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Holly Lipovits Jul 2013
But now you're chained to my mind
I search but cannot find
Any way to sever
I guess you're stuck there forever

Times you can't rewind
To the love you could never find

Just sit and let me fade away
Same story as to just another day
Choking on your love torn lies
In the end, it shall always die

You remind me of who I use to be
But tonight, you've thrown it down the drain
Black my eyes so I can't see
Or feel any of this pain

For this despair
When I can hardly take a breathe
Upon this slow and slender death
I shall forget
Holly Lipovits Jul 2013
Trying to yearn what you say
Never comprehends
It can go like this throughout the day
Because this is all that has to depend

With such deep despair
Any words I affirm can never make sense
A different time can seem to affair
But without neglect, it may be intense

An unknown reason
Can lead to many assumptions
There may never be one definition for such
Yet here come all the presumptions

Articles are overthrown individually
And slowly crumble as we start to speak
With unknown consciousness of each will eventually
Due to all these oblique unspoken thoughts

Are all just words said without a single trace of truth
Holly Lipovits Jul 2013
This is usually the end for me
About to make a crease
But all that may be free
Is all that can be released

Never hold it in
Always take a break
It may always be too thin
But it shall never be a fake

Let this change in time
Without a simple chime
I know it may hurt
Let it take with a simple climb

You may want to hide it
And keep it in from them
But let this scream out
And never let it condemn

You can take this as a lullaby
And let this be pretend
Shall you turn it into a cry
So it never takes its' end

Never let yourself feel alone
Always yourself recieve a wound
Let this all be known
And let it take
A simple bound
Holly Lipovits Jul 2013
My heart pours out
It's not another maze
Do not let me hear the sound
For it may not be a phase

So let it off slowly
For it may stay
But now it took off coldly
But it is at the gentle dismay

It may take some time
For it to make its' heal
But I will take my climb
For you to take a steal

The piercing is strong
But the effect is weak
I know this sounds wrong
So let me take a peek

I'll let you know to take a call
You see me here and never there
It may be time to take that fall
For it to become clear

Now hear me out
And let me take my speak
Please never make that doubt
And let this take it's peak

This will never fade away
But it makes me wonder
Until my clouds turn grey
So I will never take you down under

My heart pours out
It's not another maze
Do not let me hear the sound
For it may not be a phase
Holly Lipovits Jul 2013
No matter how many times
I look into this mirror
This image of me
This image of my past
This image of my nightmare
Will never go away

There is a remembrance of a girl
A remembrance of a dream
I hold the past
In the palm of my hands

How can I keep looking?
Will this mirror ever shatter?
It will never break away
No matter how many times I try

I am the one left
To pick away the pieces
The pieces that used to be me
The drops that once were free

Why am I screaming?
Why am I afraid?
The  teardrops shed harder
Every time I take a peek

The tilted glass shatters
But not everything matters
This is hurting too much
Is it possible for me to be
The way I used to feel?

I am the one left
I am my own living legacy
I can see through behind this mirror
And I will shed my last final
Blood-filled tear

Although my heart may be weak
And it may sometimes
Even give in, but
I have now learned to understand
That deep down,
There is a light, that never  goes out

I have finally reached my stage
This is the stage that ends
Of who I used to be
I have to look into the past,
And break it a part
From the image of who I used to be

No matter how many times
I look into this mirror
This image of me
This image of my past
This image of my nightmare
Will never go away
Holly Lipovits Jul 2013
You see my smile on my face
It is there a while
It is so misplaced

Dwelling on the past
Has made it turn fake
The smile never lasts
And now it is far too late

Please leave now and leave me to be
To drown away the sorrow
To let the tears rain slowly

Even by tomorrow
And all those falling tears
I am still your shadow
And hiding from my fears

My smile is not real
I am becoming numb
I can no longer feel
But the time has come
Holly Lipovits Jul 2013
My private feelings
Are now open
You are now free to
Read them
Take this key
To unlock what you are
About to read

I have now learned
To take a piece of thread
And unravel what is left of me
What is left is this piece
Is what may be free

Take the lock
And take that key
Be frightful by every knock
Every piece of this
Is a piece of me

I'll let you read it
Until you see me weep
To see that frown from something lit
Is something you can not keep

Let it all in
Let it all in now
Just take that needle
And pick this pin
And make yourself a vow

Keep this to yourself
Keep it with you please
Don't let me take a plead
But please set it free

You have now taken a peek
In what you may regret
But there may be a leak
With what I have met
Don't let yourself fall
This is all I have kept
But never make yourself a call

This is what it may be
And it may never change
It is what you wanted to see
No need to rearrange
It is all I can be

Vow with this needle
And this thread
Sew yourself together
For what you have up ahead

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