I don't know what love is anymore
Don't expect me to love someone as much as I once did
I don't think i can can love someone else
The sinful love that filled my heart when with you
Made me feel complete
You were the wind in my hair
The smile on my face
The dance in my feet
Why must our sinful love stop?
Secrets were kept
We were our own world
You filled a void that once was thought to be never filled
These violent delights have violent ends
I must be pressured to agree to this statement
It tis true in this love story that once was ours
I don't understand the concept of this phenomenon we call love

I love her!!!!
****! I ******* love her!
Why do I love her!?
Because she is beautiful?
But she can **** you!
Love is stupid!
Her eyes~so bright~I swear she can see my soul<3
I love her and I don't know why</3
This *****!!
Why do you love her?!
She's a sin!
A sin may not be committed in the eye of god:(
Does she love me back?!
Why am I worried about this?!
She is evil!
Remember how she hurt you!
She ripped your heart into a million pieces!
Stay away from her!
Just like dad said!
I hate that *****!
Love is stupid!

"I'll never surrender to you again," she said
Full of sorrow
My world crumbled
Eyes flowed with water as it should a river
A river filled with all of my sadness & losses
I tried to help
"But you can't fix something that's already broken," she told me
I loved her with everything I had
How could this love not be enough
I would cry you a river just for your boat to stay afloat
My heart still burns for your sinful love
I don't care if you are a foxglove
**** me if you will
As long as it be thee to **** me
Please be the gasoline to my burning heart
Make a wildfire of this love
Come be the Juliet to my Juliet
The Eve to my Eve
I want you to be the reason I wake up in the morning
I love you foxglove
Thee kills me with thy beautiful poison

In the comfort of my bed
Wrapped like a burrito in one million blankets
I heard a creak at the back sliding doors
Thinking nothing of it I drifted off into a daze
Waking up to a burning sensation where there shouldn't be
As I try to turn over
I am grabbed by the waist
I wanted to scream
But my barbwire filled throat didn't make a sound
Tears streamed down my face
"You're okay, you should embrace this feeling," he said
His grip got tighter
I felt the oxygen run out of my lungs
The ******* I couldn't withstand any longer
I tried to move but....
I was so in shock I couldn't
My fuel in my engine was empty
I had no energy
His breathing got heavier &faster
He put me where my back was towards my mattress
His movement was faster & harder
This sinful sin he was committing
A child I'm just a child
I gained the guts to finally open my eyes to see this monster under my bed
As soon as I saw him my face went white & I crashed









Tomorrow:
I saw my monster again & I was ready