here i am,
lying with thoughts of you surrounding my head,
i could of been with a girl who inspired inner brilliance,
but i was so drawn to you,
why?
i’m still trying to figure that out

You said we are brothers
until i handed you the
knife to stab me in
the back.

her espresso eyes,
her sun-kissed cheeks,
her hazelnut hair,
her steady smile,
her lively laugh
her playful personality,
her elegance.

i decided to leave,
to get myself some space,
that’s when i realised,
you’re the only space
i need.

its like opening up your
cupboard and wondering
what mask you will wear
today.

the pain i feel isn't natural,
like somebody else is inside me,
controlling how i feel,
controlling what i say,
controlling how i react;
but you didn't understand that.
did you?

i would give you
all the stars,
all the planets,
just to see that smile
again.

it’s crazy to know
that your soul mate
is currently walking this earth,
not knowing when you will meet,
how you will meet,
or why you met;
but it will be the happiest moment
of your life.