Below me
You lay on the floor
Innocently
I cannot help
But see your beauty

Crystal blue eyes
A smile piercing
Through my soul
A place you occupy
Way too often

*******
Why do you do this
How do you do this
To me

I keep trying to convince myself I don't love you anymore,
But whenever anxiety comes knocking at my door,
Whenever my life has gone array,
My friend,
I am so glad you have stayed.
I want you in every aspect of my life.
I know that seems crazy.
I promise I'm not obsessed,
But it's you I need when I'm feeling distressed.
I don't want to love you,
My dear,
But I do!
I am entirely head over heels for you.

When the sky turns black and I'm deep in bed,
I can't get the thoughts of you out of my head.

"You!" I yell.
What a lovely word!
I just hope that no one has overheard.

stop shaking your leg
why do you move so much?
stop biting your nails
why don't you paint those nails?
put on deodorant
how can you sweat so much?
stay inside tonight
why do you never hangout with us?
stop clenching your teeth
you always seem so uptight
don't think about that
why are you always so sad?
get up and get dressed
why do you always wear that?
put on makeup it's pretty
you look better without makeup
don't wear makeup
why do you look so dead?
people won't stare if I wear all black
who died?
quit with all these nervous ticks!*
you always act so concerned...

Oh, what I would give to kiss you one last time
Your lips were as divine as wine.
A strawberry shortcake
Soft and sweet
Dripping and delicious
You were always such a treat.
I don't eat meat, but if I did,
My teeth would be dug deep in your skin.
I really don't know what you think about me
I just miss you, my strawberry.

I locked all the doors that surround my heart
But why did I give you the keys?