Helpful Anon

Helpful Anon Mar 2011

So this is a life,
Something so fragile,
So dreadful,
So frightful,
But yet so beautiful,

Something utterly questionable,
Something with no boundaries,
Nothing stopping you from doing anything,
Built up from your starting foundries,

Give that grand smile away.
Show it off to the worlds.
Todays the day you live life,
Today you stop being such a child,

So smile and have fun,
For todays a great day,
Something to always remember,
Just what you had always portrayed.

-Helpful Anon

Helpful Anon Feb 2011

Hidden Talents

The more that this flows,
Deep beneath my brain,
The more this will keep going,
And drive me insane,

I feel no fear,
I feel no pain,
The numbness has set in,
There's no breaking this chain,

Why the feeling of sorrow?
Why not something grand,
Why have lots go wrong,
That you can't easily understand,

Talk with your voice,
And make sure you show no fear,
Cuz as long as your behind something,
No one will see your tears.

-Helpful Anon

Helpful Anon Feb 2011

Solitude

Those few calming songs,
Running in the background of your deepest thoughts,
Realizing you've become happier,
Something you thought you had forgot,

You roam in your thoughts,
Keeping in mind what keeps you smiling,
Keeping in mind what makes you smile,
Every little thought you had compiling,

Smile, live life,
Enjoy all the little things,
You won't regret what you've done,
Even if those thoughts sting,

Definite happiness,
It's finally here,
And you better believe,
It's nothing to fear.

Helpful Anon Feb 2011

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Predetermined insolence,
Intended audience,
Fall and free,
Run and scream,
For those who make you dream,

To run and think,
Fulfilled with hate,
Run a mind,
Of destructive hate

Helpful Anon Jan 2011

Still can't do it

Feel the build up,
The anger,
The rage,
The uncontrollable urge,
The thoughts I get when I see you,
And so begins my purge.

I see you and scream on the inside,
keeping my cool uncompromisable mask,
Just when I think it's over,
and I can live without you,
Here comes the anger and more depression,
The things that keep me sane are few.

I doubt you'll see this,
Know what it's about,
But the thoughts what's here,
and it's the thought that counts,

I hate what I'm becoming,
Due to simple acts of stupidity,
Not going to break,
Tell a soul,
Just like I know you won't try and talk anymore.

Just remember,
That within time,
I will do what I need,
When I need to,
In order to be happy.

Think about actions,
Never about the consequences,
or the effect on others,
yourself,
or anything,
But remember how much it hurts,
To think I've become this way.

This is a jumble of thoughts poured out

Helpful Anon Jan 2011

That Fire..

Let that fire burn,
As you begin to learn,
What they've done to me,
Encased in a ****** urn,

Forgiveness isn't part of this,
And the possibilities are low,
The thoughts of anger still rage high,
As you delivered that final blow,

I remember what I did,
I'm done with what I said,
No more anger, no more stress,
And no more wanting to be dead,

Have a great life,
Don't forget what I've taught you,
Because once this all ends,
Ill be gone, and we'll be through.

Helpful Anon Jan 2011

The Plastic Figure

The plastic won't move,
Everything seems great,
Until those lonesome nights,
Everything's back to fate,

I have my plastic mask,
It doesn't move once,
Till the heat of the night is brought upon me,
Now time to feel like a dunce,

I sit and stare,
at all of these walls,
over and over,
Noone sees my falls,

With one fake smile,
And one fake laugh,
Noone see's how I truly am,
When I'm as stiff as a staff.

Help those in need,
Even though I hate myself,
Even though my sanity,
Is the only thing not left.

I care about everyone,
But don't care about me,
Everyone sees my caring,
But I'm what they never wanna see.