you were there with me,
in my dreams
making me laugh until my belly ached.

you were there with me,
in my dreams
which i wish were true when i went to wake.

you were there with me,
in my dreams
holding my hand and walking with me.

you were there with me,
in my dreams
you driving and i in the passenger seat.

you were there with me,
in my dreams
as a warning to stay away.

you were only there with me,
in my dreams
as a red flag of betray.

you aren't here with me,
in my dreams
for i have given you up.

you aren't here with me,
in my dreams
because you're using me as backup.

blue eyes,
dark hair.
don't you know
it's not fair.

lead me on,
then drop me there.
pick her instead
because you don't care.

pick her up
in your blue truck,
i know you chose her
cause she'll let you ****.

coming back?
good luck.
cause when you come back
you'll be awestruck.

i don't need you
just like you didn't choose me.
i'm the baddest *****
all my friends agree.

time to say goodbye
cause all you do is lie.
you lead me on,
and did me wrong,
but boy we both know
it was i you needed all along.

my fingers trace your skin,
as your lips trace mine.
leaving love marks in a trail,
as our bodies align.

in this blissful moment
nothing is wasted.
my pieces no longer feel broken,
with the wholeness that you have created.

your eyes on my lips that are slightly agape,
your breath on my neck as you tell me to wait.
not much longer and we'll both explode,
as we unravel time is slowed.

i get lost in your eyes;
bluer than the bluest of icy skies.
i just want your lips
and that unbreakable kiss.

this is what it's like when we loved each other

The only color I knew was red.
You were my yellow.
Now all that’s left is purple.

Who knew that poison was carried
By the one you trusted most?
Who knew that strength was varied
By the amount of poison given?

The compliments made me weak,
The “I love you”s poison.
My voice hurts too much to speak,
And there are tear stains down my cheek.

Who knew that “I love you”
Was filled with thorns,
And wore a tail and horns?

Your hands graze my bare skin
Leaving trails of tingles in their path.
I get lost in the feeling of pure sin
And there’s no way I’m going back.

You on top of me, skin to skin
Looking at me like I’m your pet.
The smells in the air mixing;
Lust, love, ***, sweat.

The taste of you on my tongue
Causing little whimpers to escape.
The panting and moaning
with your mouth agape.

The arousal in your eyes can clearly be seen.
You like what's being done, don't you puppy?
With your hands above your head,
You're such a good boy like this honey.

You love how it feels when I love you.

After people take what they want
Why do they always leave?
Some stay to tease and taunt,
But is it really that fun to deceive?

Leaving is better than staying.
Teasing and taunting is easier.
You took what you want,
So why don’t you just leave me alone sir.

Stop pulling me around
like I’m your lost little puppy.
Stop playing with my heart
Like it’s a toy.

You may think this is cool
That it’s funny,
But it’s not and it’s something
That only you enjoy.