kaela

kaela Jan 2021

in a world full of hate,
my love will protect you.
in a world so cruel,
my kiss will heal your wounds.
in a time so tiresome,
my hugs will be there to comfort you to sleep.
no matter what,
i will be there
and we will be okay.

kaela Jan 2021

him.

he talks in songs.
the music says the words he can't put together.
he sends them to her,
hoping she'll understand.

he breathes in notes.
each breath being longer than the last.
holding out the note of song
until eventually it becomes the next.

he loves in waves.
the love he shows is deeper than the seven seas.
his love is stronger than any other
unable to be counted by the grains of sand.

he protects through walls.
builds the walls higher and higher
with each passing person.
protecting not only himself but those he loves.

he hurts in lines.
the lines of his poems holding more hurt
than that of the lines on my skin.
he hurts himself by pushing others away.

he cares more than books.
the words of all the books ever written,
still not enough to express how much he cares.
only filling a quarter of his kindness.

no one can compare to him.

kaela Jan 2021

the night sees my love

whenever you miss me,
just look to the moon.
i know i'm away,
but i'll be with you soon.

whenever you miss me,
just look to the stars.
those are my kisses
that you claim take you to mars.

whenever you miss me,
just look in the night.
you'll see the love i'm sharing
with all my might.

the night is the one who sees the love i give to you.

kaela Jan 2021

please come home

my heart is too far from home,
i can hear its muffled beat.
the feeling of being all alone,
your body too far to bring me warmth.

will i be able to see you again?
or will i have to patiently impatiently wait.
if you do return what then?
please tell me you'll still feel the way you do now.

it will all be worth it in the end, right?
i'll be yours, and you'll be mine.
i'd finally get to hold you through the night
and wake up next to you in the morning.

be able to send you off to work with a kiss,
and greet you with one when you return home.
oh how i miss you so dearly,
oh how i hate this feeling of being alone.

please my love,
save me from this feeling.
i'm tired of staying up till morning
unable to sleep and staring at the ceiling.

please come home...

kaela Jan 2021

A little passed down the street

Can we go back to when you were a little passed down the street?
To where I didn’t have to catch a plane
Every time I wanted to meet.

A little passed down the street,
Not too far but not quite close enough.
Memorizing the way to get there,
Just to feel your touch.

Even if it was only for a bit,
A small touch and kiss here and there,
Was better than what we have now to compare.

1,400 miles is too far.
So far that I can’t feel your touch,
Struggling to feel your love.
I know it’s there, I just wish to be reminded.
I’m searching, please help me find it.

Please come back to being a little passed down the street.

kaela Jan 2021

Just a hoodie.

They say it’s just a hoodie.
But they don’t understand,
That this is the same hoodie
I wore when you first held my hand.

They say it’s just a hoodie.
But they’ll never comprehend,
That this is the same hoodie
i was wearing when I mentioned you to my friends.

This same hoodie only gives me a small amount of warmth
Compared to your arms wrapped around me.
Holding me close and tightly,
Never wanting to let go.

This same hoodie fits a bit better now.
I’ve grown into it more,
Like how the two of us have grown together.
Its more fitting now than it was before.

This same hoodie smells just like you.
Even with you so far away from me,
I can still have every piece of you
That I did when you were here with me.

They say it’s just a hoodie,
But there is more meaning to those hoodie
Than they will ever understand.

kaela Jan 2021

Counting..

Forever,
Three words,
Two hearts,
One home.

I could count to a million,
but no number could describe how much you mean to me.