I never thought it would come here
maybe because I never wanted to come to realize
I always told myself
don't get attached it won't work out
but the whole
"I love you baby"
******* seemed to weigh me under
they saw were all addicted to something
u were my something
frankly I think u will be my something for a while
u left
fast
like it didn't phase u
not one bit
so now I sit
I try EVERYSINGLE night to tell myself
"your better than any boy"
and my friends say the same
but I know that's not true
I like to say it doesn't make me cry
but I guess I would be lying
to give my all to someone
just to get it handed right back
they say
we're all addicted to something
and u were my something

remember me?
I was the one who was always there
I was the light
even when reality casted darkness
remember me?
we were always inseperstble
yet somehow we have drifted so so far
remember me?
it hurts to know we used to be so close
we were always the strongest together
yet you never came back
you went away
you did not return
how selfish
for you to give your life to everyone else
just that easily

empty
it's what you feel
when you have no one
and nothing
empty
it's what you feel
when your alone
just trying hard to breathe
empty
no one
nothing
so alone
and just trying
so
hard
to breathe :)

where are you now?
when you said you would always be there
because we were bestfriends
when you say you can imagine you life not together
when you say forever and always
where are you now "bestfriends"
where are you now in this world of "always together"
where are you now when it was forever and always
where are you now

love
they say it's always easy
so fun
so easy
I say love is like.
love is like that bottle cap
that always seemed to be wayyy to tight
hard to open and hard to fight
I never expected
this love
i never expectedd to fall
I said
your better
you can do this
what happened to that?
your better
you can do this
and I never expected to fall

love
it makes me think of being thrown in the wind
flowing away slowly
as I sink deeper
I realize it's a distraction from the world around
a distraction that gave me temporary heal
a distraction that I could rely on
a distraction that I never thought I would have to move on from
nows that time
and I still try to distract myself
from this feeling
no distraction will ever be as great
as
yours
was

I never thought I would really end up here
I guess I always thought about it
I never imagined it actually happening
Falling this low
I've hit bottom
So far
So
low

the feeling where you lost someone
and you don't know what to do
the feeling when your alone
and have no one to go to
the feeling where you had someone
and they simply float away
the feeling where you scared
and all they say is ok

I never knew it would end like this
you said it would last a long time
because it wasn't worth just giving up
because we were worth more than
just throwing it all away
I never knew we would be here
because the thought of it always ruined me
now that it actually happened
I think back to the time when
you said we were worth it
back to the fun times me had
and the laughs we shared
never would I ever have thought
we would be here
and that thought is
killing
me

we used to be bestfriends
we would always say it was going to be ok
even if we didnt believe it
we used to always laugh
we used to be happy
even if if was just for time
we used to be bestfriends
we used to be there always
even if
even if
what happened to this
even if
even if

they say life's a dream
so why not just live it..
I say life's a wish
you just have to see it
we all wish to be perfect
wish to be happy
wish to be ok
wish to be this
wish to be that
life is not a dream

I
sit here
alone
I turn my music up
drown out the world
I go away
to the place in my mind
let the world slip away
just for the moment
to forget what people always say
every
single
day

looking back
at it
it's my fault
for wasting
my time
on you
should've known better
should've done better
could've known better
could've done better
should've
could've
should've
couldve

you told me you would always be there
you told I could trust you
you told me it will be okay
you told me to talk to you anytime
now
you've changed
now
look at us now?
and remember that time that you told me you would always be there?
what
happened
to
that
time

everyone always says there's that one day
the one day where everything goes perfect
they say one day everything will get better
they say it will be okay
trying to find that one day
that they all say will come
it never does. does it?
everyone
just telling themselves it will be okay
the one day will come
and we wait
and wait
and wait
for the one day
this so called
one
day
..