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the importance of what you like and don't in a relationship
the things that can make it or break it for you
the things that mean more to you than the actual personality or the traits the person you closet admire might have
the things you don't notice because you're lost looking into their eyes
your captured by their individual words, coming together, one by one
taken by the way they say things
captivated by the way they think, and how they can make you think the same things just by re-wording their words into yours
something i, personally like
when someone can take words, my own therefore
and transform them into something that'll make me want to agree with WHATEVER they're saying
but not only want to agree
but want to fall in love with their words BECAUSE they make my words combine with theirs to form a transparent kind of love
a combined love with words separated and put back together based on view
The way of thinking and the way your mindset is connected
how its combined and you almost think the same and say the same things
repeat it after, and time again,
share the same thoughts
you're both on that level of common interest
common ground
interested in each other and each others self values as much as personal value

its was looming
a thing in my mind
a reality that was an actuality to the reasoning behind so many things i've always doubted
the baseline of all the problems i've encountered
the things i could never figure out but along the way i saw signs
a light there and a movement here
a way of telling me that everything was happening for a reason
but im stubborn
and not to good with cliches
knowing the fact between my decision making and how i could fix anything gave me the impression that i was in control of my life
in control of me well being
in constant dis pare of what i was doing
was always hard to understand how i could control how i think
but always so hard to figure out why i am always so sad
not like im asking for the sadness to sweep through my body
don't want to think the worst and always have the worst intentions in mind
a memory
a flash
of something ive never known
had me going back and considering the things ive always once wanted
going back to the beginning of how i managed to come across my possibilities at one point
and how i got so far away from what i really wanted in the beginning