hello

hello Jun 2013

loving you made me tired
i wanted to feel alive
trying to remind myself
you'll open up to me
soon
reminding myself
we would last
made me tired
i wanted to feel assurance
i want to know
you will say "i love you"
in a heartbeat
without any hesitations

hello Jun 2013

Gone

We broke as quickly as
Someone cutting a thin rope
I can't call you mine anymore
But I'm okay
(For now, at least)

hello Jun 2013

Correlation

Translucent is my skull and the fluid surrounding my brain
You can poke and ****
At all the films
Flying through my mind
Dust off the caves deep inside
I like to say I'm illimitable
But you are sublime
We're sapid when it comes
To the deepest depth of
Introspection and
Atypical ways of life
Representing us is
A picture of a tree in each
Season
Our limbs naked one moment
And filled the next
Fragility hasn't just become
An adjective to describe us
It's become part of our
Personalities
And when you're away
I'll have to sway alone
Missing you
Even when the sun is shining
The clouds are raining
Or isolating us
In snow

hello May 2013

Pouring

I'll be the rain
You can be a flower
Raining down
Hard
I'll collect into your soil
Drip off the sides of
Your petals
Laying contently
Until the sun comes out
Drying me up
Evaporating
Then I'm gone

hello May 2013

Laughing hours

I'm passing through
The atmosphere
Shouting out unrequited
I love you's
Vomiting smiles
Like its my favorite past time
I am a mannequin
Do you see all the drills
I have made in my
Skin
Sometimes the real me
pokes out
Unacceptable actions
Are in your book
Every little detail
Of every mistake
You can drag it out
For a million pages
Tears made
Of sweet and spice
And everything
Way better than nice
You've molded me
Into a clay sculpture
Perfectly put together
Place me in the kiln
Set the temperature to
A few thousand degrees
Good riddance to my
Fragility
Hello to a hard shell
It will take more time
Then there could ever
Be on a clock
To crack me open
Just a tiny
Bit

hello May 2013

Foreign

Tell me I'm crazy with your lips
sewed tightly shut
cover my eyes with dead
leaves from a newborn tree
assure me that my roots
can be adjusted to your
high standards
cut me off from anything
even the things I stray from
draw pictures of you
spanking the clouds
comparing my tears to
the sudden outburst of drops
tell me I'm ****
surprise me with those lilacs
you stole
wrap me up like a present
mail me to yourself
forget me on your porch
even though there is a reminder
on the box that states
Fragile

hello May 2013

Untitled

you said you didn't want
to kiss me
because my lips were
too red
little did you know
that they were stained
with blood
i bit them too hard
when i saw you
with her