I never thought it would come here
maybe because I never wanted to come to realize
I always told myself
don't get attached it won't work out
but the whole
"I love you baby"
******* seemed to weigh me under
they saw were all addicted to something
u were my something
frankly I think u will be my something for a while
u left
fast
like it didn't phase u
not one bit
so now I sit
I try EVERYSINGLE night to tell myself
"your better than any boy"
and my friends say the same
but I know that's not true
I like to say it doesn't make me cry
but I guess I would be lying
to give my all to someone
just to get it handed right back
they say
we're all addicted to something
and u were my something

remember me?
I was the one who was always there
I was the light
even when reality casted darkness
remember me?
we were always inseperstble
yet somehow we have drifted so so far
remember me?
it hurts to know we used to be so close
we were always the strongest together
yet you never came back
you went away
you did not return
how selfish
for you to give your life to everyone else
just that easily

empty
it's what you feel
when you have no one
and nothing
empty
it's what you feel
when your alone
just trying hard to breathe
empty
no one
nothing
so alone
and just trying
so
hard
to breathe :)

where are you now?
when you said you would always be there
because we were bestfriends
when you say you can imagine you life not together
when you say forever and always
where are you now "bestfriends"
where are you now in this world of "always together"
where are you now when it was forever and always
where are you now

love
they say it's always easy
so fun
so easy
I say love is like.
love is like that bottle cap
that always seemed to be wayyy to tight
hard to open and hard to fight
I never expected
this love
i never expectedd to fall
I said
your better
you can do this
what happened to that?
your better
you can do this
and I never expected to fall

love
it makes me think of being thrown in the wind
flowing away slowly
as I sink deeper
I realize it's a distraction from the world around
a distraction that gave me temporary heal
a distraction that I could rely on
a distraction that I never thought I would have to move on from
nows that time
and I still try to distract myself
from this feeling
no distraction will ever be as great
as
yours
was

I never thought I would really end up here
I guess I always thought about it
I never imagined it actually happening
Falling this low
I've hit bottom
So far
So
low