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Jude Aug 2020
I can’t seem to fall in love with anyone else.


How do you do it so easily?
Jude May 2019
From 243 feet up...

What were you thinking?
Did you have a talk with god?
Did you hear the officer's voice telling you to move back?

I don't understand...you didn't leave a note.

Why did you jump?
Why didn't you talk to me?
Why?
Why?

Did you know I can't drive across without crying...

I'm sorry.
Her
Jude Jul 15
Her
I lost her
I miss her

Her…is…me
Jude Jul 2020
I loved you.
but you didn’t know what to do with that...
Jude Feb 2022
You gave me panic attacks and I called it love
Jude Jun 2019
Try to help only to get hurtful words.
Walks away, two months past.
You come and it’s like a never ending cycle.

When will I stop letting you hurt me in this never ending cycle.
Jude Nov 2018
Your abuse felt like the razor blade you take to your arm
Jude Jul 2020
I found peace in your violence
Jude May 2020
It’s been 3 years.


We’ve become strangers.


I’m still in love with you.
Jude Nov 2018
It seems I’ve become the therapist that you refuse to go see
Jude Dec 2018
You said you’d never leave, made me open up to you. I don’t know if I should cry or scream. But what I do know is, I’m left with this tightness in my chest that won’t seem to go away.
Jude May 2019
You need to get back to where you were two years ago, she says. I don’t think she realizes, you’re gone and you’re not coming back. Happiest I’ve ever been and it’s not coming back.
Jude Jul 2020
She has everything you loved about me.
She’s everything you did to me.
Jude Jun 2020
2x cancer survivor...can never have children

Meets the love of my life...he’s a depressed alcoholic

Welp, that’s life

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