The only thing I could do for you is stay unnoticed
Although these unravelling feelings can't stop aching for you
I can only look at you from afar never getting any closer
Because if I do, I just might lose it

Even if you have acknowledged these feelings of mine
You know that I can't let you go as far as my arm's reach
Since I don't want for you to disappear in front of me

Wherever you go, I'll always follow you
Never wanting to let you out of my sight
Just hoping one day you could return to me these same feelings
That's why I'll wait and only follow you from behind

These encounters only draw us closer than you think
For each one, it makes me want you even more for myself
However, I can't love you the same way you would love me

As my existence start to vanish from you
The distance between us start to widen yet again
As the pain we share begins to hurt our broken hearts

As we confront one another, our true desires start to surface
Soon we start to go back to how things once were
But this time we know how each one of us feels about the other

As you walk ahead, I'll walk from behind you
If you fall, I'll catch you and continue walking again
If you stop, I'll grab hold of your hand and walk forward
If you start to cry, I'll cry with you until you are satisfied

No matter how far apart we were, we began to get closer
If you continue to walk down this road I'll be right behind you
Since I'll always be chasing after you from behind

Just standing here alone makes me lonely
Since you aren't standing by my side
Missing you can't hold me from wanting to meet you
However I know that it's impossible

Wishing that I can be with you makes my heart ache
Being here makes me think of all the possible outcomes
The things of what I want to do with you

I wish I could be by you side right know
Lend a shoulder for you to cry on when your sad
And cheer you up with kind words from my mouth

Whenever your afraid that something will scary you
I'll hold onto you with my arms when your trembling in fear
Until you have calmed down and no longer shaking

When you are lost and can't find your way
You start to wonder as you start to explore
As night falls and become scaried that you can't come back
I'll suddenly appear before you and take you away

Having these situations happening makes me happy
However if I can't have you I won't let anyone else take you from me
Since I was the first one to lay my eyes on you

Ah, looking up in the sky on these chilly days
As snow continues to fall onto the ground
I can only think of nothing but you
However, it was something that shouldn't be

The days we spent together was always endless
There was never a day that we weren't together
These days were always a daily occurrence to us
Since it was when we didn't realize our feelings yet

When you were in trouble, I always came to you
When you cried, I wiped them off your face
When you were hurt, I would cure you
When you were sick, I was there for you

We never spent a single day apart
But you and I started seeing our feelings come out
Then we started to distance ourselves
However, we knew that it pained our hearts

Looking back then was only like a dream
Although time eventually passed by us
We went on our seperate paths we chose to take

Time eventually caught up to us
When we once saw each other again
We continued our relationship as friends
This time we kept our feelings in check
And we kept it hidden from view

However, as time progressed we couldn't do it
We reached a point were we started showing it
The feelings we kept in check and hidden
Were starting to ooze out of us

Although it started to show how we felt
We couldn't express it too much
We looked like amateurs in love back then

But the time we spent continued to grow again
We went to many places and saw many things
We were starting to be more than just friends

However, after facing many problems in our way
On a cold, chilly night with the moon out
The place we came to a stop was by the lake
The place of our endings
And the the place of our beginnings

As the moon rose up into the sky
You started walking towards me
I turned around and saw you and walked
We held our hands together
And looked towards the moon

What we did back then was always exciting
We developed many feelings,
Overcame much hardships to reach where we are

Looking at the moon's light shining on us
We are happy as we were back then
As the curtains close on us
Our hands glitter with a star

The time we all spent has come to an end
The things we know will become our past
But the things we do will guide us into the future
We will make a path towards a brighter destination

The past holds many things we hold dear to is:
The experience of growth
The feelings we gained
The friends we met, may them be old or new

The result of blossoming love
Having our hearts broken
Repairing or rebuilding relationships
Death of precious people we cherished

However, along the way we had fun
This year was a great experience
But the next will always be better
What awaits us may still be unknown

Although we don't know what's ahead
We know it will hold great and bad fortune
Because its something we don't know
That's what makes it fun to not know what's ahead

We will see new beginnings of life
Endings won't seperate us, only death can
Relationships will shatter along the way
However, we will get new lovers

People will gain more experience further in life
Couples will be formed
Or couples getting married
Or perhaps getting old together

However let's say goodbye to an old year
And let's welcome the next one
What lies up ahead my be a mystery
But we must welcome it

*Lets welcome a new year (2014)
And say goodbye to this year (2013)
Have a great New Year everyone

Ah, I'm drifting on this cold, dark gloomy world for centuries now
But I only have one friend, my one and only friend
It shines brighter than the sun, although I've long forgotten its warmth
The warmth it gives me reminds me of the past, the past of someone special

That person was always cheerful, always smiling at me everyday
We used to play together a lot, but it was something that happened a long time ago
I no longer linger for the past or have hopes for the future that awaits me
What I desire the most is to be able to see that smile once again

That smile would always save me each and every time we met
But I don't know if I will be able to escape this dreadful world
To find a way to escape, search for her, share stories and vanish like the wind
However, even if I desire to see that smile once again
I want to stay with her as long as possible because of these feelings

These feelings in my chest was what I kept hidden from her all these years
Although we made a promise to not keep secrets from one another
I know that I broke that promise because of my selfishness I had at that time
If we grew too close, she would of disappeared from me forever

So instead, I chose to disappear instead so she could live a peaceful life
A life that she and I would never of met each other
In a world where I don't exist, a world that's full of hope and light

What I regret the most was not being able to hear her answer
Before we were about to be seperated, I wasn't able to hear it
A question that I wanted to hear from her with her own mouth, with her own voice
Although, it's been years since then I really wanted to hear her reply
No matter what her answer may of been, I'll accept it because I loved her

As I continue to drift in this world, my friend still keeps me company
But it was soon losing its warmth and its beauty as I reached my hands at it
However, as I reached for it, it started to shine even brighter than before
Soon, I was in a world full of hope and light, a world without any loneliness

As I looked around the people started to disappear one after another
Soon I saw a girl crying by herself, so I walked up to her
As I got close enough she tilted her head up towards me
At that moment our lips met as tears continue to flow down from her eyes
Then I realized who she was, she steped back and smiled back at me with watery eyes

I felt happy for the first time in an long time as we said our "Hellos" to each other
We started to walk forward towards the path that we saw in front of us sharing our stories
As a part of me started to disappear, she suddenly had a worried face
However, I told her that I still had some time left before going

As we continued to share stories, regardless if it was old or new
We were making memories for ourselves with the remaining time we spent together
But I knew my time was depleting as the day went by

When we came to a stop, we were at the beach where the breeze felt great
We stopped sharing stories and started exchanging questions and answers
As time went by realized she didn't ask anymore as she saw my body, I held her hand
As I reached my head over to her shoulders, I asked one final question

She quickly replied to my question and then I finally got to hear her answer
Soon my body started to fade away and disappear into thin air
As I was fading, she still had that smile on her face
In return I promised to her that we will meet again someday once again
May it be years from now, I want you to know that my heart only beats for you, and no one else

As you open your eyes to the bright lights
You can't seem to remember things quite well
As the nurse comes in you realise were you are
However you can't seem to think at the moment

As you catch your breath the doctor comes in
As you ask him questions, he fills you in on the details about what had happened
However, you believe that he left put some important detail
Although you don't know what to ask now you just patiently went back to sleep

As you were discharged out of the hospital
The doctor asks if you remember anything
As you answer him the only thing you said was "No"
As you left you felt tears flowing out of your eyes
As you wipe them off you don't know the reason for the tears

Each time you slept you always have a dream of a man you haven't met before
However each time it ends you wake up always in tears
As you ask your co-workers and friends about it
They don't know who you were talking about

Each passing day, you can't seem to remember
However you believed it had something to do with your memories that were gone
As you revisit the hospital once again
Tears came flowing out once again as you were about to enter through the door

As you tried to make an appointment with the same doctor
You weren't able to, however you ran into him as he was making a leave
Although you couldn't make an appointment, he invited you to his house for dinner

As his wife prepared dinner, you asked him more questions about your memories
He had said the same thing to you as he did last time "Amnesia"
Although you don't believe him
You decided to ask him about the man you keep seeing in your dreams

As you finished he started to feel guilty as he cried
When he stopped he told you everything that actually happened
As he finished, you put your hands on your chest and cried as you heard the truth
He told you it was a gift from him and that you should cherish what he gave to you

When you got home, you looked at yourself in the mirror
And put your hands on your heart and heard it beat again and again, over and over
You held back your tears this time and swore never to cry or shed any tears
Because you and I will always be together
No matter how far apart we may be, we will always be close to one another

I no longer have you by my side
I knew it was my mistake
Because of it I saw you walk away from me
As I reach my hand out to you
I couldn't reach you no matter how close you were

As I wake up from this nightmare, I start to cry
But I held back my tears because I didn't want to cry until I had you by my side again
As days go by I start to lose something everyday
However, I never knew what I was losing

I had never imagined this day would come
After many years of loneliness I finally met you
As I tried to make things up for you
You couldn't bear the sight of seeing me go on like this since that day
Because you still remember it like it was yesterday

You knew everything about me, but couldn't help me decide my path in life
As you continue to walk away I knew that I had to change myself into a different person
Although I saw you more often I didn't want to face you until I changed
Then before I knew it I my feelings began to change towards you
I couldn't tell if I really loved you or did I really love you from the beginning

Our meetings declined until we didn't see each other anymore
As days go by, we started seeing different people
Then all of a sudden, by coincidence, we saw each other at the restaurant door
As we saw each other our hearts skipped a beat
We started talking in the restaurant and began to see one another again

As our days progressed we fell in love again
After years of seperation we were together again
I know it took a long time but in the end
We finally were together at last
And I'll never let you go away again