hello

hello Oct 2013

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My tea has gone cold
And my skin
is still tingiling with
your scent
but my efforts
To make you stay
Failed
Obviously enough
We don't love each other
but our bodies do

hello Oct 2013

Movie

Sometimes little things
Make me realize
Big things

hello Oct 2013

tiny thought

and it seems as though all i ever do is listen to clair de lune and cry by myself; wishing i could go back a few months, when i was happy. depression lifts and leaves for a while. but its a cloud that's turning into a low fog; completely consuming me. i notice when i start digging my own grave and decide to lay in it. i just don't know how to stop myself. my brain goes through a vicious cycle. loving hating mad sad happy elated sad depressed gone.

hello Oct 2013

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someone dies when someone falls in love
someone dies when someones being born
someone lives when someone else is just existing

hello Oct 2013

go by

it actually amazes me
how much of a ****** hypocrite you are
i don't understand how someone can be
so contradicting in every way possible
and i don't understand
why you tell me this
no don't do this that or them or him or her or whatever
but you go and do
whatever you just told me not to do
and you get mad
when i say i've met someone new
yet i always shower you with
positive feedback
when you send me pictures of
you with her.
so you can't have it both ways
i know life is unfair
but you just don't understand
how things work
or maybe you just
don't care.

hello Oct 2013

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New things flourish everyday
And I'm so happy
That I'm not waiting;
Wasting all my time
On you.

hello Oct 2013

Again

I've uncovered the refresh
Button

I'm never turning back