I miss gray That boring neutral shade It's beautiful Flint but softer Sand With a dash of blue green A cherished old photograph Black and white Intertwined flawlessly to create a mix that melts I can't stand this color anymore
I'm trapped in this skin It's too tight I don't fit It's not warm It's not cozy I don't know what it is Uncomfortable No Awkward what is is It's a life and a body That I did not pick
Its an strange sensation to miss something you never had. Knowing it was over before it began. But for just right now, what I miss the most; is the one time I held your hand.
Your smile, perfect but shy I still think back and wonder why. Did you close your eyes? What did you see? Because right now, it would do some good to meet that side of me.