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hello Sep 2013
sneaking out
have *** at four
in the morning
again
and suddenly
it feels as though
nothing broke
we are still going strong
you never said those words
that occupied my nightmares
but you did
we still ****
but we do not
make love
i don't think
we ever will again
hello Sep 2013
wake up in the morning sighing
today i'll have a good day
today i'm gonna be happy

but the thing i can't get across
is the sighing.
i don't say it like i really want it
even though i really do
being sad 24/7 is starting to take
a toll on my body.
and you!
you!
you!
you!
why do i ******* miss you so much
when all you did
was **** me and hurt me
when all you did was say you love me
just to touch me
and why the hell
did i fall for that?
i still don't know the answer.
you throw our glass in the air
and it smashes on the floor
and you think you can just take
tape and make it okay again
by saying how good you'll make me feel
or how dumb you are for
letting me go.
why are you realizing this now?
if you really felt this way,
you would've confronted me
with your worries so we can work them out together
as a **** couple
but instead you decided
that one mistake and i was done for
even though i forgave you
so many times
i gave you so many ******* chances
way too many
i only heard one small thank you
that probably wasn't even sincere.
so i'm done asking nicely.
get the **** out of my head.
stop trying to come back
because right now
i am too weak to push you away
i loved our memories
i loved your lies
this sickening disease is
killing
me.
hello Sep 2013
Contrition never washed
your brown eyes
you always set them
in slits
yet saw so much
breath never rustled
already caught it
because you never ran.
  apologies sounded like Greek and
revenge
was a personal room
in your brain cells
  don't mind me bringing
these to your attention
i'll go mute through
your ears
shifting your captivation
on something else
entirely.
  you say Nobel prize
i say mirror

                                 even though you spend far too much time
in front of that
anyways.
hello Sep 2013
Pictures may be
Worth a thousand words
But
These words can be
Misinterpreted
Misunderstood
Why use a picture
When so many things
Go flying through my head
Even if you aren't
Looking my way

Just come
Out

And

Say

It
hello Sep 2013
Maybe people think
I'm crazy when they see me
Staring intently
At faces and signs
But it's because
I see you
hello Sep 2013
I don't understand why I miss you so much when the majority of your actions towards me were hurtful
hello Sep 2013
Seize my omniscient thoughts
See what makes my
Blood turn cold
And The Willow
In my happiness.
I'll focus on the wind
Caressing your
Face and
Chapped lips;
Even in summer.
Mind continuing to
Create movies
Of our lips saying
hello
While our eyes are wide
And brains are buzzing
With thoughts
But not of the future;
Setting ahead
Always seems
To go wrong
And predictions
Turn into
Disappointments

I want you
To take this
As personally
As I
Do.
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