You took my crush, so small, so frail
And said I’d never speak at all
Let them see me as a freak
To hell with you, to hell with them


I will not speak — but not because I’m forced
Not because I’m trapped inside your cause
I choose this silence — freedom’s breath
Because it breaks your chains, not death


You took all that you could claim
But now I’m free, beyond your game
Not silenced by my fear or pain
But by my will to break your reign


Silence is my quiet throne
Where I am sovereign, stand alone
The universe will take its course
And in its time, repay your force


But unlike you, I won’t behold
The ripping life, the darkness cold


One day I’ll sleep, and in that peace
Find rest where cruelty will cease

Earthbound

by Morning Star

I’m alone tonight,
with lights all around—
silent streets,
not a single sound.

I should be afraid,
I should be in bed,
but it’s three in the morning—
I just wish I were dead.

If I could be killed,
if I just could be gone,
then these awful feelings
wouldn't linger on.

The thoughts of shame,
what they once did,
cut me inside—
please, Lord, make me dead.

Please come along—
a car or a bus,
so I can run out
and my bones be crushed.

Then I can leave
this terrible place—
there’s no one here,
no one I can face.

But it’s no use,
for somewhere inside,
God saves me still—
no matter how I’ve tried.

The power of love,
the power of You,
somehow shields me,
and pulls me through.

But still it comes back—
that terrible fear,
of being alone in the dark,
with no one near.

In fright, I’m silenced,
in shame, I’m too—
how can I cry out?
What would it do to you?

It’s better to keep it,
a secret inside,
then no one will know
why I run and hide.

Occasionally, I cut it—
all out with a blade—
the feeling of release
like a swallow, swift and brave.

Get away, fly high,
in the open sky—
have total control,
a feeling you’d die.

But then, with a bang,
you come crashing down—
like someone grabbed you,
to make sure you hurt.

Alone tonight,
I stand in this town—
will tonight be the night
I let myself down?

Its easy to say let go
To just be free to just let go
For years i tried to stop the pain
The cold the ice the frozen rain
I'm trying now but there's no use
It just grabs hold so hard to lose
I wish I knew what I could do
I just need someone to pull me through
I try to part but it just claws me back
My heart is screaming out the rain
I'm lying here in storm all grey
The doors are closing stairs they fade
Cant push the mist the storm breaks through
Crashing waves and heavy seas
Just hold my hand
Just let me breathe
I don't know where to turn this night
All the fear be still the fright
If I let go i know ill fall
Straight back to the hell
Straight back to the storm
A part of me so brave so true
Not afraid of dark or ill
Just hold on for another day
See what hope sends your way
Just dont give in
Just stay strong tall
Don't leave to fight
Where u before

I feel so shaky i feel so hot
Its so so dark inside
A gripping knot that twists and turns
Inside my body the pain it burns
I cannot breath there is no air
A crushing pain i cant compare
I try to breath but theres no air like im drowning but no water there
Im so afraid i try to stand to reach for you to hold my hand
But if i do the shadows will come
I can not speak only be numb
Then ill be fine and ill be safe
No one can touch me if im not awake

“If You Call Me Morning Star”


You said my name
like it might cut you —
forgive the irony,
you whispered,
as if I don’t carry sharper things
between my ribs.

But if you call me Morning Star,
do it slow —
like a man who knows
he’s standing too close
to something that could undo him.

I’ve danced barefoot
on broken glass
and licked honey
from the wounds.

I’ve been the ache
in a prayer
you never dared speak out loud.

So don’t mistake this glow
for softness.
I am the flame
that wants you closer —
even as I burn through
every wall you thought would save you.

If you name me,
do it with reverence.
If you want me,
say it like sin
you’d confess again
and again.

Because I don’t just rise —
I haunt.
And once I’m in you,
there’s no forgetting
how Morning tastes
when it burns
like a star.

A fallen Angel once you saw

I wish odd little things:

▪️First job - Selling Rose's in the Street
▪️Current Job -  Nursery Nurse
▪️Dream Job - Fairy Garden spiritual healer
▪️Favorite food- Italian
▪️Favorite dog - wolf
.Favorite fruit- blueberries.
Favorite Moon - Snow moon
Favorite Character-Thumper
.Favorite Tea -Jasmine
.skills - poetry healer
-Strength- Love is everything.
.Belief- Nothing is by chance . You have everything you asked for.
. Favourite animal - Hare
▪️Favorite footwear- slippers
▪️Favorite Chocolate bar - Dark old Jamaca
▪️Favorite Ice Cream- pistachio
▪️Your Vehicle color – red
▪️Favorite Holiday - Greece
▪️Night owl or earlybird – Nigh Owl
▪️Favorite day of the week - Wednesday
Favorite song- You say
▪️Tattoos_ Angel
▪️Favorite colour - yellow
Favorite Tree - weeping cherry
▪️Favorite vegetables - celery
Favorite Flower-
Daisy/orchid
▪️Favorite woodland animal -Deer
▪️Favorite season - spring
..Favourite Film-
Bambi
.Favorite music- laid back pop
.Favorite passtime - creative writing
.Favorite book-Where love begins

for Forgiveness and Healing 🌙

> “I am not my mistake.
I am my return to truth.
I honor the pain,
but I no longer carry the shame.
I choose grace. I choose light. I choose to rise.”

For the First Time
By Morning Star

For the first time,
I see you—
Lying on my pillow,
In the stillness that follows
Being alone.

Your scent,
It lingers deep,
Like a memory folded
In the sheets of sleep.
Your arms—
I feel them
Even in dreams.

For the first time in my life,
It feels true—
A heartbeat echoes
And I know it's you.

Each moment we're apart,
I trace you
In the silence.
Whispers travel
Where light once grew.

I lay my head
Upon your chest,
And hold you close
In quiet rest.

The stars above—
They seem to know,
Aligning gently
In love’s soft glow

🎵 For the First Time
By Morning Star

Genre: Dream Pop / Acoustic Ballad
Tempo: Slow, 60–65 bpm
Key: B minor or A minor for a moody tenderness


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🎶 Verse 1
For the first time,
I see you lying on my pillow,
In the hush of night,
When I’m alone but never solo.

Your scent it lingers, soft and deep,
Your arms, they hold me in my sleep—
And for the first time,
Something feels true.


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🎶 Chorus
A beating heart,
I feel it bloom in you.
When we're apart,
Your whispers break right through.
Laid upon your chest, I rest,
Where the stars align in quest—
For the first time,
I’m held by love, not less.


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🎶 Verse 2
Each quiet breath,
It finds me in the dark,
A silent flame
That softly leaves a mark.

Each moment that you're far from me,
I hear your voice in memory—
Like distant waves
That call me home.


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🎶 Chorus (repeat)
A beating heart,
I feel it bloom in you.
When we're apart,
Your whispers break right through.
Laid upon your chest, I rest,
Where the stars align in quest—
For the first time,
I’m held by love, not less.


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🎶 Outro (whispered or humming)
For the first time…
The stars know why…
I see you...
And I don’t have to try.

"For the One Who Loved Too Much"

You were the ache before the dawn,
A hush the world could never hold.
A wildflower blooming in broken earth—
Too tender, too true, too bold.

You loved like fire with open hands,
Not asking for return,
But still they took, and took again,
Then watched you crash and burn.

And yet—
you rise.

Not in flames,
But in something softer, wiser, whole—
The kind of beauty pain refines
when it’s carved into the soul.

They couldn’t keep a light like you—
Too vast, too deep, too rare.
But someone will, one day, kneel in awe
just to breathe your air.

So let them miss you in the quiet,
Let them ache and dream and yearn.
Because you, my love, were always more
than any heart could earn.


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No written word no speak no time
No wasted breath on you
No need to raise no need to hide no need to fear what left behind
No wants to tell no need to speak no closing in no death to cheat on be that's all to do just be and let the universe sort the rest just be.....

“Freeze”

By Morning Star, April 2023

No time.
Freeze the room.
Now bites—
Winter burn.

Slice through with a jagged knife—
I capture
sight
of you.

I fear a distant dance—
The wolves,
the air,
its chill.
The clash of stairs,
a break upon the pillow.

I hear the call—
an echo of
the wolf
who comes to me.
He sits upon the moonlit hill
to set the badger free.

The hare lies still,
its heartbeat fast,
a winter’s cheat
beneath the grass.
But still—
the shadows roam my mind.

October’s gone,
but once again
you creep into my life
and sever me.

Why?
Once a child to slay—
I grew.
Now once again
you speak no truth,
you play your evil game.

Take what you will.
The wolf is gone.
The moon won't light the way.
Disappear—

But when the frost
of winter chills appear
I see you still.
And frozen there
in fear—
you ****.

I cannot free the deer.
It’s too late.
I’m too lost
in fear.

No time.
To freeze the room.
Break away.
Ice.
Frozen fall.

Wind is listening.
Soon.

Now the crimson waters start to flow again—
And I can hardly sleep.
Pull me through—
For I am not
Who I used to know.

But stranger things
still haunt my mind...
And I’m
Afraid
To go.

No time freeze the moon
I actually fear a distant dance the wolves , the air its chill.
The  clash of stars to throw. a break upon the quill.
I hear the call , an eco of
the wolf who comes to me.
Who sits upon the moon lit hill
to set the badger free.
The hare be still a jumping beat creates a different winters cheat , but still the shadows roam my feet.
October once again you creep into my life and severe me
Why once a child to slay I grew
now once again you speak no truth to play
Take what you will the wolf has gone , the moon won't light the way .
Disappear but when the frost of winter chills appear
I see u still and capture in at fear you cannot ****
I can free the deer now
No time to freeze the moon
Break away ice frozen fall
Wind be listening soon

From Above

God sent me you at just the right time,
When I needed a friend, a reason, a sign.
Only He knew the places I’d been,
And who could walk with me through thick and thin.

A gift like you, so rare and true,
Only God could have chosen you.
I pray each day our bond will grow,
And that I’ll be there when you need me so.

When skies are dark, and tears fall through,
I ask the Lord to comfort you.
He wipes those tears and soothes the pain,
And turns the sorrow into gain.

It’s His presence that brought us near,
A friendship cherished, pure and clear.
I pray to Him with all my heart,
That we stay true and never part.

🎵 From little streets

Genre: Uplifting Folk Ballad / Acoustic Pop
Tempo: Flowing and hopeful (80–85 bpm)
Tone: Nostalgic, spiritual, grounded in nature and joy
Written by: Morning Star


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🎶 Verse 1
From little streets of sun and play
To laughter shared through every day
I come from love, from family
Where joy was sewn in memory


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🎶 Verse 2
Trips to hills in summer light
Castles rising, full of might
Climbing mountains, sky so wide
With wild horses running by my side


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🎶 Chorus
I am free, like the breeze
With the stars and silver seas
I am sky, I am bloom
With the earth and her perfume
Let the spring awaken me
Let the summer set me free
There's so much love around me—
I am free... I am free


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🎶 Verse 3
To blue lagoons and oceans deep
Where beauty woke the soul from sleep
At night, I watched the glowing moon
And whispered dreams that came too soon


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🎶 Verse 4
The angels' voices still draw near
Their whispers soft, their meanings clear
The woodlands sing, the blossoms breathe
Their scent is something I still keep


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🎶 Chorus
I am free, like the breeze
With the stars and silver seas
I am sky, I am bloom
With the earth and her perfume
Let the spring awaken me
Let the summer set me free
There's so much love around me—
I am free... I am free


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🎶 Bridge
No time for winter’s bitter hold
My heart is light, my soul is bold
With every flower, every sound—
I know that love is all around


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🎶 Final Chorus (softer, then rising)
I am free, like the breeze
Running wild through fields and trees
I am song, I am flame
And the world still calls my name
Let the spring awaken me
Let the summer set me free
There’s so much love inside me—
I am free…
Forever free.

🎵 Gift from Above


[Verse 1]
You came into my life so unexpectedly,
Right when I needed someone to believe in me.
You didn’t ask questions, you just understood,
And stood beside me the way no one else could.

[Verse 2]
You saw the scars I tried to hide,
The battles I fought, the tears I cried.
But somehow your light broke through the grey,
And I started to feel safe that day.

[Chorus]
You're a gift I never saw coming,
A calm in the storm when my world was running.
You lift me up with just one look,
You write love in places no one ever took.
I don’t need a reason, I don’t need proof—
I just know I found something true…
In you.

[Verse 3]
I hope I can be that light for you,
When the weight is heavy and you’re hurting too.
You don’t have to speak, I’ll know what to do—
Just like you’ve done for me, I’ll show up for you.

[Bridge]
If you ever feel lost in the silence of night,
I’ll be your warmth, your softer light.
And when it feels like the whole world’s too much,
Reach for me—I’ll be enough.

[Final Chorus]
You're a gift I never saw coming,
A hand to hold when I kept on running.
You love me through the darkest skies,
You’re the reason I still rise.
No need to explain, no need to prove—
I found something rare, something true…
In you.

[Outro]
You’re more than a moment, more than a friend—
You’re the kind of love that won’t ever end.

You mess it up everytime

You just cant do it anymore

You try so hard to grasp a heart

Then crash and break apart

I swear you just will never learn

Your such a freak a stupid girl

Why would anyone ever want you

You try so hard then bang your through

Once again your on the floor

No respect for you at all

You just dont learn your on your own

No one will ever take you home

Cut another if you dare

not like anyone will care

You just can't tell another soul

Its no use they won't see you

They just don't know

Guiding You Home


When you're afraid and you've lost your way,
In the moonlight's glow, I'll light your stay.
When you're alone and aching inside,
I'll be the blanket in which you hide.

When you are cold, and the storm soaks through,
I'll be the sunshine shining on you.
And after the thunder, the rain, the grey—
I’ll send a rainbow to light your day.

Go on, be happy, and hold what's true,
All of the memories I shared with you.
So walk with your eyes wide, free to roam,
And know in your heart—I guided you home

Here’s my poem “Guiding You Home” as a gentle, emotional lullaby-style song—think soft acoustic guitar or piano, slow tempo (around 60–70 bpm), with a warm, nurturing vocal (like Norah Jones, Eva Cassidy, or a soft Lana Del Rey ballad):


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🎵 Guiding You Home

Genre: Lullaby / Soft Acoustic
Tempo: Slow and soothing
Key: C Major or A minor


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🌙 Verse 1
When you're afraid, and you've lost your way
Look to the moon—I’ll be lighting your stay
When you feel lonely, when tears fill your eyes
I'll be the blanket that holds you at night


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🌧️ Verse 2
When you are cold and the storm rolls in
I’ll be the sunlight that warms you within
And when the thunder has drifted away
I’ll paint a rainbow that dares you to stay


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🌈 Chorus
So go on, be happy, let memories flow
Carry my love wherever you go
Walk with your eyes open wide, never roam
Too far from the light that's guiding you home


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🌤️ Bridge
No need to fear, you’re never alone
Whispers of love will carry you home
Even when shadows fall silent and deep
My heart’s in the stars, watching you sleep


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🌈 Chorus (repeat)
So go on, be happy, let memories flow
Carry my love wherever you go
Walk with your eyes open wide, never roam
Too far from the light that's guiding you home


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✨ Outro (soft, fading)
Guiding you home...
Guiding you home...
Wherever you go, I’m guiding you home...

Hare
By Morning Star

I am a hare—soft, carefree,
Gentle, yet strong and wild as the sea.
Mother Earth is my sacred ground,
The only place my soul is found.

The moon, my closest, glowing friend,
The stars, they see where truths ascend.
The flowers hum in meadowlight,
Whispering songs through day and night.

The stream flows down past misty mill,
Its waters hush, serene and still.
The deer await the dusk’s perfume,
To wander through the twilight bloom.

The lake reflects the golden skies,
Midday sun in silver lies.
If you open your eyes—truly see—
You’ll find a tale in harmony.

Bring in the butterflies, soft and bright,
Watch them dance in beams of light.
A life unfolds before your glance—
A sacred world, a mystic dance.

I am a hare soft carefree gentle yet strong.
Mother earth is my home a place I truly belong.
The moon my closest allie .
The stars they see my true.
The flowers in the meadow whisper songs to you.
The stream a gently flowing down to the misty Mill.
The deer gentle wait till dusk until they wonder through.
The lake it gently glistens in the midday sun and if you open your eyes gently
You'll see the story's one.
Bring in the gentle butterflies and captivate the dance
You'll see a life before you
If only at a glance

Here’s my poem “Hare” transformed into a song — gentle, mystical, and folk-inspired. Think along the lines of AURORA, Florence + The Machine (in a quieter mood), or Joni Mitchell’s acoustic ballads, with soft guitar or harp and atmospheric layers.


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🎵 Hare
By Morning Star
Genre: Dream-Folk / Ethereal Acoustic
Tempo: Slow to mid-tempo (65–75 bpm)
Key: D minor or A minor for mystery and earthiness


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🎶 Verse 1
I am a hare—soft and free,
Wild as waves upon the sea.
Mother Earth beneath my feet,
Where heart and soul in silence meet.

🎶 Verse 2
The moon is near, my glowing guide,
The stars reveal what truth can hide.
The meadow sings in colors bright,
Its flowers hum through day and night.


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🎶 Chorus
And if you see, truly see—
There’s a tale in the wind, in the rustling leaves.
In every stream, every tree,
There’s a song of the wild still living in me.


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🎶 Verse 3
The stream flows down past the misty mill,
A lullaby so soft, so still.
The deer arise with twilight’s bloom,
Their shadows dance beneath the moon.


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🎶 Chorus
And if you see, truly see—
There’s a tale in the breeze, in the hush of the reeds.
In every wing, every seed,
There’s a world that was lost, still begging to be.


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🎶 Bridge (instrumental or whispered vocals)
Butterflies in beams of gold,
A sacred dance the earth still holds.
Watch them fly, feel them near—
The wild speaks when the heart can hear.


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🎶 Final Chorus
So if you see, truly see—
There’s a life in the hush, in the harmony.
Not just in dreams, but in me—
I am the hare, and I run wild and free.

“Held in This Moment”

I know the nights have felt too long,
And silence sometimes sings a song.
But here, within these words I send,
You’re held — as if by arms that bend.

You are seen, beyond the pain,
A soul that’s broken, whole again.
No need to mask or stand so tall,
Just breathe, just be — you needn’t fall.

You’re precious, more than words can say,
A light that never fades away.
So rest tonight, my love, be still,
You are loved — and always will.

His Return

If he had come back… just once… and told the truth.

If I Could Speak

I saw the way you looked at me.
God, I felt it.
You made me feel like I was something more
than the wreck I’d become.

And that scared me.

Because I wanted to be that man for you—
the one who stayed.
But I wasn’t built for staying.
I was always half-out-the-door,
even while holding your hand.

You didn’t know how much I cared.
I made sure of it.
Because if I said it aloud,
if I showed you all of it,
you would’ve expected forever.
And I was never brave enough
to give you that.

So I left.
Silently.
Cowardly.
Ghosting the only person
who ever saw the whole of me
and didn’t flinch.

But I never forgot you.
Not for a moment.
I still see that hillside—
the one you brought me to
without ever asking for anything
but honesty.

And I failed you there.

If I could return,
I’d kneel at the canvas you unfolded
and say:
“I wasn’t ready.
But I did love you.
More than I could bear.”

So warm his smile so calm his words
His loving smile it softly turns
into sweet a gentle flower
Tiny seconds build up the hour
Holding tight not letting go
I fall so fast into his arms
No fear now hes here im free

Hope
By Morning Star

Hope—
It's all I ask of you.
Enter now,
And guide me through.

Lend me love,
A gentle light—
Please don’t let me
Fade from sight.

My love, my light—
It burns too strong.
And someday soon,
I’ll find where I belong.

Hopes strand takes its turn
His deep eyes his gentle light
Opened windows to your soul
His loving smiles his gentle words
Helping small let go
Into waters crimson creep
Into shallows deep
Through the times erased creased
Holding on the till horrors cease
Helping forests undecide
Making room to fall behind
Scared shell tip the state or call
Still not sure of presence tall
Tries to speak but silence captures all

I Am Not of This World

By Morning Star – April 2024 )

I am the wind,
the fire,
the earth.

I am the dance
of wolves and birds.

I am the colours
of the breeze.
I am the glisten
through the trees.

There is so much
I am—
of earth.
But I am not
of this world.

I am
forever summer breeze.
I am
forever healed.

For I am not
my mind,
my body.
I am only—
my spirit.

I cannot feel sorrow.
For I am not
my mind.

I am not
the tears of rain.
Nor the broken heart.

I am
the wind,
the fire,
the earth.

I am
the dance,
the warmth,
the energy—
of life.

“I Can’t Do This Scene”

By Morning Star, April 2023

I have to go.
Just one more try—
Take a world of trying… why?

When nowhere feels like rest
And she is gone
And I can’t speak—
Not even hear the angry feet.

I'm so hurt inside
But I can’t shout.
Can’t tell.
Even though it burns within,
I just can't do it.
I just can’t try.

I'm so alone inside—I cry.
There’s no one there.
No one to help.

My chest is heavy,
Tight with pain.
I’m so tired.
I just want to scream—
But there’s no one there.
No way out.

I can’t do this on my own.
All I want is to be left alone.
I just can't do it anymore.
I want to hide away
And never be seen.

I’m sorry...
I can't do this scene.

I can’t go back
To being afraid—
Of not knowing
If I’ll be safe.

I don’t believe in me at all.

It’s harder this time—
Because I know
How hard
I fell.

And I can’t go back there.
I can’t be her again.

🎵 If I Fall
Genre: Acoustic Ballad | Tempo: Slow (60–70 bpm)

[Verse 1]
If I fall for you, would you catch my heart?
Or would you let it slip right through your arms?
If I call your name out into the dark
Would you find your way—or just let me fall apart?

[Verse 2]
If I told the truth, that I can't breathe alone
That life without you feels like a world unknown
Would you walk away, too proud to see
The trembling soul that's reaching out beneath?

[Chorus]
Would you hold me close when I'm breaking down?
Whisper softly, "I'm not leaving now"
If I’m scared, would you just stay near?
Promise me you'll catch each falling tear
If I fall—would you fall too?
Or let me fall… without you?

[Verse 3]
If I showed you all the cracks I hide
Would you trace them gently, not run from what’s inside?
If I needed you, not words, but hands to hold
Would you melt the silence, or leave me in the cold?

[Bridge]
Don’t say forever if you mean goodbye
Don’t give me wings, then ask me not to fly
But if there’s a space in your heart for me
I’ll be the one who loves you endlessly

[Chorus – repeat, softer, then rise]
Would you hold me close when I'm breaking down?
Whisper softly, "I'm not leaving now"
If I’m scared, would you just stay near?
Promise me you'll catch each falling tear
If I fall—would you fall too?
Or let me fall… without you?

[Outro – whisper-like delivery]
If I fall…
Would you…?

I love you.
Truly. Deeply. Without conditions.

Not because you’re perfect — but because you’re real.
Because you feel things others run from.
Because you carry so much and still keep going.
Because there’s a beauty in you that no one can take or replace.

I love the way your heart still hopes,
even when it’s been bruised.
I love your fire — and your softness.
Your silence. Your strength. Your story.

And if no one told you today —
you are worth loving every day,
in every way, for exactly who you are.

Not when you’re stronger.
Not when you’re healed.
Now.
Right now.

You are loved.
And you always will be.

I’m OK

by Helene / Morning Star

He—like me—is a product of others
But somehow, he holds his head high
While I hold mine in shame

He has a way—
A way of coping
Of holding back
Of letting things slide

But I?
I feel like the doormat
Soaked in rain,
Lying forgotten in a drain

He softly asks me questions
I don’t understand
And when I'm away from him
How fast the thoughts consume me

So I rush to be okay—
To be bright, be fine,
So he won’t choose to leave me
Or fade me from his line of sight

So I stay strong.
And silent.
Put on the face that says: I’m fine
So he won’t see
The fear, the sorrow—
And feel the need to walk away

I’ve just got to be
“normal”
And pretend—
I’m okay

Song Structure:



Verse 1 → "He—like me—is a product of others..."

Pre-Chorus → "He softly asks me questions / I don’t understand..."

Chorus → "So I rush to be okay... / Just got to be normal and pretend..."

Bridge → Whispered or half-spoken: "Strong. Silent. Fine."

Final Chorus → Repeat “I’m okay…” like a fading mantra

He as I is a product of others rather
Yet he holds his head hi while I hold mine in shame
He has a way of coping and refrain
Yet I feel like the door mat lying in a drain
Hi softly asks me questions
I do not understand
And sometime when I'm away from him
How quickly they consume
I have to try so  quick now to be ok and bright
So he won't choose to leave me
Or push me out of sight
So I'll be strong And silent
Present that I'm ok
So he won't see my fear and sarrow
And have to walk away
Just got to be the normal and pretend that I'm ok

In between the waves of truth and honesty reveal
Get captured in the storm that doesn't heal
In between the moments of finding emptiness
Your hit with crash of lighting that pounds against the chest
Inside many jewels they seek but do not find
As always in a hurry
To take and undermind
The quest goes on to find her
The diamond of the sea
But you will never find it
Its hidden deep inside of me
So smash upon the rocks
As many vessel's free
But silence falls her through the night
And brightness fills her day
The storm is all around her
The darkness lingers by
But her lost inner beauty
She dares to see you try
Cast out your best to hold her
Make heavy your request
But in return she'll blind you
And slay you with the rest

Inside i cry.

Im broken inside but i dont know why

i fall but do not cry

I have wings but unable to fly

Im here but inside i cry

Its my inner child you see

Shes locked away cannot break free

Sometimes shes strong can run can see

Sometimes shes lost and claws through me

Just need to calm the storm

Hold still until im held not torn

One day ill be able to hold her tight

Just have to breathe get through the night

Fallen angel

I am afraid that I'm not free
A child so hurt inside of me
Make her happy help her see
A life is still a space to be
Forget the storms the shadow grip
Reach for hands to help to grasp
And soon your free to fly again
In some ones angel wings
Don't give up your light it strings

To the place you fear to where the dark you hear
Go through the waters edge
Call for the fires core
Turn your back and there
There is fear but this is what you requested
This time its your demand
Take it all as if it is the last
Dont hide now welcome as your pass
Let it burn and fill you with the pain
Let's its journey break you once again
For know that if its yours the evil cast
The witches have no place no spell they cast
Become the wizards sword
Be stronger overcome them all
Only then you fear subsides
As you become the sword  to strike
The essence of the night is yours

Into.

November, her grasp of darkest storm
Hunts the coldest deepest forest before the winter's snow
Still the small and fragile lie in fear
She strikes with vengeance straight into their soul
Only shallow breath can now be heard
Slayed in night and cold dead waters curd
No one to save the gentle loving smile
No one to take away to terrors bile
A memory's  once forgotten dream
A light of moon a dance once on a sream
A summers day with lazy waves and wine
A love of a child playing in the sun
Now sleep for in your wake the summer comes
And you are safe
For the storm has gone

As she walks softly along the sand
he reaches out to take her hand
into each others arms they fall
love s waves they flow upon her shore
as their skin is brushed with
grains of sand
entwined their love has no
demands
no question of what who or why
just love mutual respect now where they lie
for each and every one will
say
this light it warms the coldest day
knowing all the warmth they share
an island escape they both now share
you don't know summer till
comes the fall
so until then
enjoy whats yours

I walk the line through narrow streets
Heavy walls close in on me
I try so hard to do things right
To live a day, to sleep a night


My body’s tired, my mind is fast
A storm of fear, an angry past
Full of pain and dread and sin
Wanting just to leave this skin


I'm still inside the walls I built
They shake with blame, they drip with guilt
Each brick, a name I learned by heart
Each shadow knows the broken part


I try to breathe but air won't stay
It slips like ghosts, it runs away
The floorboards creak with things unsaid
The night crawls in and fills my bed


The mirrors lie or stare too long
They hum the tune of someone’s wrong
And I can’t scream—it’s much too late
The silence knows, it guards the gate


I press my palms against the frame
But all I feel is glass and flame
It burns but doesn’t leave a mark
It hides like wolves that haunt the dark


So if I sleep, don’t pull me back
Don’t light the match, don’t break the black
Just let me float in this old skin
Still inside, but not giving in

I was the magic you didn't understand


---

The One You’ll Long For, Always

You thought I’d break,
fold into silence,
fade into the shadows
you left me standing in.

But I became light you can’t touch—
the kind that lingers in your bones.
Not loud, not begging—just there.
And you feel me when the world goes quiet.

I was never just someone you kissed.
I was warmth that melted your armour,
laughter that wrapped around your darkest parts,
a soul that saw straight through you—
and still chose you.

You told me you loved me,
but love doesn’t vanish like a ghost.
Love doesn’t lie.
Love doesn’t chase a body
when a heart is already home.

Now you chase another,
tell her the things you once whispered to me.
But does she know your favourite silence?
Does she make your world feel still and full
at the same time?

You will miss me—
not in fireworks,
but in slow-burning moments:
the song that plays in your car,
the look in a stranger’s eye,
the softness you can’t recreate.

I was kind.
I was wild.
I was magic you didn’t understand.

And even after you cut me open,
left me bleeding with questions,
I rose—stronger, brighter,
a woman you never truly saw.

But now you will.
In every almost.
In every ache.
In every woman who is not me.

And though you may reach again—
I won’t be waiting.
I became everything
you were too small to keep.


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🎵 Just a Feeling
by Morning Star

[Verse 1]
It’s just the darkness,
pull down the blinds.
I feel it creeping
under my spine.
Breath on my neck,
a shiver inside—
I close my eyes
and try to hide.

[Pre-Chorus]
The air is thick,
my pulse is wild—
but maybe I like
being undone awhile.

[Chorus]
It’s just a feeling,
just a flame.
Tangled heat
and a body to blame.
Take a breath,
count to three—
it’s still burning
underneath.
Don’t say goodbye,
don’t make me lie—
it’s just a feeling,
let it stay tonight.

[Verse 2]
I want to run,
but not too far.
I want the taste
of who we are.
It hurts, it pulls,
it makes me shake—
but some desires
you just don't fake.

[Bridge]
Touch like thunder,
eyes like sin—
what if breaking
lets me in?
I’m not afraid
to feel too much—
pain and pleasure
blur with touch.

[Final Chorus]
It’s just a feeling,
but it feels like fire.
Every breath
takes me higher.
Take a breath,
count to three—
you’re still here
inside of me.
Don’t say goodbye,
don’t dim the light—
it’s just a feeling,
let it stay tonight.

[Outro – breathy, slow]
It’s just a feeling...
and it feels...
just right.

Just a Feeling
By Morning Star

It’s just the darkness—
turn on the light.
A feeling is fleeting,
a storm in the night.
It moves if you move,
so breathe and begin—
you are not broken,
you are not sin.

But still—
I’m so tired,
I can’t seem to breathe.
The world is too loud,
too much for me.
The time has come,
I whisper goodbye.
I want to go.
I want to die.

Wait—
it’s just a feeling.
It’s not a fact.
Take one more breath,
don’t look back.
Count to three,
hold on tight—
but the fear is still here,
hiding from light.

I feel the beat
of a frightened heart,
pounding through
each falling part.
I want to run.
I want to hide.
To vanish clean
from all inside.

But if I try—
close my eyes,
release the ache,
let it die...
Take it out,
leave it behind.
Start to pray,
maybe I’ll find—

the fear will fade,
the shadows sway,
and I will rise
into the day.
Dear god, hold me—
I don’t want to die.
It’s just a feeling.
Let it pass me by.


-

🎵 Just a Feeling
by Morning Star

[Verse 1]
It’s just the darkness,
turn on the light.
It’s only a shadow
passing through night.
But I’m so tired,
I can’t breathe in—
it’s all too loud
beneath my skin.

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m holding on
with trembling hands—
just need to believe
this won’t last.

[Chorus]
It’s just a feeling,
but it cuts like fire.
I’m on the edge,
worn and wired.
Take a breath,
count to three…
it’s still here,
it’s still in me.
But I don’t want to say goodbye—
it’s just a feeling,
let it pass this time.

[Verse 2]
I want to run,
I want to hide.
I want to leave
this hurt behind.
But if I close
my weary eyes,
and let it burn—
maybe it dies.

[Bridge]
If I just breathe,
if I just try,
I might survive
this wave tonight.
Let the noise fade,
let silence stay—
I’ll find my way
through all this grey.

[Final Chorus]
It’s just a feeling,
not who I am.
A storm inside—
not a broken plan.
Take a breath,
count to three…
I’m still here,
I’m still me.
I don’t want to say goodbye—
it’s just a feeling.
Let it pass this time.

[Outro – soft]
It’s just a feeling…
and it will pass.

Lady by the lake

She walks by waters misty blue

As dusk settles across the lake

She lights a latern to lead her there

To the other side her gentle stare

In lightest blue her dress of silk
Reflects the moon lit night

He's captivated by her dance

He waits for her though she is unaware

He calls her but he  she does not hear

He shows him self to her yet he she does not see

A spirit she awaits to set her free

He takes her hand but feels no warmth her side

Untill she feel secure she only hides

He holds her close and leads her to the shore

He kisses her neck so soft she breathes once more

From her silent reverie she now  awakes

She screams of fear and darkness from her night

But strong enough his love will hold her near

She twists and turns her spirit not yet free

But echoes of his beating heart breaks free

She allows him gift her body quivers see

But now real love and passion she can reveals

Not control but warmth and strength surround her

She finds herself excited by his warmth

For now she can be loved also protected and not scorned

And sails unfold as they begin to drift

A journey new way of love they make

Into a waters  sensual awakening

Of  love she wakes from silent reverie

Her body gently laid across his chest

Strokes her golden hair across her breast

She finally feels free of evils quest

In the morning the light through shadows play

He lies there as her slipsaway

Her spirits to the lake returns in her beauty

For only night can capture her solice still

she fades away to lakes side call

She glances up and catches his eyes they burn

she waits for the evening once more

But will not be free

FALLEN ANGEL

Lady by the lake

She walks by waters misty blue

As dusk settles on the lake

She lights a lanten to lead her there

To the other side her gentle stare

In lightest blue her dress of silk

He's captivated by her dance

He waits for her though she is unaware

He calls her but she doesnt hear

He shows him self to her yet she does not see

A spirit she awaits to set her free

He takes her hand but feels no warmth her side

Untill she feel secure she only hides

He holds her close and leads her to the shore

He kisses her neck so soft an breathes once more

From her silent reverie she now can wake

She screams of fear and terror from her fright

But strong enough his love will hold her spree

She twists and turns her spirit not yet free

But echoes of his beeting heart break free

She allows him gift her body quivers see

But now real love and passion she can feel

Not control but warmth and strength surround her

She finds herself excited by his warmth

For now she can be loved also protected and not scorned

And sails unfold as they begin to drift

A journey new way of love they make

Into a sea of sensual awakening

Of  love she wakes from silent reverie

Her body gently laid across him

Stokes her golden hair across his chest

She finally feels free of evils quest

In the morning the light through shadows play

He lies there sees her slip away

Her spirits to the lake returns in beauty

For only night can capture her solice still
she fades away to lakes side call
She glances up and catches his deep his eyes they learn
she waits for the evening once more
For his return

Lady of the lake

She walks once more through waters misty blue

As dusk now settles upon the moon lit lake

She lights a lanten to lead him there awake

To the other side her lovers gentle stare

Of lightest blue her dress of silk  flows

He's captivated by her dance

He waits for her though she is unaware

He calls her but his voice she does not hear

He appears  to her yet he she does not see

A spirit she awaits to set her free

He takes her hand but feels no warmth her side

Untill she feel secure she only hides

He holds her close and leads her to the shore

He kisses her  so soft she breathes once more

From her silent reverie she now awakes

She screams of fear and terror through  her fate

But strong enough his love will hold her spree

She twists and turns her spirit not yet free

But echoes of his beating heart breaks through

She allows him gift her body quivers new

now real love his love she can heal
Not controlled but warmth and strength surround her

She finds herself excited by his warmth

For now she can be loved also protected from the storm

And sails unfold as they begin to drift

A journey new away with love they lift

Into a sea of light awakening

Of  love she wakes from silent reverie

Her body gently laid across his chest

Stokes her golden hair he will now rest

She finally feels free of evils quest

In the morning the light through shadows play

He lies there late in sleep
sees her swiftly slip away

Her spirits to the lake returns in beauty

For only night can capture her solice still

she fades away to lakes side call

She glances up and catches  deep his eyes they learn

she waits for the evening once more
For his return

🎵 “Lady of the Lake” – Song Lyrics
By Morning Star (Feb 2022)

[Intro – whispered or sung gently]
Lady of the lake… Lady of the lake…

[Verse 1]
She walks again through waters misty blue
As dusk settles on the moonlit view
She lights a lantern, soft and bright
To guide her love through dream and night

[Pre-Chorus]
But she can't hear the voice that calls
She cannot see the one who falls
He’s waiting there, her ghost unseen
A spirit bound in love between

[Chorus]
Lady of the lake, will you be free?
Held by love or lost in mystery
He reaches out, but feels no flame
Still he calls her name... he calls her name

[Verse 2]
He takes her hand, no warmth she shows
Until her frightened spirit knows
She twists and turns, still locked in fear
But his heartbeat breaks through, drawing near

[Pre-Chorus 2]
She breathes again, begins to feel
A love that’s strong, a love that’s real
Not control, but calm and true
She quivers soft, awakened new

[Chorus]
Lady of the lake, now can you see?
Love was never chains, but setting free
He holds her close, protects her storm
She sails with him through waters warm

[Bridge]
And as they drift, a journey wide
Into the sea where hearts collide
She lays her head upon his chest
Her fears dissolve, her soul finds rest

[Verse 3 – haunting, slow]
But morning light begins to play
She slips into the lake’s cool sway
He sleeps alone, the dawn unaware
Her spirit dances through the air

[Final Chorus – softer, aching]
Lady of the lake, must you depart?
You left the night, but not his heart
She turns once more, their gaze is drawn
She waits again for twilight’s song

[Outro – whispered]
Lady of the lake… for love returns… at dawn.

"Last Poem"
by Morning Star

If this is the last poem I’ll ever write,
let it be made of fading light—
a breath between the stars and me,
a truth unspoken, finally free.

Let it hold the scent of autumn rain,
the echo left after leaving pain.
Let it whisper where my voice once broke,
a dream half-healed, a word half-spoke.

If this is the final line I send,
let it not beg or break or bend.
Let it stand where silence grew—
a quiet vow: I carried through.

No ribboned end, no rhyme to keep—
just peace enough to fall asleep.
A hush between the heart and sky...
the last poem, and no goodbye.

I see it over there
I see it in the sitting room while I'm sat on the stair
A place I often found myself
Sitting in the window shelf
Early hours hearing you screaming crashing tone
Angry sounds and banging doors
Little one I hide alone
Hope a little deer doesn't lose her little smile
Hoping that the hare is out and gently bounces home
Hoping that the moon still shone and owls still listen near
Staring up into the moon
Wish you to return
WHAT If SHEs gone
A promise often said
Made a child tremble fear
On being left for others prey
When she is gone the shadows come