My hands was cold because of air-conditioner.
My eyes are too tired because I stay up all night.
I can barely breath because my nose is too cold.
My lips are too dry and hurt because too cold.
My head is ache and pain until all I see is nothing.

I stay in the car and watch outside.
I'm tired and dying.
Watching you walking out the street with your hands in your pockets.
You wear your favorite shirts.
A white stripes t-shirts.

I don't want you too see me like  this.
I close my window.
I walk inside the house and that moment I realize I can't live.

(m.i)

I don't know who I am since the first day I was born. I'm a little pathetic girl.
I'm tired of looking at the window and try to see a ghost. I'm tired of pretending of being nice. All is being wasted and nobody ever cares.
I was too scared to reach out and call people for helping. I'm a girl that read a books in a room. I'm a girl that listen to a same sad song over and over again. That makes it all better. It makes me feel gone away from hurts. I'm a girl read romance novel and hoping it'll be true.

That was me.

(m.i)

I'm a girl who is nice
I'm a girl that makes everything right
I'm a girl that says "hi"
I'm a girl that try

Now I'm a girl that fail
I'm a girl that's fall
I'm a girl that's cuts
I'm a girl that's broken
I'm a girl that's lost
I'm a girl that's die.

(m.i)

Lights is everywhere
But why I can't see it
I'm not blind
There's light in sky
There's light in the wall
There's light in the room
Lights is everywhere
Did I'm in the only one in the dark?

(m.i)