I always want to find that someone
Who would care enough
To help me find
The long-lost
Me.

I never expected that as I was searching
I found you looking through my
Messy eyes with so much
Interest to know
How much
I’ve been
Hurt.

Things have changed since you came
And from then on, I’d love to
Be with you again despite
The loneliness I have
To feel every day
I look forward
To meet you
If there’d
Be any
Way.

But as I realized that fate won’t allow
Me to feel this happy feeling with
You for I still have something
To fix—that one thing I’ve
Left behind and so I felt
So bad as I told you
I’d no longer be
With you for
Very, very
Long.

Though it was my decision to leave the
Group I was once in, I never really
Liked the way it all happened,
When I needed to tell you
About it and you’re just
Like, yeah, and I’d be
Left thinking that
I chose to be
far from
You.

And now I miss you more than anyone else
Around me cause these people I am with
Makes me sick with their nonsense but
With you, it seems like every second
Will always make sense because
It’s you who still makes me
Feel this way despite the
Pain this feeling had
Given me by a
Person who
Did not
Care.

How I wish I had the chance to tell you
How much you meant to me while
We’re having our time together
But because we are worlds
Apart, I know I will no
Longer be able to
Tell you about
My feelings
So here,
Read.

Since the first day I met you
I never realized how it is
like to befriend a guy
but you’re different
cause you made
my each day
very, very
special.

In my gloominess, I met
You and now it’s you
That only matters.
How I wish you
Also Feel the
Same way
For me
Too.

Thanks for taking that
Special part in my
Life and I swear
I’ll never, ever
Forget you,
- - - -

When I see you smile
It makes everything worthwhile
Just as the stars all shine aglow
And cast a light as the rivers flow.

You looked at me, a joy was felt
In your stare, I would like to melt
Your fair countenance gave me hope
That life still has an upward *****.

The bells ring, the flowers bloom
Your presence swept away my gloom
Those butterflies, they’re supposed to fly
But here in me is where they lie.

I need to know if I should still
Give importance to what I feel
If this is more than what I think it is
Then let it give me an infinite bliss.

When the days grow old
And the nights grow cold
I’d be just fine in a while
If only I’d see your beautiful smile.

I cannot deny
The tears that I’ve shed
On that very night
I stayed up instead.

Seems like a rewind
Thoughts came to linger
How can I hide?
From memories so bitter.

Stained by blood
I reached out my hand
Dropped my weary heart
Against the lonely land.

I let the wind take over
My soul has to be freed
When clouds seem to cover
I cannot help but bleed.

Mighty is the night
But I have to find myself
Way back when I’ve gotten
Locked up in the darkest shelf.

I am a wise believer
But not the wisest yet
But when I say I’ll do it
I rarely spell regret.

This I say unto those souls
Resenting to leave such state
You are never strong enough
Unless you face your fate.

I wish I could be the one
Who could take your sadness away,
The one who could light up your way
Just like every star in the sky.

I wish I could be the one
To wrap you with my deep love’s warmth,
To comfort you like every home’s hearth
And burn all your sorrow away.

I wish I could be the one
The one who could color your life again,
Who could make you happy every now and then
Like a rainbow every after the rain.


I wish I could be the one
The one to give you all the love you need,
So that the wounds in your heart won’t ever bleed
‘Cause I’m always ready to give it all to you.

I wish I could be the one
Whom you’ll see when everything in you goes wrong,
Hoping you’ll realize that I’ve always been here
Loving you for so long.

I tried so hard to wipe away
Those tears falling from my eyes,
I felt your hand hold mine
Then I finally saw paradise.

‘Twas the loveliest day of my life
When auburn leaves tend to fall,
And we were each other’s remedy
From the heartbreaks we had before.

Along the drive we used to tread
Despite our busy days ahead,
We’ve had enough of a sweet talk
A cup of mocha to keep us from cold.

I felt the warmth of your embrace
Beautiful times I’d forever treasure,
Those tender words your lips can’t miss
Not even the genius can measure.

It was not a piece from so-called forever
We never vowed of anything fake,
We’re just off to cherish moments together
Never thinking of such a blue fate.

We gathered each chronicle we get
From the perfect portrait we made,
As it showered upon us with gentle haste
We never thought it would fade.

The clock continued to take control
Of the love we both loved to have,
But the world seems to have taken its toll
We weren’t meant to last, no, I guess not.

Slowly, smiles were all for pretense
Distance were made between two hearts,
Conflicting thoughts then grew immense
Seems like it's all going to fall fast.

Million miles away from each other
Cried in vain, we’re drifted apart,
Just cannot think of any better
Watch the raindrops fail to stop.

Soon it was winter in the city I’m in
A snowflake formed a cut on my cheek,
But it was nothing compared to this pain
A delightful stuff that proved me I’m weak.

I tried to run away from the lame scene
Millions of footprints behind me were seen,
I don’t know where to go or where to hide
I just have to cry but no one’s by my side.

Tears rolled over my forever bleeding scar
I wiped it away and it hurt so much more,
I knew I will never find comfort again
Staying miserable for life, sure as said.

And then again, I felt that same old warmth
Only to realize that in your arms, I was wrapped,
You said you just can’t make another start
Without me, our days only seem lonely apart.

That was the day I realized once more
Just like the old memories of us before,
A sip of love will surely take it all
And in love, I know, we will forever fall.