I keep a cool front ruin
With no trace of kisses that left resin.
My red bite meant to kiss you
But I fell through like a Rock
I breathe out ashes
from the retired dragon in the story books,
you know the ones made with overstocked pages of gold.

And so I'm told you're happy
By a picture. You happy,
I picture
Without second thoughts
Without me.

So maybe my grin isn't as curved
as the cartoon from the birthday card I sent you
Because that smile you wore made my stomach hurt
Even made my phone sick.

The past three years have given me enough reasons
to never fall in love, or at least not with the ones
who do not deserve it.
It's much easier falling for the wrong person
than it is to piece yourself together
and wait for the right one.
But for the future, I will not allow
foolish boys with pretty eyes and a killer smile
to charm me with their lies.
I will watch them move mountains
and walk miles just so they can hold my hands.
I will make sure they own their right
to discover how my veins twist and tuck themselves
beneath my skin.
The next time I allow a boy
to kiss me, I want to know there is truth
behind his eyes and love in his heart.
I will not have another trial and error
and I will not play victim in another game.
The next time I fall, it will be into someone worth falling for.
And I will learn to love, the right way this time.
I will love so wonderfully that it will make me question
why I ever stopped believing in people
and in feelings.
I will love with all that I was, all that I am,
and all that I will become.

Does it surprise you, My Darling
That I fell into a trance
That I abandoned my battle stance

Does it upset you, My Darling
That I lost myself in you
That I believe it all is true

Isn't it wonderful, My Darling
That you've found me
That we're meant to be

i remember when
that song was
just a song
and i didn't
think of you
every time it
came on
i remember when
that place was
just a place
and i didn't
see you there
every time i
decided to visit
but i don't
remember
a time i
thought of perfection
and didn't think
of
you

My beautiful best friend.
I have watched you for awhile now.
You finally are starting to become proud of who
you are turning out to be.
My beautiful best friend
thank you for constantly being there for me
whatever the cause may be.
My beautiful best friend
your smile make my day when you are happy
it gives me hope.
My beautiful best friend
Stay with me until the end and
promise to never leave me hanging on a string.