I like to keep my fan
on at night and
when I get goosebumps
from being cold
I'll think of you
stroking your fingers
down my back
I have memorized they way
Your nails softly scratch
The way your delicate fingers
Trace all the bones
And the way your hands
Rub across my skin
I've noticed that we never say
Anything in these moments
We're saying enough by
Touching
My eyes can whisper
"I love you so much"
And my legs can
wrap around you
singing our song
With a million soft touches
We've forgotten what words are
And how to formulate sentences
I don't mind though

You're as underrated as a ****
People see you as something
To pick out the ground
And toss over their shoulders
Like its nothing
You're considered ugly
A bother
But in reality these people
Aren't actually looking at you
They aren't observing you
Taking in all your fragile
Features
The way your tiny petals
Stretch towards the sun
The way your stem carries
You so effortlessly
When you dance in summer wind
I wish to be a ****
Like you

Charisma is embedded into
Your DNA and the blood
That flows in all your arteries
Fascinates me
Your long pale limbs
Shimmer in winters sun
And sway in falls leaves
Eyes hold so much vastness
So when I tell you I get lost them
I really mean it
Counting all the times you blink
Envying the lashes that sometimes
Kiss your cheeks  
You're like a title
To a speechless piece
You can not cram so many
Emotions and feelings
Into a few little words
You are the cups of water
I drink first thing in the morning
feel you travel down
My esophagus
Giving me goosebumps
Every time you look my way
I wonder how someone could be
That beautiful

Poetry shouldn't be based off
Lines or stanzas
It shouldn't have rules
On how to rhyme or how
To write
It shouldn't be pre-planned
Poetry should be you
It should be what you feel
Those impulses that flow from
Your brain and take over your fingers
It shouldn't be forced
You should feel these words flying at you
100 miles per hour
You should write them down
As soon as you think of them
So you don't forget how you felt
In that moment
Your mind is the paint
Your words are the colors
Your world is the paper
Dare to really say
How you feel

You're so full of ****
You spoke so many
Words that meant
****
You never cared
You just ****** me
You never knew how much
I cared for you
It's funny how I thought you
Were comforting
When you're the one who
Made me uncomfortable
In the first place
I hate myself for believe
All the ****
That poured out your mouth
I hate myself for
Falling for your lies
Falling for the way
Your lips touched
Mine
I can't believe
Seeing you now
Sets off all those memories
All those horrible
Lies
All those horrible days
All you did was decieve
Me
Your soul was not any color
Not even black
Or white
It was just blank
A rocky surface
I asked you
"Do you really love me?"
You said
"Of course"
You didn't look me
In the eyes
You looked at my body
While you nodded
Of course I love you
Of course
Of course
You always said that
Never yes
Or duh I love you
Just of course
A broken record
Now I see
How miserable
You made me
I see how miserable
You were in that
Relationship
I don't understand
Why you didn't leave me
I don't understand
Why you pretended
To love me
I don't understand
Why you didn't
Just say no
When I asked you out
On that date
I guess I will never
Understand you
I won't ever comprehend
Why you do the things
You do

We all say we aren't valuable
Yet we value others
Sometimes these people
Don't know we value them
So how can humanity
Me
You
Him
Her
Really say we aren't valuable
To anyone
Someone out there
Is loving you
Is valuing you
And you don't even know it
It's our little secret
We have no idea
That we share it