Lost - Hello Poetry

Lost Oct 2015

Gone.

Maybe I lost you the day they said you would have to leave.
Maybe I lost you the day you couldn't remember my name only my face.
Maybe I lost you the day you started to be devoured in pain day after day.
Maybe I lost you the day you couldn't write anymore.
Maybe I lost you the day you couldn't speak anymore.
Maybe I lost you the night I never said goodbye.
Maybe I lost you the day of the funeral.
Or maybe I never had you to begin with.

Lost Oct 2015

She

There's a girl crying
I can see her perfectly:
Long red hair
Piercing green eyes
The palest skin you'll ever see
Always listening to music; like its her lifeline, her oxygen.
The scars you'll never see on her thighs.
And the memory of accidents all over her; on her face, her arm, her legs.
The more I look at her the more I realise this girl is me.
And the reason she- I am crying is because of you, your abusive eyes.
You may not even be looking at me, but I am for certain that you're judging me, as if you were God on my judgement day.
And for that I couldn't forgive you, but just know I don't blame you.

Lost Oct 2015

People full of lies

They make you feel like you fit in
but you don't, you never have, and most likely
you never will.
So don't even bother with trying,
most likely they'll laugh at you behind your back
and tell you how stupid and ugly you are with pointed glares.
They'll snicker at you while saying you look amazing today,
but you know they're lying.
*You just know they are.

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