i know i'm in deep when thinking of you feels like thinking of me.
this isn't true about anyone anymore, or maybe it is and i'm just in too deep to see it. it's funny how i can write love poems without believing in love or being in it.
there is a poet with the same name as my ex-lover 's mistress and every time i read her poetry i weep because it is so beautiful but i cannot love it because i imagine it was strung by Her just like Him.