When your best friend thinks that its okay to lie
does that mean I can jump off the roof and then I can fly
how absurd to think that I wouldn't know the truth of it all
how absurd to think that I would not fall
I don't understand lies over dumb ****
not like I'd have thrown a fit
I don't care what it is that you sexually do
it has nothing to do with me its all you
I'm not the kind of person that would want to see you alone
and lying is something I just don't condone
you hide behind fears that I won't be your friend
but don't you realize no matter what you do I'm there till the end
my heart hurts and now and its kind of your fault
though I still really love you by default
I just wish that you could understand
losing you as a friend is something not planned
so if you'd please stop with all your ******* tales
so my heart can stop its incessant whales
with you by my side as a friend should be
with you standing right here next to me
and know that I love you no matter what you do
you're my best friend I just want you to be you

I cannot give I'm broke
I do not have that's no joke
What you ask I cannot abode
Still payin on what is owed
I'm sorry I cannot comply
And do not wish for a harsh goodbye
But I cannot do what is asked of me
For I have nothing you see
So no matter how it is you put it
I have no money not even a little bit.

"While he treats all women with respect, his woman gets special treatment. Why? Because she’s special and he needs her to understand that she is. That is the purpose he sees himself as serving: making her feel like the amazing, beautiful, incredible human being that she is."
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"While she treats all men with respect, her man gets special treatment. Why? Because he’s special and she needs him to understand that he is. That is the purpose she sees herself as serving: making him feel like the amazing, handsome, incredible human being that he is."

Why put your heart on your sleeve
When everyone is just going to leave
Why let anyone know you care
Because obviously they don't want you there
Just keep your mouth shut and plaster on that smile
Because in your shoes they have not even walked a mile
Just keep to yourself and tend to your life
**** other people and their dumb strife Though loved ones are too important to forget
Love is something you just can't have yet
Maybe someday when God sees fit
It'll be my time to revel in it
Not today, not tomorrow, who knows when
When it happens so hold a true smile then
There's no point to try right now
Because the one you like doesn't care anyhow

I don't even understand why I tried to be with you
I should have realized trying for what I want it would only make me blue
I guess I learned that when you try to go for someone that is much more
you're just going to splat face first on the floor
doubt I'll ever learn how to give up though
because when I see something I want I go go go
this time I am going to leave it alone
I guess I'm afraid of the unknown
I just want to protect my heart
and all of those who have a part
if you're reading this and think that it's about you
think again cuz that's probably not true

I'm teetering on the edge of the blade about to slip
Holding on tight but loosing my grip
I hold my smile in place
But slowly loosing this race
All my hopes and dreams have failed
My path is completely derailed
I'm lost and don't know where to go
What comes next I just do not know
I want to stay forever in bed
Left alone with the thoughts in my head
I really don't even want to wright
Hope your day is better, goodnight

You seem to always leave me wanting more,
As I watch you walking out that door.
I find, around you, my heart starts to race.
snailish as it is; I really like this pace.
Testing the waters with each individual toe,
Keeping things, light, even, and slow.
I feel it's building a friendship I can trust.
Also forming deep inside.........a lust!
A desire to be close to you;
So as my heart raced, you'd feel it too!
To be as we where in my dream;
That's long off tho, or so it would seem.
And as I sit here wondering how you are,
I think to myself, "I like everything about you thus far.........."

I weave my beautiful words around your ego and hold on tight
Stroking, caressing, and loving with all my might
I cannot hold you physically in my arms
And cannot avoid all of your charms
So I do what I can to show my love for you
And know you feel it too
One day you shall be completely mine
And that day will be absolutely divine
For now I shall be content to wait
Until the time comes for our reunion date
I love you eternally, completely, and through out
We will be together, I have no doubt.

You pretty little two-faced backstabbing *****,
Your a lier a **** a ***** and a snitch.
I wish I had never met your shriveled heart and  darkened soul,
Or someone would throw you down an endless empty hole.
Now on you I will waste no more time,
So this is the end of my ******* rhyme!
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I'm so blessed to have you in my life,
You ease a lot of my pain and strife.
You make me laugh that soul filled kind.
At times it's as though we're of one mind.
I know you'll be there where all else fails,
You'll stick by my side as if we cannot bail.
It doesn't matter what our trials should ever be
I know I've got you and you've got me.
I'll love you till the end of time.
Our friendship is simply sublime!

I sit back and I watch all those girls who think they're in love
Till the next best thing comes along and they go fluttering away like a dove
If she would have just stayed with the first where genuine equality was law
She wouldn't have had to deal with this new man's wicked claw
I've been in that situation a few years past now
And I'd never go back, no way no how
But these girls, they do
As if tho they enjoy being black and blue
I've told them they are making mistakes
And I can't watch anymore retakes
I love these ladies because they are my best friends
I wish I could make them see that wretched man is a means to their end
But they don't see and they don't care
They Just keep saying that life's not fair
I pray one day they'll learn its there decision how they live there life
And it could be avoided, all of there strife
They just need to know it's okay to walk away
So that maybe they'll get to see the next day
I pray they'll get out before an untimely demise
Maybe they will take my advice and realize
They have to get out and break free
Otherwise they'll end up broken just like me