Everyday and every night
I stare at your name
A box open, thinking of all the things i could say
Something witty, hoping to draw a smile
Or something flirty, hoping to draw a blush
To the beautiful face of the beautiful girl
That has my thoughts in a scramble

I have never been this unsure
Of how to approach a girl
And the thought of you frightens me
Because I don't know what you've heard
About the things I did, but worse
The things I would never do
That were spread around like the gospel truth

I want you to love me
Because two is better than one
And our pair would be the happiest around
But I can't pull the trigger
And set the wheels in motion
Because this heart can't bear another rejection
So I am begging God, that you, darling, will take a chance on me

Deep in my mind
There is a box
Padlocked with a key
That I fear I have lost

Inside is all of the things
Needed to bring me joy
Friendship, love, peace
Locked away from a sad boy

These religious fanatics just don't seem to get it
They claim to love His teachings
But they just don't practice
Saying God hates ****
And that they all go to hell
Well if they read the ******* bible
I wouldn't need to tell
That what they say is wrong
And contradicts the teacher
John 3:16, whosoever believes
In Christ and his love
Shall never ever perish
But live on forever, in the kingdom of heaven
So when you tell me I'm a sinner
For the man that I love
I'll throw up this *******
And give him a hug
Because until you learn the error of your ways
You're judgement ain't worth ****
God loves me
I love God
Just ******* deal with it