We cut into our skin,
Because,
We are angry,
We are sad,
We are hurting,
We are trying to hide it,
We are lost,
We are broken,
We cut into our skin because we want to feel the scars we feel on the inside,
We want to have proof that we are still alive,
We cut into our skin because we are lost for words and we were left alone,
We cut into our skin because it's all that is left,
We are done, looking for a better way,
We don't talk about "it",
Because we don't trust anymore,
We cut into our skin because it's all we know.

today would make zero days clean
everyday i try do hard not to cry
everyday i try to ignore the laughter
everyday i try to do my best to smile
but every time i try, i try to hard or i dont try hard enough
but the thing i realized is that i will never be good enough

when we don't talk it's harder to breathe,
you always cross my mind and  i still love you,
but...it's like you took my heart and ripped it into pieces with your smile,
it hurts that i know you happy with someone else but i'm still glad someone can make you smile better then i can