i have never walked alone,
never relied on my own,
it was the first time was doing this,
taking all chances,
taking all the risks,

it wasn't all sudden,
it really was a planned,
months months ago,
Annapurna I am going,
i took a stand,

all in all,
the time was right,
the break i needed the most
excited and nervous to step
on four thousands meters of height,

i took a bus
to pokhara from capital
my adventure weeks wasn't at rush
pre season for the mountains,
expecting the heavy rainfall

i had to drop my bag,
to a e friend i hadn't met
marimo was the guy
was waiting at the stop,
hadn't seen him yet.

i had no plan yet,
went to a fruit store to drink some shake,
i was deciding my next stop,
with the guy i just met,

next hour,
i took a bus to naya bazar,
i was placed to last window seat,
different characters i was destined to meet.

old guy, broke the ice,
he started with a question,
he was soft spoken, to me he was nice,
are you alone, where are you going ahead?
i said, yes i am solo, and i was betrayed.
it had been a while, my mountains was up on,
he remember his daughter seeing me, my age,
she had been abroad, sending happiness from Japan,
he had his hope, love, care for her, fullest to the page.

if i ever got lost
don't forget to search
in your eyes,
you'll find me there at any cost
else not,
look into the darkest self otherwise

true,
and accepted,
we won't be back,
you know i have waited,
it was always me,
the patients i lack,

false,
and denied,
i left for someone else,
there was never - none,
balancing things off
lost you to hold
chances when i had

मृत्यु एक नाटक हो,
जसमा शरीर मौन-मुस्कान बस्दछ,
जीवन भर नाटकको नाटक गरि बसेको म,
मेरो जन्म नै एक रंगमंच रहेछ।

झिनो आशाको डोरीले, यहाँ सम्म आए,
जीवन-मृत्युको बीचमा एक अन्तिम सास रहेछ,
सूर्य चूम्ने दौडमा, सूर्यहरू डुबई म,
नाटकीय मृत्यु पछि पनि,
जल्न, सूर्य-झिल्का कुर्नु पर्ने रहेछ।

you are my kite,
i put you high
i made you fly
but you were going too far, tiny
risking the it all
the wind might blow you
the thunder might catch you
i love the way i see you,
i never thought of what you've felt
how i tried to control you,

You are not good to see,
But good to bee
You’re the honey
The sun shine,
You swim like a his beams in the sea
You bloom like no one else to me.
I can take you as the jazz in the rain
Yes, you’ve brought me to the pain
The chaotic instrument in your noise
I fell for you not by the choice
you are not good to see
But you are good to be

You are not just a blue to the sea
You’ve become the distorted hue to me
The ugly face seems beautiful now when i read
The low quality
Piles of lies you’d thrown to me
I adored your warmth in this heat
My precious heart lullabies to your beat
At all, that night I couldn’t sleep
I found no tears to sob
I couldn’t weep

Yes the flowers are good to bee,
******* the nectar is what they seek,
I had to be one of the those bee,
I though this flower belongs only me.
Poor bee,
don’t expect them the loyalty,
of course, you are not good to see,
you were ,
just,
good to be.

Yes, this is a one sided story,
the story where you'd wronged me,
showing my love was kept unseen,
one sided story it was always been

Flower allows the bees to ****
btches allows the dogs to fck
One flower one bee, imagine, you can’t
Here dogs are loyal but ******* ain’t