Here's to the broken hearts,
The sewn up seams,
The beaten up good guys,
And the many shattered dreams,

This is for all the people who tried and tried again,
Just to bring happiness to those they loved,
Yet....
Never quite seemed to do it just right,
Those people who were beaten and shoved,
Because what they did was out of sight.

You do many crazy things for those you love,
Do everything their current won't/can't,
They begin to see it,
As you hope for them to see you,
And you wish for nothing but pure bliss,
Something that's soon to be threw,

(S)He will be yours,
Never give up your hope,
Because if fate perceives what it's ment to entail,
Then by god,
Stay upon that golden trail.

So here we are again computer,
Sitting side by side one night more,
For once things looked up, looked like they changed,
But guess what life, it's back to being torn,

Those hopes were so ******* high,
It seemed reasonable this time,
and what do you know,
life just laughed,

Took away something I thought was finally going to happen,
Something I finally felt was going to be mine again,
But you took it,
Along with my hopes,
And left me with even more pain,

No matter what she says to me,
I crumble and wait,
Because within sometime, who knows,
She may be mine once again,

"I still have feelings for you",
A thought said by her,
I can wait all I want for this, and pray that it may be mine,
But lets go back to where I was before.....

Lonely

All I wanna be,
Is what I set out and see,
What I see as normal,
Not what you see as formal,

I wanna look the way I want,
Not something for you to flaunt,
Just be the Same old me,
Instead of being what you want me to be,

So as I sit in distress,
With anger and sadness none the less,
I'll pretend that I love what you've done,
And pretend that I love it a ton,

It's what you wanted,
It's what you received,
So lets hope your convinced,
And I've kept you deceived.