but I get to see him in my dreams ~ and that is what keeps me going

the road is endless
there are bumps through the windshield
the vastness of the plains ahead are only visible from a short distance
the road is bumpy
up and down you will go
always roll with the hills and turns
someone extraordinary will come out of each experience good or bad
don't pull over and try to force what your life will be
go with the flow, and enjoy the ride you are given

I've realized the worst pain is loving someone more than they love you
you expect them to catch you when you are falling
you fall completely
but they pull the string to their parachute and float above you
while you are still falling
and when you really fall and hit the ground alone,
That is the worst pain

If you could read my mind, you'd be in tears

It's empty in the valley of your heart

we are obsessed with finding love because we cannot love ourselves.
we are the teens who fake smiles
neither dead or alive, just ghosts with beating hearts

both lost, and won't be found
he was my compass and I was his map
my biggest fear was losing this
my direction and love
now I've witnessed this loss
-but the truth is he is gone
the one I am missing is no longer there
I am missing someone who no longer exists
something almost impossible to find again