The ice cold castle winter's chill of death
Come cashing down
where winter's steel cold cript
Dragons make the night seem less cold
With fire of eyes and wings out swept
Looking out she awaits her fait
His steps now close
He gathers speed creates the fear slays the dragons she hides in shadows but he sees her there
Captivated by her loving stare
He takes her to the lake once more holds her but she does not feel his touch
Talks but she does not hear his love
In the morning he wakes she is gone into water deep she enters in
Captured by the tortured timeless spell
Untill the night fall once again she hears  his call but turns to shadows storm
Castle walls cannot hold her safe
Only dragons her hope now take.
Searching for the lady of the lake.
Shallow waters her escape

Cript (Secrets & Shadows)

The castle holds its frozen breath—
a winter’s death wrapped in silence,
where steel-cold crypts whisper secrets
buried deep beneath the stones.

Dragons haunt the night’s cold edge,
their burning eyes slicing shadows—
but even their fire cannot melt
the frost clutching her fragile soul.

She waits, cloaked in silence,
eyes flickering with hidden fear.
His footsteps—soft yet deadly—
draw nearer through the bitter dark.
He hunts the shadows where she hides,
but she cannot hide what lingers in her stare.

He pulls her back to the glassy lake—
his touch colder than the depths below.
Words fall like shards of ice,
promises tangled in a ghostly thread.
She hears but cannot listen,
lost beneath a spell older than time.

At dawn, she vanishes—
drowned in secrets, swallowed by silence.
The lake’s surface hides her flight,
a prisoner to the restless curse.

When night falls again,
his voice rides the storm winds—
calling, searching, relentless.
But castle walls crumble against the dark.
Only dragons remain—
keepers of her fading hope.

She slips beneath shallow waters—
where danger breathes beneath the waves,
the lady of the lake,
bound to the shadows of a haunted wake

Dark Knight
by Morning Star

You came like dusk —
a whisper cloaked in leather charm,
eyes like midnight,
hands like calm

You spoke in riddles,
kissed like more
pulled me through shadows
and begged me for more.

Batman my
Dark Knight.
You fed on my light,
sank your claws in soft places
where no one else dared bite.

You found the gentle in me —
and made it wild
just enough to taste it.
You made me feel chosen,
then ghosted like you’d never craved it.

I lit myself on fire
just to warm your cold.
Offered skin, soul, sanctuary —
love that was too hold.

And you —
you vanished into your cave,
left me bleeding in the daylight,
too fragile to be saved.

You said love —
but meant lust.
Said forever,
but fled at the first gust.

But now I wait —
not as your empty
but as a sword
a fire burning steady,
unbreakable, seen.

Come back, Dark Knight,
if you dare,
step from your shadows
and meet my glare.

You’ll find I’ve risen,
stronger, wild, alive—
not the girl you left behind
but the storm you can’t survive.

So come —
chase me again if you will,
but know I hold the power,
and I decide when to ****.

Because I’m the fire
that burns and wins,
the queen of shadows,
the storm within.

And if you want me,
you better come real—
‘Cause this time, Dark Knight,
I’m the one who steals.

Dark lane move slow
Scared to feel to let go
Another sound another voice
Ripped apart crimson rose
Total fear no control
Taken back
Hollow creek
Cave cold dark feet
******* in a twisted wind
A heavy presence starts to speak
Screaming silence claws the skin
Frozen stillness slices thin
The ice that grips your stolen ore
The fear of never finding land to grip
Surround a blanket colour full
Holds you tight by a fire warm the silence is not fear but a place to go no one is here
Safe to see a fires warm glow
Snow take the wind and takes the kick
Snow takes the crimson rose
Snow takes the Thorn snow takes the twisted thorn
Wake years away from here wake and live new life will appear

“Don’t Speak”

By Morning Star, April 2023

Step down,
deep stone
into holy ground.

A hunger,
a thirst—
you cannot explain.

Tight the rope,
sore the skin,
ripped in two—
a question mark.

Read the words
upon the page—
they burn
into the skin.

Broken candle,
rope,
and breath—
the whole of you
is bound.

The lights are dim.
Red candles flicker
on stone walls.

Be still.
Tight your eyes.
Don’t speak a word.
But read—
read with no delay.

Read the words
to the end of the book.
The pain will stop.
Your body, free.

But fear—
the fear of painful death—
still lingers
on the face.

Don’t speak a word.
Don’t shed a tear.
Don’t show
you cannot survive.

Be still.
Follow all the rules
of someone lying there.

Float—
up above,
into the air.

Puncture veins
with thread.

And once
the shadows disappear—
you’re safe.
Safe to return.

As long
as you are silent.

And never
speak
a word

Earthbound

by Morning Star

I’m alone tonight,
with lights all around—
silent streets,
not a single sound.

I should be afraid,
I should be in bed,
but it’s three in the morning—
I just wish I were dead.

If I could be killed,
if I just could be gone,
then these awful feelings
wouldn't linger on.

The thoughts of shame,
what they once did,
cut me inside—
please, Lord, make me dead.

Please come along—
a car or a bus,
so I can run out
and my bones be crushed.

Then I can leave
this terrible place—
there’s no one here,
no one I can face.

But it’s no use,
for somewhere inside,
God saves me still—
no matter how I’ve tried.

The power of love,
the power of You,
somehow shields me,
and pulls me through.

But still it comes back—
that terrible fear,
of being alone in the dark,
with no one near.

In fright, I’m silenced,
in shame, I’m too—
how can I cry out?
What would it do to you?

It’s better to keep it,
a secret inside,
then no one will know
why I run and hide.

Occasionally, I cut it—
all out with a blade—
the feeling of release
like a swallow, swift and brave.

Get away, fly high,
in the open sky—
have total control,
a feeling you’d die.

But then, with a bang,
you come crashing down—
like someone grabbed you,
to make sure you hurt.

Alone tonight,
I stand in this town—
will tonight be the night
I let myself down?

I asked if you missed us
and you said you did,
but not with your voice,
only in the quiet
when no one else could hear.

Three months since you held me,
and I’ve been holding
everything we were
in silence—
while you hold someone else’s presence.

I reach,
and you reply.
But never first.
Never forward.
Never fully.

I have become the echo
of a love too soft to chase
and too deep to fake.

And still,
my heart—fool that it is—
waits at the edge of maybe,
wondering if you’ll come back
the way I remember you:
warm, sure,
and mine.

But some people miss you
only in moments.
And I deserve someone
who misses me in their actions—
not just in the dark
when no one is watching.

So I will whisper goodbye,
not because I want to,
but because
I finally know
how much I’m worth
to myself.

Echo of a Love

by Moonwolf

Key: Am (emotional, wistful tone)
Style: Slow piano/guitar ballad or ambient synth/acoustic arrangement


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[Verse 1]
Am
I asked if you missed us
F
And you said you did—
C
But not with your voice,
G
Only in silence where no one lived.

Am
Three months since you held me,
F
But I still hold it all—
C
Everything we were,
G
Pressed against this quiet wall.


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[Pre-Chorus]
F
You reach when I reach,
C
But never first...
G
Never forward,
Am
Never what it was at first.


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[Chorus]
Am
I’ve become the echo of a love
F
Too soft to chase,
C
Too deep to fake.
G
Still I wait…

Am
On the edge of maybe, in the ache,
F
Hoping you'll come back
C
Like you were that day—
G
Warm… sure… and mine.


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[Verse 2]
Am
But some people miss you
F
Only in the dark—
C
Only in the silence
G
When they don’t have to show their heart.

Am
You hold someone else's presence,
F
While I hold my breath.
C
You remember us in shadows...
G
But I deserve the rest.


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[Chorus]
Am
I’ve become the echo of a love
F
Too soft to chase,
C
Too deep to fake.
G
Still I wait…

Am
On the edge of maybe, in the ache,
F
Hoping you'll come back
C
Like you were that day—
G
Warm… sure… and mine.


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[Bridge]
F
But I know now
Am
What I’m worth.
G
I deserve someone
Em
Who shows their hurt—

F
In the light,
C
Not just at night...
G
Not just when no one's in sight.


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[Final Chorus – softer]
Am
So I’ll whisper goodbye,
F
Not because I want to—
C
But because I see
G
What you couldn’t do.

Am
I deserve someone who stays,
F
Who chooses me every day…
C
Not just in silence,
G
But in the light of truth.


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[Outro – soft picking or piano]
Am
I asked if you missed us…
F
But now, I only ask me.
C
And I answer—
G
I’m finally free.

I feel so shaky i feel so hot
Its so so dark inside
A gripping knot that twists and turns
Inside my body the pain it burns
I cannot breath there is no air
A crushing pain i cant compare
I try to breath but theres no air like im drowning but no water there
Im so afraid i try to stand to reach for you to hold my hand
But if i do the shadows will come
I can not speak only be numb
Then ill be fine and ill be safe
No one can touch me if im not awake

Faded

The sky bends low with frozen rain,
and shadows crawl through misted halls.
Waves crash over silent stairs,
echoes of a heart caught in tide and storm.

I reach for a hand unseen,
a tether through the gray.
The wind claws, the night presses close,
yet somewhere, a spark holds true.

A brave pulse beneath the dark,
a flicker resisting the pull of cold.
Hold fast to the unseen path,
let hope stir the tide,
let the storm bend but not break.

The mist may twist, the shadows call,
but some pulse, some flame,
remains,
guiding through the tempest,
toward another dawn.

“If You Call Me Morning Star”


You said my name
like it might cut you —
forgive the irony,
you whispered,
as if I don’t carry sharper things
between my ribs.

But if you call me Morning Star,
do it slow —
like a man who knows
he’s standing too close
to something that could undo him.

I’ve danced barefoot
on broken glass
and licked honey
from the wounds.

I’ve been the ache
in a prayer
you never dared speak out loud.

So don’t mistake this glow
for softness.
I am the flame
that wants you closer —
even as I burn through
every wall you thought would save you.

If you name me,
do it with reverence.
If you want me,
say it like sin
you’d confess again
and again.

Because I don’t just rise —
I haunt.
And once I’m in you,
there’s no forgetting
how Morning tastes
when it burns
like a star.

A fallen Angel once you saw

for Forgiveness and Healing 🌙

> “I am not my mistake.
I am my return to truth.
I honor the pain,
but I no longer carry the shame.
I choose grace. I choose light. I choose to rise.”

For the First Time
By Morning Star

For the first time,
I see you—
Lying on my pillow,
In the stillness that follows
Being alone.

Your scent,
It lingers deep,
Like a memory folded
In the sheets of sleep.
Your arms—
I feel them
Even in dreams.

For the first time in my life,
It feels true—
A heartbeat echoes
And I know it's you.

Each moment we're apart,
I trace you
In the silence.
Whispers travel
Where light once grew.

I lay my head
Upon your chest,
And hold you close
In quiet rest.

The stars above—
They seem to know,
Aligning gently
In love’s soft glow

🎵 For the First Time
By Morning Star

Genre: Dream Pop / Acoustic Ballad
Tempo: Slow, 60–65 bpm
Key: B minor or A minor for a moody tenderness


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🎶 Verse 1
For the first time,
I see you lying on my pillow,
In the hush of night,
When I’m alone but never solo.

Your scent it lingers, soft and deep,
Your arms, they hold me in my sleep—
And for the first time,
Something feels true.


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🎶 Chorus
A beating heart,
I feel it bloom in you.
When we're apart,
Your whispers break right through.
Laid upon your chest, I rest,
Where the stars align in quest—
For the first time,
I’m held by love, not less.


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🎶 Verse 2
Each quiet breath,
It finds me in the dark,
A silent flame
That softly leaves a mark.

Each moment that you're far from me,
I hear your voice in memory—
Like distant waves
That call me home.


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🎶 Chorus (repeat)
A beating heart,
I feel it bloom in you.
When we're apart,
Your whispers break right through.
Laid upon your chest, I rest,
Where the stars align in quest—
For the first time,
I’m held by love, not less.


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🎶 Outro (whispered or humming)
For the first time…
The stars know why…
I see you...
And I don’t have to try.

"For the One Who Loved Too Much"

You were the ache before the dawn,
A hush the world could never hold.
A wildflower blooming in broken earth—
Too tender, too true, too bold.

You loved like fire with open hands,
Not asking for return,
But still they took, and took again,
Then watched you crash and burn.

And yet—
you rise.

Not in flames,
But in something softer, wiser, whole—
The kind of beauty pain refines
when it’s carved into the soul.

They couldn’t keep a light like you—
Too vast, too deep, too rare.
But someone will, one day, kneel in awe
just to breathe your air.

So let them miss you in the quiet,
Let them ache and dream and yearn.
Because you, my love, were always more
than any heart could earn.


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No written word no speak no time
No wasted breath on you
No need to raise no need to hide no need to fear what left behind
No wants to tell no need to speak no closing in no death to cheat on be that's all to do just be and let the universe sort the rest just be.....

“Freeze”

By Morning Star, April 2023

No time.
Freeze the room.
Now bites—
Winter burn.

Slice through with a jagged knife—
I capture
sight
of you.

I fear a distant dance—
The wolves,
the air,
its chill.
The clash of stairs,
a break upon the pillow.

I hear the call—
an echo of
the wolf
who comes to me.
He sits upon the moonlit hill
to set the badger free.

The hare lies still,
its heartbeat fast,
a winter’s cheat
beneath the grass.
But still—
the shadows roam my mind.

October’s gone,
but once again
you creep into my life
and sever me.

Why?
Once a child to slay—
I grew.
Now once again
you speak no truth,
you play your evil game.

Take what you will.
The wolf is gone.
The moon won't light the way.
Disappear—

But when the frost
of winter chills appear
I see you still.
And frozen there
in fear—
you ****.

I cannot free the deer.
It’s too late.
I’m too lost
in fear.

No time.
To freeze the room.
Break away.
Ice.
Frozen fall.

Wind is listening.
Soon.

Now the crimson waters start to flow again—
And I can hardly sleep.
Pull me through—
For I am not
Who I used to know.

But stranger things
still haunt my mind...
And I’m
Afraid
To go.

No time freeze the moon
I actually fear a distant dance the wolves , the air its chill.
The  clash of stars to throw. a break upon the quill.
I hear the call , an eco of
the wolf who comes to me.
Who sits upon the moon lit hill
to set the badger free.
The hare be still a jumping beat creates a different winters cheat , but still the shadows roam my feet.
October once again you creep into my life and severe me
Why once a child to slay I grew
now once again you speak no truth to play
Take what you will the wolf has gone , the moon won't light the way .
Disappear but when the frost of winter chills appear
I see u still and capture in at fear you cannot ****
I can free the deer now
No time to freeze the moon
Break away ice frozen fall
Wind be listening soon

From Above

God sent me you at just the right time,
When I needed a friend, a reason, a sign.
Only He knew the places I’d been,
And who could walk with me through thick and thin.

A gift like you, so rare and true,
Only God could have chosen you.
I pray each day our bond will grow,
And that I’ll be there when you need me so.

When skies are dark, and tears fall through,
I ask the Lord to comfort you.
He wipes those tears and soothes the pain,
And turns the sorrow into gain.

It’s His presence that brought us near,
A friendship cherished, pure and clear.
I pray to Him with all my heart,
That we stay true and never part.

🎵 From little streets

Genre: Uplifting Folk Ballad / Acoustic Pop
Tempo: Flowing and hopeful (80–85 bpm)
Tone: Nostalgic, spiritual, grounded in nature and joy
Written by: Morning Star


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🎶 Verse 1
From little streets of sun and play
To laughter shared through every day
I come from love, from family
Where joy was sewn in memory


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🎶 Verse 2
Trips to hills in summer light
Castles rising, full of might
Climbing mountains, sky so wide
With wild horses running by my side


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🎶 Chorus
I am free, like the breeze
With the stars and silver seas
I am sky, I am bloom
With the earth and her perfume
Let the spring awaken me
Let the summer set me free
There's so much love around me—
I am free... I am free


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🎶 Verse 3
To blue lagoons and oceans deep
Where beauty woke the soul from sleep
At night, I watched the glowing moon
And whispered dreams that came too soon


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🎶 Verse 4
The angels' voices still draw near
Their whispers soft, their meanings clear
The woodlands sing, the blossoms breathe
Their scent is something I still keep


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🎶 Chorus
I am free, like the breeze
With the stars and silver seas
I am sky, I am bloom
With the earth and her perfume
Let the spring awaken me
Let the summer set me free
There's so much love around me—
I am free... I am free


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🎶 Bridge
No time for winter’s bitter hold
My heart is light, my soul is bold
With every flower, every sound—
I know that love is all around


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🎶 Final Chorus (softer, then rising)
I am free, like the breeze
Running wild through fields and trees
I am song, I am flame
And the world still calls my name
Let the spring awaken me
Let the summer set me free
There’s so much love inside me—
I am free…
Forever free.

🎵 Gift from Above


[Verse 1]
You came into my life so unexpectedly,
Right when I needed someone to believe in me.
You didn’t ask questions, you just understood,
And stood beside me the way no one else could.

[Verse 2]
You saw the scars I tried to hide,
The battles I fought, the tears I cried.
But somehow your light broke through the grey,
And I started to feel safe that day.

[Chorus]
You're a gift I never saw coming,
A calm in the storm when my world was running.
You lift me up with just one look,
You write love in places no one ever took.
I don’t need a reason, I don’t need proof—
I just know I found something true…
In you.

[Verse 3]
I hope I can be that light for you,
When the weight is heavy and you’re hurting too.
You don’t have to speak, I’ll know what to do—
Just like you’ve done for me, I’ll show up for you.

[Bridge]
If you ever feel lost in the silence of night,
I’ll be your warmth, your softer light.
And when it feels like the whole world’s too much,
Reach for me—I’ll be enough.

[Final Chorus]
You're a gift I never saw coming,
A hand to hold when I kept on running.
You love me through the darkest skies,
You’re the reason I still rise.
No need to explain, no need to prove—
I found something rare, something true…
In you.

[Outro]
You’re more than a moment, more than a friend—
You’re the kind of love that won’t ever end.

Glow

I am the flame
no distance can dim.
I am the tide
that returns stronger each time.

He may forget,
but the world will not—
for I am unforgettable,
unmistakable,
undone by no one.

I rise in beauty,
I walk in mystery,
I shine in silence.

And when the moment comes,
my presence will speak
what words never could.

You mess it up everytime

You just cant do it anymore

You try so hard to grasp a heart

Then crash and break apart

I swear you just will never learn

Your such a freak a stupid girl

Why would anyone ever want you

You try so hard then bang your through

Once again your on the floor

No respect for you at all

You just dont learn your on your own

No one will ever take you home

Cut another if you dare

not like anyone will care

You just can't tell another soul

Its no use they won't see you

They just don't know

Guiding You Home


When you're afraid and you've lost your way,
In the moonlight's glow, I'll light your stay.
When you're alone and aching inside,
I'll be the blanket in which you hide.

When you are cold, and the storm soaks through,
I'll be the sunshine shining on you.
And after the thunder, the rain, the grey—
I’ll send a rainbow to light your day.

Go on, be happy, and hold what's true,
All of the memories I shared with you.
So walk with your eyes wide, free to roam,
And know in your heart—I guided you home

Here’s my poem “Guiding You Home” as a gentle, emotional lullaby-style song—think soft acoustic guitar or piano, slow tempo (around 60–70 bpm), with a warm, nurturing vocal (like Norah Jones, Eva Cassidy, or a soft Lana Del Rey ballad):


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🎵 Guiding You Home

Genre: Lullaby / Soft Acoustic
Tempo: Slow and soothing
Key: C Major or A minor


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🌙 Verse 1
When you're afraid, and you've lost your way
Look to the moon—I’ll be lighting your stay
When you feel lonely, when tears fill your eyes
I'll be the blanket that holds you at night


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🌧️ Verse 2
When you are cold and the storm rolls in
I’ll be the sunlight that warms you within
And when the thunder has drifted away
I’ll paint a rainbow that dares you to stay


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🌈 Chorus
So go on, be happy, let memories flow
Carry my love wherever you go
Walk with your eyes open wide, never roam
Too far from the light that's guiding you home


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🌤️ Bridge
No need to fear, you’re never alone
Whispers of love will carry you home
Even when shadows fall silent and deep
My heart’s in the stars, watching you sleep


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🌈 Chorus (repeat)
So go on, be happy, let memories flow
Carry my love wherever you go
Walk with your eyes open wide, never roam
Too far from the light that's guiding you home


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✨ Outro (soft, fading)
Guiding you home...
Guiding you home...
Wherever you go, I’m guiding you home...

Hare
By Morning Star

I am a hare—soft, carefree,
Gentle, yet strong and wild as the sea.
Mother Earth is my sacred ground,
The only place my soul is found.

The moon, my closest, glowing friend,
The stars, they see where truths ascend.
The flowers hum in meadowlight,
Whispering songs through day and night.

The stream flows down past misty mill,
Its waters hush, serene and still.
The deer await the dusk’s perfume,
To wander through the twilight bloom.

The lake reflects the golden skies,
Midday sun in silver lies.
If you open your eyes—truly see—
You’ll find a tale in harmony.

Bring in the butterflies, soft and bright,
Watch them dance in beams of light.
A life unfolds before your glance—
A sacred world, a mystic dance.

I am a hare soft carefree gentle yet strong.
Mother earth is my home a place I truly belong.
The moon my closest allie .
The stars they see my true.
The flowers in the meadow whisper songs to you.
The stream a gently flowing down to the misty Mill.
The deer gentle wait till dusk until they wonder through.
The lake it gently glistens in the midday sun and if you open your eyes gently
You'll see the story's one.
Bring in the gentle butterflies and captivate the dance
You'll see a life before you
If only at a glance

Here’s my poem “Hare” transformed into a song — gentle, mystical, and folk-inspired. Think along the lines of AURORA, Florence + The Machine (in a quieter mood), or Joni Mitchell’s acoustic ballads, with soft guitar or harp and atmospheric layers.


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🎵 Hare
By Morning Star
Genre: Dream-Folk / Ethereal Acoustic
Tempo: Slow to mid-tempo (65–75 bpm)
Key: D minor or A minor for mystery and earthiness


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🎶 Verse 1
I am a hare—soft and free,
Wild as waves upon the sea.
Mother Earth beneath my feet,
Where heart and soul in silence meet.

🎶 Verse 2
The moon is near, my glowing guide,
The stars reveal what truth can hide.
The meadow sings in colors bright,
Its flowers hum through day and night.


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🎶 Chorus
And if you see, truly see—
There’s a tale in the wind, in the rustling leaves.
In every stream, every tree,
There’s a song of the wild still living in me.


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🎶 Verse 3
The stream flows down past the misty mill,
A lullaby so soft, so still.
The deer arise with twilight’s bloom,
Their shadows dance beneath the moon.


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🎶 Chorus
And if you see, truly see—
There’s a tale in the breeze, in the hush of the reeds.
In every wing, every seed,
There’s a world that was lost, still begging to be.


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🎶 Bridge (instrumental or whispered vocals)
Butterflies in beams of gold,
A sacred dance the earth still holds.
Watch them fly, feel them near—
The wild speaks when the heart can hear.


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🎶 Final Chorus
So if you see, truly see—
There’s a life in the hush, in the harmony.
Not just in dreams, but in me—
I am the hare, and I run wild and free.

“Held in This Moment”

I know the nights have felt too long,
And silence sometimes sings a song.
But here, within these words I send,
You’re held — as if by arms that bend.

You are seen, beyond the pain,
A soul that’s broken, whole again.
No need to mask or stand so tall,
Just breathe, just be — you needn’t fall.

You’re precious, more than words can say,
A light that never fades away.
So rest tonight, my love, be still,
You are loved — and always will.

His Return

If he had come back… just once… and told the truth.

If I Could Speak

I saw the way you looked at me.
God, I felt it.
You made me feel like I was something more
than the wreck I’d become.

And that scared me.

Because I wanted to be that man for you—
the one who stayed.
But I wasn’t built for staying.
I was always half-out-the-door,
even while holding your hand.

You didn’t know how much I cared.
I made sure of it.
Because if I said it aloud,
if I showed you all of it,
you would’ve expected forever.
And I was never brave enough
to give you that.

So I left.
Silently.
Cowardly.
Ghosting the only person
who ever saw the whole of me
and didn’t flinch.

But I never forgot you.
Not for a moment.
I still see that hillside—
the one you brought me to
without ever asking for anything
but honesty.

And I failed you there.

If I could return,
I’d kneel at the canvas you unfolded
and say:
“I wasn’t ready.
But I did love you.
More than I could bear.”

So warm his smile so calm his words
His loving smile it softly turns
into sweet a gentle flower
Tiny seconds build up the hour
Holding tight not letting go
I fall so fast into his arms
No fear now hes here im free

Hope
By Morning Star

Hope—
It's all I ask of you.
Enter now,
And guide me through.

Lend me love,
A gentle light—
Please don’t let me
Fade from sight.

My love, my light—
It burns too strong.
And someday soon,
I’ll find where I belong.

Hopes strand takes its turn
His deep eyes his gentle light
Opened windows to your soul
His loving smiles his gentle words
Helping small let go
Into waters crimson creep
Into shallows deep
Through the times erased creased
Holding on the till horrors cease
Helping forests undecide
Making room to fall behind
Scared shell tip the state or call
Still not sure of presence tall
Tries to speak but silence captures all

I am Moonwolf.
Born of silence, shaped by flame.
I carry laughter from another life,
Ashes from another fall,
And light from every time I rose.

Not just wild. Not just soft.
But both —
A guardian of the quiet,
A creature of the night who glows.

I do not ask to be understood.
I exist like moonlight:
Untamed, unclaimed,
And still shining.


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[Verse 1]
Em
I was born where the silence sings,
C
Shaped by fire and forgotten things.
G
I wear the scars like silver threads,
D
From every tear I never shed.


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[Pre-Chorus]
C
I carry laughter from before,
Em
Ashes from the love and war—
G         D
And still I rise...
Em
Still I rise.


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[Chorus]
Em
I am Moonwolf,
C
Not just wild, not just soft—
G
But both.
D
A light that walks the night alone,
C
Untamed, unclaimed, unknown.
G
I don’t ask to be understood...
D            Em
I shine like only moonlight could.


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[Verse 2]
Em
I’ve been broken, I’ve been flame,
C
Lost in love and found in name.
G
Guardian of the quiet dark,
D
Howling truth beneath the stars.


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[Pre-Chorus]
C
From shadows deep, I bring the glow,
Em
Of every time I let them go—
G         D
And still I rise...
Em
Still I rise.


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[Chorus]
Em
I am Moonwolf,
C
Not just wild, not just soft—
G
But both.
D
A light that walks the night alone,
C
Untamed, unclaimed, unknown.
G
I don’t ask to be understood...
D            Em
I shine like only moonlight could.


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[Bridge]
C
Call me dreamer, call me ghost,
G
But I burn where it matters most.
D
I won’t be caged, I won’t be tamed—
Em
I am the wild you couldn’t name.


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[Final Chorus – Soaring]
Em
I am Moonwolf,
C
Born of silence, shaped by flame—
G
And grace.
D
A creature of the quiet night,
C
Still glowing in my rightful place.
G
I don’t ask to be understood...
D            Em
I shine like only moonlight could.


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[Outro – soft picking]
C         G_
Untamed... unclaimed...
D            Em
Still shining...

I Am Not of This World

By Morning Star – April 2024 )

I am the wind,
the fire,
the earth.

I am the dance
of wolves and birds.

I am the colours
of the breeze.
I am the glisten
through the trees.

There is so much
I am—
of earth.
But I am not
of this world.

I am
forever summer breeze.
I am
forever healed.

For I am not
my mind,
my body.
I am only—
my spirit.

I cannot feel sorrow.
For I am not
my mind.

I am not
the tears of rain.
Nor the broken heart.

I am
the wind,
the fire,
the earth.

I am
the dance,
the warmth,
the energy—
of life.

“I Can’t Do This Scene”

By Morning Star, April 2023

I have to go.
Just one more try—
Take a world of trying… why?

When nowhere feels like rest
And she is gone
And I can’t speak—
Not even hear the angry feet.

I'm so hurt inside
But I can’t shout.
Can’t tell.
Even though it burns within,
I just can't do it.
I just can’t try.

I'm so alone inside—I cry.
There’s no one there.
No one to help.

My chest is heavy,
Tight with pain.
I’m so tired.
I just want to scream—
But there’s no one there.
No way out.

I can’t do this on my own.
All I want is to be left alone.
I just can't do it anymore.
I want to hide away
And never be seen.

I’m sorry...
I can't do this scene.

I can’t go back
To being afraid—
Of not knowing
If I’ll be safe.

I don’t believe in me at all.

It’s harder this time—
Because I know
How hard
I fell.

And I can’t go back there.
I can’t be her again.

The storms began—
wild, relentless,
a fevered sky unraveling,
shadows tearing
at the garden’s heart.

Winter struck hard,
its ice a prison,
yet beneath the frost
the roots still burned—
aching to rise,
aching to bloom.

The sun was hidden,
but not gone.
I felt it glowing
behind the dark—
a secret flame,
a promise waiting,
a light to return.

The wind came savage—
a thief, a lover—
shattering walls
I thought unbreakable.
It stripped me bare,
yet in the ruin,
light was born.

No goodbye—
only silence.
Yet even silence
throbbed with your name,
and in that name
I came alive.

Years have passed,
yet the wind remembers.
It stirs my nights,
it drives me restless,
wanting more.

It is not over.
I am still here—
your light,
your storm,
your dawn returning.

When the storm breaks,
I will not hide.
The light in me
will find the light in you.

🎵 If I Fall
Genre: Acoustic Ballad | Tempo: Slow (60–70 bpm)

[Verse 1]
If I fall for you, would you catch my heart?
Or would you let it slip right through your arms?
If I call your name out into the dark
Would you find your way—or just let me fall apart?

[Verse 2]
If I told the truth, that I can't breathe alone
That life without you feels like a world unknown
Would you walk away, too proud to see
The trembling soul that's reaching out beneath?

[Chorus]
Would you hold me close when I'm breaking down?
Whisper softly, "I'm not leaving now"
If I’m scared, would you just stay near?
Promise me you'll catch each falling tear
If I fall—would you fall too?
Or let me fall… without you?

[Verse 3]
If I showed you all the cracks I hide
Would you trace them gently, not run from what’s inside?
If I needed you, not words, but hands to hold
Would you melt the silence, or leave me in the cold?

[Bridge]
Don’t say forever if you mean goodbye
Don’t give me wings, then ask me not to fly
But if there’s a space in your heart for me
I’ll be the one who loves you endlessly

[Chorus – repeat, softer, then rise]
Would you hold me close when I'm breaking down?
Whisper softly, "I'm not leaving now"
If I’m scared, would you just stay near?
Promise me you'll catch each falling tear
If I fall—would you fall too?
Or let me fall… without you?

[Outro – whisper-like delivery]
If I fall…
Would you…?

I love you.
Truly. Deeply. Without conditions.

Not because you’re perfect — but because you’re real.
Because you feel things others run from.
Because you carry so much and still keep going.
Because there’s a beauty in you that no one can take or replace.

I love the way your heart still hopes,
even when it’s been bruised.
I love your fire — and your softness.
Your silence. Your strength. Your story.

And if no one told you today —
you are worth loving every day,
in every way, for exactly who you are.

Not when you’re stronger.
Not when you’re healed.
Now.
Right now.

You are loved.
And you always will be.

I’m OK

by Helene / Morning Star

He—like me—is a product of others
But somehow, he holds his head high
While I hold mine in shame

He has a way—
A way of coping
Of holding back
Of letting things slide

But I?
I feel like the doormat
Soaked in rain,
Lying forgotten in a drain

He softly asks me questions
I don’t understand
And when I'm away from him
How fast the thoughts consume me

So I rush to be okay—
To be bright, be fine,
So he won’t choose to leave me
Or fade me from his line of sight

So I stay strong.
And silent.
Put on the face that says: I’m fine
So he won’t see
The fear, the sorrow—
And feel the need to walk away

I’ve just got to be
“normal”
And pretend—
I’m okay

Song Structure:



Verse 1 → "He—like me—is a product of others..."

Pre-Chorus → "He softly asks me questions / I don’t understand..."

Chorus → "So I rush to be okay... / Just got to be normal and pretend..."

Bridge → Whispered or half-spoken: "Strong. Silent. Fine."

Final Chorus → Repeat “I’m okay…” like a fading mantra

He as I is a product of others rather
Yet he holds his head hi while I hold mine in shame
He has a way of coping and refrain
Yet I feel like the door mat lying in a drain
Hi softly asks me questions
I do not understand
And sometime when I'm away from him
How quickly they consume
I have to try so  quick now to be ok and bright
So he won't choose to leave me
Or push me out of sight
So I'll be strong And silent
Present that I'm ok
So he won't see my fear and sarrow
And have to walk away
Just got to be the normal and pretend that I'm ok

In between the waves of truth and honesty reveal
Get captured in the storm that doesn't heal
In between the moments of finding emptiness
Your hit with crash of lighting that pounds against the chest
Inside many jewels they seek but do not find
As always in a hurry
To take and undermind
The quest goes on to find her
The diamond of the sea
But you will never find it
Its hidden deep inside of me
So smash upon the rocks
As many vessel's free
But silence falls her through the night
And brightness fills her day
The storm is all around her
The darkness lingers by
But her lost inner beauty
She dares to see you try
Cast out your best to hold her
Make heavy your request
But in return she'll blind you
And slay you with the rest

Inside i cry.

Im broken inside but i dont know why

i fall but do not cry

I have wings but unable to fly

Im here but inside i cry

Its my inner child you see

Shes locked away cannot break free

Sometimes shes strong can run can see

Sometimes shes lost and claws through me

Just need to calm the storm

Hold still until im held not torn

One day ill be able to hold her tight

Just have to breathe get through the night

Fallen angel

I am afraid that I'm not free
A child so hurt inside of me
Make her happy help her see
A life is still a space to be
Forget the storms the shadow grip
Reach for hands to help to grasp
And soon your free to fly again
In some ones angel wings
Don't give up your light it strings

To the place you fear to where the dark you hear
Go through the waters edge
Call for the fires core
Turn your back and there
There is fear but this is what you requested
This time its your demand
Take it all as if it is the last
Dont hide now welcome as your pass
Let it burn and fill you with the pain
Let's its journey break you once again
For know that if its yours the evil cast
The witches have no place no spell they cast
Become the wizards sword
Be stronger overcome them all
Only then you fear subsides
As you become the sword  to strike
The essence of the night is yours

Into.

November, her grasp of darkest storm
Hunts the coldest deepest forest before the winter's snow
Still the small and fragile lie in fear
She strikes with vengeance straight into their soul
Only shallow breath can now be heard
Slayed in night and cold dead waters curd
No one to save the gentle loving smile
No one to take away to terrors bile
A memory's  once forgotten dream
A light of moon a dance once on a sream
A summers day with lazy waves and wine
A love of a child playing in the sun
Now sleep for in your wake the summer comes
And you are safe
For the storm has gone

As she walks softly along the sand
he reaches out to take her hand
into each others arms they fall
love s waves they flow upon her shore
as their skin is brushed with
grains of sand
entwined their love has no
demands
no question of what who or why
just love mutual respect now where they lie
for each and every one will
say
this light it warms the coldest day
knowing all the warmth they share
an island escape they both now share
you don't know summer till
comes the fall
so until then
enjoy whats yours

I walk the line through narrow streets
Heavy walls close in on me
I try so hard to do things right
To live a day, to sleep a night


My body’s tired, my mind is fast
A storm of fear, an angry past
Full of pain and dread and sin
Wanting just to leave this skin


I'm still inside the walls I built
They shake with blame, they drip with guilt
Each brick, a name I learned by heart
Each shadow knows the broken part


I try to breathe but air won't stay
It slips like ghosts, it runs away
The floorboards creak with things unsaid
The night crawls in and fills my bed


The mirrors lie or stare too long
They hum the tune of someone’s wrong
And I can’t scream—it’s much too late
The silence knows, it guards the gate


I press my palms against the frame
But all I feel is glass and flame
It burns but doesn’t leave a mark
It hides like wolves that haunt the dark


So if I sleep, don’t pull me back
Don’t light the match, don’t break the black
Just let me float in this old skin
Still inside, but not giving in

I was the magic you didn't understand


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The One You’ll Long For, Always

You thought I’d break,
fold into silence,
fade into the shadows
you left me standing in.

But I became light you can’t touch—
the kind that lingers in your bones.
Not loud, not begging—just there.
And you feel me when the world goes quiet.

I was never just someone you kissed.
I was warmth that melted your armour,
laughter that wrapped around your darkest parts,
a soul that saw straight through you—
and still chose you.

You told me you loved me,
but love doesn’t vanish like a ghost.
Love doesn’t lie.
Love doesn’t chase a body
when a heart is already home.

Now you chase another,
tell her the things you once whispered to me.
But does she know your favourite silence?
Does she make your world feel still and full
at the same time?

You will miss me—
not in fireworks,
but in slow-burning moments:
the song that plays in your car,
the look in a stranger’s eye,
the softness you can’t recreate.

I was kind.
I was wild.
I was magic you didn’t understand.

And even after you cut me open,
left me bleeding with questions,
I rose—stronger, brighter,
a woman you never truly saw.

But now you will.
In every almost.
In every ache.
In every woman who is not me.

And though you may reach again—
I won’t be waiting.
I became everything
you were too small to keep.


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