
They would never be in the dark
Say they believed in fixing
They would have fixed their flaws
Before the rising of many dawns
For friendship; For Love sake
For the Future friends love
No heart loves alone
Trust alone assures more
Love wasn't just enough
In the night dreams don't sleep
In the day Shadows don't hide
"Goodnite love" echoes
"Goodnite dear" beckons
I'll leave them for tonight
For all I see are Shadows

A fighting feeling, only felt, in my nervous tree, from the air I breathe which becomes hotter and faster, speeding up the pumping of O2, within me, giving my blood a chase from my pump factory to every branch and stem of this nervous plant, feeding each one charmingly, leaving them spelled.
Perhaps better said Possessed.
My eye's can't but show how I feel"
Thereby revealing my weakness
This I fight always because I gat to be the Girl with the jazz not the Girl possessed with his bass
Oh! What a feeling!
I war against it, but I love it, and never want it to stop fighting me
A Love War not a seduction; a battling feeling that keeps me going
How long is it going to continue? I don't want again...
Oh no please don't stop
For how long?
As long as my flag is not put down
As long as I'm not out of fighting emotions
As long as I never get hurt again
As long as I'm not with you when I'm weak

Sometimes
The best way to reaffirm your feelings
For each other and end the Love War
Is simply spend time together
Doing what each other loves or
Simply doing nothing together
What matters most is being
Together

We had just made love
I left for shorts
Came back as promised and longed
I'm back to where we made love
but there's no love made by us
I thought we made some in the sheets
who took the sheets
I thought we rubbed it all over our skins
who bleached it
looking around the corner
everywhere is empty,
Ran up the the banister  
No where to be found
Waited till night fall
Asked the DJ for the love we made
'The dancing floor is empty'
No love left to dance
I remember we left some there
Where's the love we made
These sheets don't smell again of it
who cleaned out all our love
Wheres the warmth we shared
It was in a room high up in the cream castle
I'm there and there's no love
none left; none kept
What's our love's worth?
I looked to rekindle the flame
'Wish you were here'
quickly, briefly and strong
the light was cut out
I'm not hurt... I am just not lost
I just want to know
Wheres the love we made

my senses are distorted; thanks to what i feel
my senses are gained; thanks to what i did
my senses are directed; thanks to what i believe
a perceived belief; unseen impressions of reality
you cannot have what you don't give
a kind gesture given unconditionally always births a seed
what was taken from you may never be returned
it may never be gotten again, forget it, let it go
another one would come, when it comes like an illusion
what you believe, say, do to that illusion would either
recreate another illusion or birth a reality
illusions are like the air we breath
stop breathing and you die
breath in a polluted environment and you get sick
Love is an Illusion
what have you done to make your illusion a reality
keep loving it goes round always it will come to you
Love your illusion and your real love will be birth
don't fight love you'd just be punching the air
love Love, that's all it takes to transform it