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Ceryn Sep 2013
The room is getting darker, with a dim light just by my side
The wind is getting colder, but I just can't sleep on tight
I know we're becoming older, but my faith's still a grain wide
Tonight, I had a cold shoulder from a friend, now out of sight.

The night is growing deeper as I'm feeling the coldest spot
In my frost-bound corner, I knew I've missed a lot
The sun rays just can't hit me despite a weather so hot
I just can't see myself in a world where we're all just a dot.

I know there's no quick remedy to my own aversion
Or a cheerful countenance when I face a few reflections
It's just that I find it hard to wish upon a shooting star
To make a brighter morning for one who sees afar.

Tonight I'm trying to wake all my inner hopes up
At least to find a way for the chaos in my mind to stop
Tick-tock-tick-tock, my heart seemed to drop
I guess I've lost the fat chance I had to be back on top.

The gardens had run out of dandelions to blow
My lifeless eyes had lost its once beautiful glow
11:11 has passed, a couple of hours has gone
Tell me, still a wish is granted though it's past one.

I wish for the world to see the holes within its thickest surface
I wish for men to look for the hidden side of these gorgeous faces
I wish for us to get back on track as we've lost our inmost graces
I wish for myself to keep wishing more, to solve more of my mazes.
Ceryn Sep 2013
She knew so well, she was broken
Grazed by the dark episodes of her life
But for a reason not well spoken
She bottles up her pretty lies.

Too soon, oh Heaven. How do I despair?
Should You becalm the sea, why not seemingly fair?

Questions and tempest, in just a minute stare
All, in a trice, turned out as an awful nightmare
Hovering over the memories, hearts are still in pain
Tears are carefully hidden, sore wounds she'd rather feign.

I knew I wasn't dreaming, but for once I'd like to know.
Can we still dream much further despite a losing show?

Such a lax image, she tends to portray
Religiously, so patiently, she never goes astray
At the darkest edges of her discernible universe
Beyond our keenest senses, she buries a pitch black curse.

Shame on me, my steadfast wishes, I can hardly collect.
Another revolution yet; oh, how do I deflect?

Like a western avalanche, her days came rolling by
As if they're going out of hand, over her head, we can testify
She can just give up, or give another shot, no one seems to know
But in her mind, she knows just why she was there all from the word go.

I know to whom I shall only concede, never to a ruthless battle.
Disjoint, unarmed, I could always be; but my faith, no one can throttle.

And so the tale of this one staunch damsel never ended wrong
She might have had some tough good byes, but that made her strong
Cropping out the tragedy from the frame, she tries to recover from drama
Star-crossed, perhaps, but not til she stops becoming the one tough Andrea.
For my friend, Andrea, who carries on til forever. Carry on til forever.
Ceryn Sep 2013
We can try
Yes, we can try to smile
There's nothing that could stop us
Oh, I wonder if you can try
Your smile is nothing but
A little bit more than
the way they fly.

We can try
We can try to paint it simple
There's a reason why we all hide
For it's not the perfect season
To let lose of ourselves
A little bit more than
when we cry.

We can try
We can try to fight the monster
And all it's fury in our head
We can bring our suns together
Living oh so young and wild
A little bit more than
A little, carefree child.

Oh, we can try...
Ceryn Jul 2013
Don't make sound memories with whom you don't intend to show your deepest affections
in a way that they'd find it hard to cut your connections or burn their wide, infinite illusions.

It's sick when you have to compromise, but it would be wiser to get rid of pungent lies
as we are all humans vulnerable of the pain that not even the thickest firewall can restrain.

Listen to your heart and more to the inner voice that may tell what could cause much disdain
but remember that a single unintentional snick is a lot worse than a miserable life of the bleak.
Ceryn Jul 2013
Soulful
Not a whine
Sad, though
Simple rhyme.
Standing
Held the mic
Burning
Space and time.
Strike up
Keep light
Open up
Bright eyes.
Loose notes
Dark hall
Still air
Tears fall.
Left alone
End song
Young man
Carry on.
Ceryn Jul 2013
She
She can't even notice those eyes,
those eyes that seem to take her threads off, her skin off.
But they don't even know that by the time she reaches home,
she cuts her skin so the blood would flow
out of her sluggish veins.

She can't even look at the sky,
the sky that seemed to fall ******* her open wounds and scars.
But the birds don't even know that as they chirped their way up and soar,
she wishes for the moment when she could finally fly
away from her lonely home.

She can't even turn a deaf ear to a lie,
a lie she wished she never had to hear, as if something so real.
But his lips don't even know that as he tried to show it all,
his lies made up a castle of thorns, of broken hopes,
amused a girl not so strong.

She can't even take a glance at everything around,
everything around her that seems to crush her to the dustiest ground.
But the world doesn't even know how she carries that smile,
all to outbrave a surging vehemence,
an anonymity behind.

She can't spell her words but she sure has the guts,
the guts to keep herself from treading off the expected path.
But there's this one thing that she doesn't even really know,
she may be made up of scars and lies and thorns,
but the beauty in her has not really gone.
Inspired by thy suicidal thoughts.
Ceryn Jul 2013
If
If I talk about pure happiness, would you be smiling with me?
If I walk out of the darkness, would you dare to see me?
If I drop the gun on the ground, would you take a bullet for me?
If I make up an excuse or a lie, would you forget that or me?

If I tell you something weird, would you laugh forever with me?
If I escape from my own world, would you care to still find me?
If I break a couple of rules, would you break 'em all with me?
If I sing some awful Blues, would you sing along or just shun me?

If I write a simple poem, would you know that it's from me?
If I write another poem, would you know that it's for you to see?
If I write endless poems, would you realize how fine we could just be?
If I write this poem for you, would you reply for once, maybe?
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