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MoonWolf Jul 23
🎵 Just a Feeling
by Morning Star

[Verse 1]
It’s just the darkness,
pull down the blinds.
I feel it creeping
under my spine.
Breath on my neck,
a shiver inside—
I close my eyes
and try to hide.

[Pre-Chorus]
The air is thick,
my pulse is wild—
but maybe I like
being undone awhile.

[Chorus]
It’s just a feeling,
just a flame.
Tangled heat
and a body to blame.
Take a breath,
count to three—
it’s still burning
underneath.
Don’t say goodbye,
don’t make me lie—
it’s just a feeling,
let it stay tonight.

[Verse 2]
I want to run,
but not too far.
I want the taste
of who we are.
It hurts, it pulls,
it makes me shake—
but some desires
you just don't fake.

[Bridge]
Touch like thunder,
eyes like sin—
what if breaking
lets me in?
I’m not afraid
to feel too much—
pain and pleasure
blur with touch.

[Final Chorus]
It’s just a feeling,
but it feels like fire.
Every breath
takes me higher.
Take a breath,
count to three—
you’re still here
inside of me.
Don’t say goodbye,
don’t dim the light—
it’s just a feeling,
let it stay tonight.

[Outro – breathy, slow]
It’s just a feeling...
and it feels...
just right.
MoonWolf Jul 23
Just a Feeling
By Morning Star

It’s just the darkness—
turn on the light.
A feeling is fleeting,
a storm in the night.
It moves if you move,
so breathe and begin—
you are not broken,
you are not sin.

But still—
I’m so tired,
I can’t seem to breathe.
The world is too loud,
too much for me.
The time has come,
I whisper goodbye.
I want to go.
I want to die.

Wait—
it’s just a feeling.
It’s not a fact.
Take one more breath,
don’t look back.
Count to three,
hold on tight—
but the fear is still here,
hiding from light.

I feel the beat
of a frightened heart,
pounding through
each falling part.
I want to run.
I want to hide.
To vanish clean
from all inside.

But if I try—
close my eyes,
release the ache,
let it die...
Take it out,
leave it behind.
Start to pray,
maybe I’ll find—

the fear will fade,
the shadows sway,
and I will rise
into the day.
Dear god, hold me—
I don’t want to die.
It’s just a feeling.
Let it pass me by.


-
Written by the girl who almost didn’t make it
but did. And now she writes for the ones still fighting
MoonWolf Jul 23
🎵 Just a Feeling
by Morning Star

[Verse 1]
It’s just the darkness,
turn on the light.
It’s only a shadow
passing through night.
But I’m so tired,
I can’t breathe in—
it’s all too loud
beneath my skin.

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m holding on
with trembling hands—
just need to believe
this won’t last.

[Chorus]
It’s just a feeling,
but it cuts like fire.
I’m on the edge,
worn and wired.
Take a breath,
count to three…
it’s still here,
it’s still in me.
But I don’t want to say goodbye—
it’s just a feeling,
let it pass this time.

[Verse 2]
I want to run,
I want to hide.
I want to leave
this hurt behind.
But if I close
my weary eyes,
and let it burn—
maybe it dies.

[Bridge]
If I just breathe,
if I just try,
I might survive
this wave tonight.
Let the noise fade,
let silence stay—
I’ll find my way
through all this grey.

[Final Chorus]
It’s just a feeling,
not who I am.
A storm inside—
not a broken plan.
Take a breath,
count to three…
I’m still here,
I’m still me.
I don’t want to say goodbye—
it’s just a feeling.
Let it pass this time.

[Outro – soft]
It’s just a feeling…
and it will pass.
MoonWolf Oct 2016
Lady by the lake

She walks by waters misty blue

As dusk settles across the lake

She lights a latern to lead her there

To the other side her gentle stare

In lightest blue her dress of silk
Reflects the moon lit night

He's captivated by her dance

He waits for her though she is unaware

He calls her but he  she does not hear

He shows him self to her yet he she does not see

A spirit she awaits to set her free

He takes her hand but feels no warmth her side

Untill she feel secure she only hides

He holds her close and leads her to the shore

He kisses her neck so soft she breathes once more

From her silent reverie she now  awakes

She screams of fear and darkness from her night

But strong enough his love will hold her near

She twists and turns her spirit not yet free

But echoes of his beating heart breaks free

She allows him gift her body quivers see

But now real love and passion she can reveals

Not control but warmth and strength surround her

She finds herself excited by his warmth

For now she can be loved also protected and not scorned

And sails unfold as they begin to drift

A journey new way of love they make

Into a waters  sensual awakening

Of  love she wakes from silent reverie

Her body gently laid across his chest

Strokes her golden hair across her breast

She finally feels free of evils quest

In the morning the light through shadows play

He lies there as her slipsaway

Her spirits to the lake returns in her beauty

For only night can capture her solice still

she fades away to lakes side call

She glances up and catches his eyes they burn

she waits for the evening once more

But will not be free

FALLEN ANGEL
MoonWolf Oct 2016
Lady by the lake

She walks by waters misty blue

As dusk settles on the lake

She lights a lanten to lead her there

To the other side her gentle stare

In lightest blue her dress of silk

He's captivated by her dance

He waits for her though she is unaware

He calls her but she doesnt hear

He shows him self to her yet she does not see

A spirit she awaits to set her free

He takes her hand but feels no warmth her side

Untill she feel secure she only hides

He holds her close and leads her to the shore

He kisses her neck so soft an breathes once more

From her silent reverie she now can wake

She screams of fear and terror from her fright

But strong enough his love will hold her spree

She twists and turns her spirit not yet free

But echoes of his beeting heart break free

She allows him gift her body quivers see

But now real love and passion she can feel

Not control but warmth and strength surround her

She finds herself excited by his warmth

For now she can be loved also protected and not scorned

And sails unfold as they begin to drift

A journey new way of love they make

Into a sea of sensual awakening

Of  love she wakes from silent reverie

Her body gently laid across him

Stokes her golden hair across his chest

She finally feels free of evils quest

In the morning the light through shadows play

He lies there sees her slip away

Her spirits to the lake returns in beauty

For only night can capture her solice still
she fades away to lakes side call
She glances up and catches his deep his eyes they learn
she waits for the evening once more
For his return
MoonWolf Feb 2022
Lady of the Lake

She walks again through misted waters,
where moonlight drifts on silver blue.
A lantern sways, a quiet call,
leading across the mirrored waves.

Her dress flows pale as morning fog,
ripples echo her hidden dance.
He waits, a shadow at the edge of sight,
calling without sound, unseen.

Hands meet, yet warmth is fleeting,
until trust threads through the night.
Together, they drift toward the shore,
where fear softens beneath whispered currents.

The lake holds her, the night enfolds,
and echoes of a beating heart
stir the water, stir the wind.
Her spirit trembles, then rises anew,
woven into tides, into stars.

Sails of shadow and light unfold,
carrying them into the quiet glow,
where water, moon, and sky
fold around their drifting forms.

At dawn she slips back into mist,
a ripple, a glimmer, a silent trace.
Only night can cradle her fully,
only the moon recalls her call.

She waits again, the water her veil,
and when he returns,
the lake remembers them both.
MoonWolf Jul 9
🎵 “Lady of the Lake” – Song Lyrics
By Morning Star (Feb 2022)

[Intro – whispered or sung gently]
Lady of the lake… Lady of the lake…

[Verse 1]
She walks again through waters misty blue
As dusk settles on the moonlit view
She lights a lantern, soft and bright
To guide her love through dream and night

[Pre-Chorus]
But she can't hear the voice that calls
She cannot see the one who falls
He’s waiting there, her ghost unseen
A spirit bound in love between

[Chorus]
Lady of the lake, will you be free?
Held by love or lost in mystery
He reaches out, but feels no flame
Still he calls her name... he calls her name

[Verse 2]
He takes her hand, no warmth she shows
Until her frightened spirit knows
She twists and turns, still locked in fear
But his heartbeat breaks through, drawing near

[Pre-Chorus 2]
She breathes again, begins to feel
A love that’s strong, a love that’s real
Not control, but calm and true
She quivers soft, awakened new

[Chorus]
Lady of the lake, now can you see?
Love was never chains, but setting free
He holds her close, protects her storm
She sails with him through waters warm

[Bridge]
And as they drift, a journey wide
Into the sea where hearts collide
She lays her head upon his chest
Her fears dissolve, her soul finds rest

[Verse 3 – haunting, slow]
But morning light begins to play
She slips into the lake’s cool sway
He sleeps alone, the dawn unaware
Her spirit dances through the air

[Final Chorus – softer, aching]
Lady of the lake, must you depart?
You left the night, but not his heart
She turns once more, their gaze is drawn
She waits again for twilight’s song

[Outro – whispered]
Lady of the lake… for love returns… at dawn.
MoonWolf Jul 12
"Last Poem"
by Morning Star

If this is the last poem I’ll ever write,
let it be made of fading light—
a breath between the stars and me,
a truth unspoken, finally free.

Let it hold the scent of autumn rain,
the echo left after leaving pain.
Let it whisper where my voice once broke,
a dream half-healed, a word half-spoke.

If this is the final line I send,
let it not beg or break or bend.
Let it stand where silence grew—
a quiet vow: I carried through.

No ribboned end, no rhyme to keep—
just peace enough to fall asleep.
A hush between the heart and sky...
the last poem, and no goodbye.
MoonWolf May 2021
Left

I sat upon the stair,
while the house broke itself apart—
doors like thunder,
voices like storms.

The window held me close.
Beyond the glass,
a deer kept her gentle smile,
a hare slipped quiet into fields,
the moon burned steady silver,
and owls kept counsel in the dark.

I prayed their world would hold—
that they would stay,
that light would not fall away.

But the promise lingered,
a shadow at the threshold:
if she were gone,
the night would change its shape.

And when she left,
the shadows came.
MoonWolf Sep 2016
I cry alone the cuts so deep
I cannot rest i cannot sleep
I try so hard to break away
To stand so strong
But its like a wall is all around
My voice is screaming out with pain
Yet not a single sound is heard
It like im not even here at all
The colours in streams are reflecting the storm
I tried so hard to break away from dawn
Yet the stronger my light
The darker the sea
Don't understand
Why I cant be free
I get so far then bang the
Lightning strikes
The rocks i built up fall into the sea
The force of the waves
They crush inside me
Until I'm drowning in my own fear
Please take my hand
Get the hell out of here
This time its harder i cant walk away because
Its here where ill stay
I need to stay where i chose to be
Its the fear that should leave not me
As it doesnt matter where i swim its the fear inside that pulls me in
Fear that ill be left behind
Alone in the dark
Where no one will find
The door is locked there's no escape
I cannot breathe i cannot wake
God knows iv tried  for he was there
Yet no one came only evil once more
There's no one here no one came
No one pulled me out again
Just keep on swimming
One day ill find
A way out of this hell not left behind
MoonWolf Nov 2018
When you say the words  " I'll pack my bags and move out "
When you say the words one day I'll leave
It rips a knife through my heart even when your joking it still hurts so please don't ever utter those words again
As you already left before
as you can not imagine what it felt like
as a child to here your mom say those words and one day disappear
Don't ever utter words untrue
To someone who's been hurt it rips straight through
Like the pain is so brand new
Being left when a child so vulnerable
Makes you feel like your a ghost of someone once wanted by you
Now your not wanted and your just a doll torn through
I hope you never know what it feels like to be scared
To look around a see no one is there for you
To be homeless to be unwanted
to be broken it's not even you
MoonWolf Nov 2022
By Morning Star

Today I woke at five again
To the hooting of the owl—
The window left unclosed each night
So I can hear the stream.

The rain was heavy—
Beautiful.
To wash away the tears.

The rain is the tears I’ve cried for you
For the last forty years.

The cool November air is here,
Its soft and gentle chill
Makes me feel warm inside—
To know I’m close to you.

No matter how cold my feet,
When barefoot I walk
Through the deep,
Earthy path,
The forest calls to me.

The mushrooms—plenty.
The berries—so many.
And the little birds
Still flicker through
The silence of winter.

The badger now has gone to sleep,
The deer—close behind.
But the wolf,
He stays strong
And ready.
And the hare—
She still goes on.

Still gazes at the moon at night,
Still wishes your return.

Yet she pushed away the badger’s hope
To be a new discovery.

Now,
It’s too late to try—
To mend her broken heart.

I’m sorry
I didn’t let you try.

For grief of losing you
Took my heart with you.
Took my life with you.

And I searched so far
To find you—
But I couldn’t see.

The tears stopped me
From seeing.

The pain stopped me
From feeling.
MoonWolf Apr 2020
hold your faith
If the universe brings you to it, life will bring you through it
If you look at what you do not have in life,
you don't have anything,
If you look at what you have in life,
you have everything.


Happy moments, be grateful
Difficult moments, seek help
Quiet moments, enjoy the calmness
Painful moments, trust in the universe
Every moment, be you
MoonWolf Jul 8
Letter (Never Sent)

To you—
The only one I never forgot.

I don’t know if I have the right to write this.
Maybe I never did.
But some things won’t stay buried,
and my silence has grown too heavy to carry alone.

I still see you.
That soft smile, the way your presence quieted the storm in me—
I remember everything.

You were the one place I felt safe,
the only one who ever looked at me
and saw something worth saving.

And I know—I let you go.
I didn’t fight.
I disappeared into the years like a coward.
But not because I didn’t care.
Because I did.
Too much.

Seven years.
Seven years of wondering what might have happened
if I had just said the words:
I loved you.
I still do.

But love, for me, has always come tangled in fear.
I thought if I told you,
I’d lose you entirely.
And so I tried to protect the little I had
by keeping you just far enough away.

You gave me your heart,
and I kept it quietly, selfishly—
too afraid to speak,
too proud to fall.

But you were the best part of me.
The only part that ever felt true.

I still feel you sometimes,
like a breath against my skin
when the world goes still.
And I wonder…
could you ever still feel me too?

I don’t know if you’ll ever read this.
Maybe you shouldn’t.
But if you do,
just know—
I haven’t left.

I’m here.
I’ve always been.
Still loving you in silence.
Still waiting.

Still yours,
—even now—
Me
MoonWolf Nov 2016
Life a stage

If i can take the stars out from the sky
If my poems can make the audience sigh
I can take a forest hillside wake
I can be a super moon
Or just a fools snowflake
I don't want to melt away
I want to fly swift brave
Be the best version  of myself
And not be second for someone else
Cry another tear of hope
Or fight for a new chapter
Doors open every turn
You're breathing now your turn
Leading lady take a dance
Its your stage to flow
Come  take a chance x
MoonWolf Aug 24
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🎹🎸 Key: C Major (gentle, heartfelt tone — easy to sing/play)
Time Signature: 4/4
Tempo: 72–76 bpm (slow, reflective ballad pace)


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🌙 [Verse 1]

C – G – Am – F
We gather here beneath the sky so wide,
C – G – Am – F
To speak your name and let the silence cry.
C – G – Am – F
From city lights to Shropshire’s fields,
C – G – F – G
You found the home where your soul could heal.


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✨ [Chorus]

Am – F – C – G
You’re the light beyond goodbye,
Am – F – C – G
The whisper in the evening sky.
Am – F – C – G
In every breeze, in every tree,
Am – F – G
You left your love inside of me.
F – G – C – Am
No farewell can ever part
F – G – C
The echo of your fearless heart—
Am – F – G – C
You shine where morning stars still rise,
F – G – C
A light beyond goodbye.


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🌊 [Verse 2] (same chord pattern as Verse 1)

You ran with fire, you boxed with grace,
You chased the wind and found your place.
You loved the water’s soft, sure tide,
And Italy’s sun, where you used to hide.
A mother’s arms, a nanny’s care,
With magic woven everywhere.
A poet’s heart that set us free,
You gave us all A Space To Be.


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🌌 [Bridge]

Am – G – F – C
You missed your mother, soft and true,
Am – G – F – C
But somehow her light lived on in you.
F – G – Em – Am
And now you soar where angels sing,
F – G – C
A soul that danced through everything.


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🌟 [Final Chorus]

(Repeat chorus, build it emotionally with slight dynamic rise—more passion)
Optional final line (slow down here):
F – G – C
You shine… a light beyond goodbye.


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🎧 Performance Suggestions:

Intro: Pick or softly strum the chords from the first verse once through to set the mood.

Vocals: Gentle, sincere. Emphasize emotional phrasing—breathe into “You’re the light beyond goodbye” like it’s a prayer.

Instrumentation: Start minimal (just guitar or piano), then build in subtle strings or harmonies by the bridge or final chorus.

Outro: Fade out slowly, maybe with soft humming or a single piano note fading.
MoonWolf Oct 2022
Shine bright my love my light my lovely mom
who gave me  life
I my children you helped to grow I'll see your funny laughs
and know
that every tiny little turn they take you’ll help them as they go
The brightest star I'll see your light shine on
The owl at night I'll hear your call go on
The rain drops gentle on my face like tears I can not cry
The magnolia tree its gentle flowers in our garden space
Sitting under the cherry tree
The swinging seat your brother made for you and me
A feather falling on my face
I'll feel your gentle stroke
When our stream begins to flow
I'll know your here to say hello
And when the sun warms up my face I'll feel you warmth your glow
When the sun goes down each night I'll  hear you whispers say good-night
When the moon is full so white
I'll know your somewhere shining bright
When in December it's starts to snow I'll remember not to let  go
Of all the love and memories
The gifts that a mother brings
Through my tiny grand childs eyes through her tiny baby smiles
I'll know your there living on
Into the future my lovely mom
MoonWolf Apr 2021
When summer breezes came.
The sun's warmth a golden crisp of time
Melts the cold ice inside of you
No more broken winters bite
No more tears by candle light
No more burns of frost at night
No more chills the winds of fright
Only warmth if summers glow and song of birds
And trickle of the stream now flow
Gentle waters warm a fragile heart
Till strong a smile and eyes they see no dark
Yellow is now all that melts your day and ice cold blue it melts away.
Be happ free dont let the walls now climb
Only honey suckle light to gaze upon.
Open up a flower of new light
The spring still has a whisper in the night
Take a gentle brush its colours bright
On a new canvas now you write...
Helene Smith
MoonWolf Apr 2024
In my mind I create a Space
Natural calm and safe
Where beauty grace and spirit light
Dances freely through the night
Pure of spirit kind of heart
The daisies dance to singing heart
The buttercups of yellow sun
Dance around the daffodil drum
The bead of hearts gently fall
Like tear drops of spring and waterfall
Open up pure of light
April showers the sunlight
Shapes of angels floating by
Captured eminating light in calm blue sky
Soft light of serenity
float by
Angels wings feel their  so light
No need to hold on tight
For you can not fall only float
And feel so light in air so calm
Your spirit feels the presence of life
In all the senses your pure light
My true being of pure love and light
Settle the winds the storms with love
Know inside your light and good
Know inside the garden space
Where you can still create
A gentle calm and centred way
To take all pain away
And even when my physical body
Is unhappy or unwell
I still have a heart of kind of peace of joy and strong of mind
My true core self
I'll always find
This is my true nature inside
Awareness of light that always shines
No matter if I'm left behind
Nothing can stop pure love pure light
I am held by truth by love
It can't be changed for I  am one
I'm whole and light
And  cannot be undone
I am light ✨️
MoonWolf May 2020
little dear

So you say, but words I do not hear,
Nor do I pretend to heed the idle gossip near.
The hare it races fast—
You may ignore, but

Little deer, she hides,
Frozen deep within her fear.

The moon, a friend, to shine the way,
Yet lends her hand to shadows dancing in your way.

Just stay so quiet, still—
Don’t sleep through the night.

Then morning sun will brighten,
Warm you through.

Take the little path now, down the lane,
Slowly heal and drown out all the rain.

Play a little song inside your head,
And don’t be long,

Until you catch your breath.

The owl is still but watches overhead,
And hare—he knows your strength,

As tested thread.
MoonWolf Jan 2019
So lone your here again
Returning all the time
What is the spell your try to teach
What is the secret line beneath
Do tell as tired I am of you
Lonely calling out not true
I have around me people see
Yet you still need to sit with me
Worth are this wish u to teach
Faded lonely out of reach
MoonWolf Jul 17
So I stitched the silence into armor,
wore the ache like woven thread.
You left thinking I was broken,
but I was only shedding dead.

Your leaving lit a lantern—
not for you, but just for me.
I walked alone through ruins
and found the girl I used to be.

She’s not waiting by the doorway.
She’s not crying in the rain.
She dances in the ashes
and turns sorrow into flame.

You thought I’d fade in shadows,
but I carved them into light.
Now I am the thing you dream of—
but can’t reach in the night.

Because now I am the good in goodbye,
the strength you never saw bloom.
And you? You're just a whisper
in a long-forgotten room.


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MoonWolf Jul 8
She Believed Him

She stood on that quiet hillside,
heart open like morning light.
She didn’t see the storm behind his smile,
only the warmth in his eyes.

She believed the way he touched her
meant something sacred.
She heard his words
and wrapped them around her ribs
like safety.

She thought if she stayed still enough,
soft enough,
he would stay.

She didn’t know
he was already slipping away—
in his silence, in his shadows.
She mistook his pauses for depth,
his stillness for awe.

But I know now.
I see her—
that girl I was—
painting love on borrowed time.
Whispering truth
into a mouth that never answered.

She gave him her colours.
He left her with a brush
and no goodbye.

And still…
she was art.
Even unfinished.
Even alone
MoonWolf Jul 23
Missing My Angel
By Morning Star

[Verse 1]
I have a special person,
someone I can lean on.
She makes me feel secure,
like a shelter in the storm.

Her kindness is a treasure,
one that’s hard to find.
When the world feels heavy,
she’s peace within my mind.

[Chorus]
You’re my angel, shining through,
lifting me up when I’m feeling blue.
In your arms, I find my home—
with you, I’m never alone.
Oh, my angel, this is true,
I’m so lucky to have you.

[Verse 2]
When I need to talk,
I know you’re always there.
You hold out your arms,
showing that you care.

Your heart is open wide,
a light that guides my way.
With you beside me,
I can face each day.

[Chorus]
You’re my angel, shining through,
lifting me up when I’m feeling blue.
In your arms, I find my home—
with you, I’m never alone.
Oh, my angel, this is true,
I’m so lucky to have you.

[Bridge]
Friends like you don’t come around,
you’re a rare and precious sound.
I’ll hold on tight, I’ll never let go—
because you’re the best I know.

[Chorus]
You’re my angel, shining through,
lifting me up when I’m feeling blue.
In your arms, I find my home—
with you, I’m never alone.
Oh, my angel, this is true,
I’m so lucky to have you.

[Outro – soft]
So here’s my heart, I give to you—
my angel, my friend, so pure and true.
MoonWolf Sep 2016
Named Elisabeth my angel child
My flower that didn't bloom
The stars took you before
I had the chance to hold you
Please forgive me i didn't know
I had no choice but let you go
My morning star
My misty blue
Cant say goodbye
I miss you
MoonWolf Jul 23
🎵 MISS YOU, DAD (Acoustic/Pop Version)
by Moon Wolf

[Verse 1]
When I was small, you stood so tall
Silver buttons, boots, I had it all
We’d play by the radio, laughter in the air
I’d wait for your lights flashing there

[Pre-Chorus]
All the little things you’d say and do
Made me brave, made me new
Even now, I feel it too
Dad, I carry all of you

[Chorus / Hook]
I miss you, Dad, but I smile
Thinking of you all the while
Your love’s a light that guides me through
No matter what I face, it’s true
I miss you, Dad, I always do
But your heart is here, right here too

[Verse 2]
Climbing hills, reaching high
You’d lift me up to touch the sky
Hand in hand on beaches wide
With you beside me, I could fly

[Pre-Chorus]
All the little laughs, all the games
All the moments, calling names
Even now, I feel the same
Dad, you’re with me every day

[Chorus / Hook]
I miss you, Dad, but I smile
Thinking of you all the while
Your love’s a light that guides me through
No matter what I face, it’s true
I miss you, Dad, I always do
But your heart is here, right here too

[Bridge – acoustic strum / soft build]
Time may pass, and we may roam
But in my heart, you’re always home
Through every storm, through every tide
I feel your love here by my side

[Final Chorus / Big Finish]
I miss you, Dad, but I smile
Thinking of you all the while
Your love’s a light that guides me through
No matter what I face, it’s true
I miss you, Dad, I always do
But your heart is here, right here too

[Outro – softly / spoken if desired]
Catch me in memories, hold me tight
Dad, your love makes everything right
MoonWolf Sep 2016
I made a mistake of reaching out

Why did i dare to write it out

She doesn't look me in the eye

He thinks i'm just a stirring lie

Why did i think you'd understand

They walked away did not stand

So now ill go back into the dark

No message read no one to send

Its different now to far the dive

Cant run away can not hide

Just frozen waters once again

Broken suppressed by childish fear

How can you see into my eyes

Like doorways to my soul

I lead you to the deepest fear

Hoping you'd pull me from the numb

Spirit sleeping deep within my soul

And lead me home wake me from myself

Save me from the darkness that drags me in

Each time in tears i wake from the night terrors before dawn

Hoping some one would hold me through the storm
I tried to speak to let you in
To help u see i sorry
Mom
MoonWolf Jul 10
Mom
Shine bright my love my light lovely mom
who gave me  life
In my children you helped to grow I'll see your funny laughs
and know
that every tiny little turn they take
you’ll help them as they go
The brightest star I'll see your light shine on
The owl at night I'll hear your call go on
The rain drops gentle on my face like tears I can not cry
The magnolia tree its gentle flowers in our garden space
Sitting under the cherry tree
The swinging seat your brother made for you and me
A feather falling on my face
I'll feel your gentle stroke
When our stream begins to flow
I'll know your here to say hello
And when the sun warms up my face I'll feel you warmth your glow
When the sun goes down each night I'll  hear you whispers say good-night
When the moon is full so white
I'll know your somewhere shining bright
When in December it's starts to snow I'll remember not to let  go
Of all the love and memories
The gifts that a mother brings
Through my tiny grand childs eyes through her tiny baby smiles
I'll know your there living on
Into the future my lovely mom **
MoonWolf Nov 2016
Moment to Stand

By Morning Star

Is it luck, or is it just a game?
Some lose health, while others gain.
Some have no money to earn or to spare—
Yet they are rich, with family to care.

To be troubled and ill is a terrible loss,
Like freedom stripped,
Like bombs being tossed.

Poverty. Pain. Regret. And fear—
Everyone holds a story... a tear.

Maybe the thief who's stealing bread
Is feeding a child the world left for dead.
And the beggar you pass with a hardened face
Can’t escape his shadowed place.

That preacher shouting in the square—
He might be lost, or crying for care.
The painter whose strokes you stand and adore
Could be a prophet… or survivor of war.

So when you walk through the market square,
Just take a moment—pause. Be aware.
Every person you see has worth.
Each carries heaven. Each walks the earth.

They all have value.
A place. A key.
A reason to be—
Just like you.
And me.
This poem is not just observation—it’s invitation. And the world needs more of that.
MoonWolf Jul 22
“Shine Bright, My Mom”

[Verse 1]
Shine bright, my love, my light, my mom
You gave me life, you made me strong
In my children’s smiles, I see your glow
In every step they take, you guide them so

[Pre-Chorus]
The owl’s call in the night, I hear you there
The raindrops fall like tears you gently share

[Chorus]
Shine bright, shine on, my shining star
No matter where you are, you’re never far
In every breeze, in every warm sunbeam
You live inside my every dream

[Verse 2]
The magnolia blooms in our garden’s grace
The cherry tree, your sacred place
A feather falls and brushes my face
Your gentle touch, your endless embrace

[Pre-Chorus]
When the stream begins to flow, I know you’re near
Whispering love, I feel you here

[Chorus]
Shine bright, shine on, my shining star
No matter where you are, you’re never far
In every breeze, in every warm sunbeam
You live inside my every dream

[Bridge]
Through my grandchild’s eyes, your love will grow
In tiny smiles, your spirit shows
From December’s snow to the moon’s soft light
You’re my forever, my guiding light

[Final Chorus]
Shine bright, shine on, my shining star
No matter where you are, you’re never far
In every breeze, in every warm sunbeam
You live inside my every dream
MoonWolf Aug 7
Moonwolf

Beneath the full moon’s tender light,
A child’s prayer takes silent flight.
Alone, yet fierce, I hold the night,
Moon Wolf’s spirit fuels my fight.

Eyes fixed upward, mountain steep,
Climbing shadows, secrets keep.
Wild and free, I seek my place,
A sacred path, a fierce embrace.

Protection whispers on the breeze,
Strength flows deep beneath the trees.
From hurt to hope, from lost to found,
Moon Wolf rises, unbound, unbound.


---
MoonWolf Nov 2016
"Morning Star:

How art thou fallen, O bright of dawn—
Myself, once cast in silver fire, now torn
From heaven's height to earth's embrace,
My wings—forgotten, torn, displaced.

They named me lost.
They called me shade.
But soft! The silence—'twas the price I paid.

The stars did watch, yet not with scorn,
They waited long since I was born.
The moon, my mother in the sky,
Did mourn me not, but held her eye.

Beneath the soil, where roots entwine,
The earth remembered I was mine.
The fire, though gone from outward sight,
Still breathed within, a buried light.

I am not fall, nor am I fear—
I am the hush when dawn draws near.
The stillness 'fore the thunder's cry,
The breath that parts the darkened sky.

This crown I wear—no golden thread,
But woven deep with what was bled.
Of ash and thorn and starlit scar,
I rise again—thy Morning Star.

Not fallen, no—
But risen from another sky.
A sky of mine.
A self—reborn.
Unshamed. Undone.
And now… adorned.
Nature’s witness: The moon, stars, and soil don’t pity you—they wait, honor, and remember. That’s a stunning reversal of loneliness
MoonWolf Apr 2023
Mother Earth

By Morning Star, April 2023 (Refined)

From little streets of sun and play,
To learning, laughing, every day,
I come from roots of family,
Where love flowed all around me.

Happy trips to sunny hills,
To castles high beyond the still,
To mountain tops where wild horses run—
Free beneath the golden sun.

To blue lagoons and oceans deep—
The beauty there still lives in me.
I’d gaze at stars that lit the night,
And always found the moon just right.

The voice of angels, soft and clear,
Still whisper gently in my ear.
The scent of woods, of blossom air—
A secret magic everywhere.

There’s so much love that still surrounds,
No time for winter’s cold to drown.
Let spring awaken every part—
Let summer shine and warm my heart.


---

🎵 Song Version Possibility:

beautifully with acoustic guitar

Key: C major
Tempo: 70–80 bpm
Mood: Reflective, joyful, soothing

Chorus idea (optional to build upon):

> Oh Mother Earth, you held me near
With every breeze, your voice so clear
In every flower, field, and sea
You planted all this peace in me
This piece is filled with light—like a warm memory whispered into the wind.
MoonWolf Jul 23
My Angel

by Moonwolf


I have a special person,
someone I can depend on.
She makes the world feel softer,
a place where I belong.

Her presence brings me comfort,
her voice a calm embrace.
She’s the kind of soul you treasure—
the kind you never replace.

You see, she is so precious,
so rare, so deeply true.
My friend, you are an angel,
and I think the world of you.

Whenever I feel heavy,
with burdens hard to share,
you open up your heart to me,
with love so rich and rare.

You never turn away from me,
no matter how I fall.
You're always there to lift me—
your arms, my safest call.

Friends like you are miracles,
so hard to ever find.
And I must be one of the lucky ones
to have your heart with mine.
MoonWolf Aug 2016
My child within.
Although you cannot see me you know I'm always here
I'll listen to yours words your stories and your fear
I'll wipe away your tears
I'll wrap my arms around you tight
I'll understand your fears
If the shadows come and swamp you
You know I'm always here
If the fears they still harm you
I'll keep the darkness clear
Although I cannot stop our pain inside our hearts I'm near
I can always hold you let you know
That when the memories creap in
And I cannot clear your mind ill take away the darkness and tommorrow your'll be fine
I'll make dam sure the past won't be the last of you
From now we will go on
Held together with our hearts and new memories we will build together
No matter where we are
I'll love and comfort you
I'll hold your hand so tight
So even in your darkest dreams I'll get you through the night
Just hold on till tomorrow
I promise a new day
Forget the pain and sorrow
We'll let it fade away.
MoonWolf Feb 2017
🕊️ My Godmother

By Morning Star

Don’t close your eyes to tomorrow—
Live each day and remember me.
Don’t bow your head in sorrow—
Smile, for I am memory.

Wake each day, for I cannot.
Make it count—don’t let it rot.
Smile that I once walked beside,
Don’t waste a tear now that I’ve died.

I’m not here—but still I stay,
In every laugh, in light of day.
Make new memories.
Live them free.
Keep me tucked
inside your heartbeat—
And find the strength
to go on
for me.
MoonWolf Feb 2022
Don't close your eyes to tomorrow
live every day and remember me
don't hold your head in sorrow
smile as I am not forgotten
wake every day as I cannot
and make it count
smile that I was here
don't waste a tear
I'm not here
but memories are
make some new ones
live with me in your heart
find strength and go on
MoonWolf Jan 13
He is so tall yet leaves me small
Hears nothing but captures all
He is brave strong yet weak to stay
He acts sweet but goes away
He offers little takes alot
Gently loves yet leaves a knot
Seems so kind yet cuts you short
He builds you up  then knocks you down
Gives you the world in words his spell
The pull from underfoot in seconds once his chase is done
It's not the destination
or the journey he will seek
But the chase and unexpected
That's what keeps him on his feet
For me it is the company of a soul so true and kind
But in his reach to keep me away
I sadly fall so deep
So now I must allow the dance to take whatever form
Not think inside my head
Just enjoy his manly charm
Accept that he is untucked
Accept he has  flaws
And just enjoy his company
In what ever shape or form
For i will sometimes have him
As my very own
But I can enjoy the moments
And never feel alone
MoonWolf Jul 16
---

“I Walk My Own Way”

They whisper in shadows,
calling me crazy —
for choosing the quiet path
when the world demands noise.

They don’t see the weight I carry,
the battles fought in silence,
the scars stitched beneath my skin,
the healing I cradle like a flame.

I walk not for their applause,
not for their understanding,
but for the peace that blooms
in the corners of my own heart.

I walk for the woman I was,
for the woman I’m becoming,
for the love that still breathes
beneath the ashes of pain.

Let them talk.
Let them judge.
Their voices are echoes—
fading with every step I take.

I am not lost.
I am not broken.
I am rising,
one steady, sacred step at a time.


---
MoonWolf Jul 23
My Spirit Lifter

for Jeff


I don’t think you’ll ever truly see
The light you shine inside of me.
How you’ve touched my life so deep,
Shaped the soul I’m proud to keep.

You may not know the gift you give—
The love that helps my heart to live.
Even in my darkest night,
You are my ever-burning light.

Unconditional, pure, and rare,
A love beyond compare.
It fills my body, mind, and soul,
Makes broken pieces whole.

I doubt you feel the depth I hold,
The stories yet untold.
But know this truth I speak today—
You are my strength, my will to stay.

An amazing friend, so true and kind,
Without you, peace I could not find.
In having you, my life is whole—
You complete the missing parts of my soul.
By Morning Star
MoonWolf Jan 2023
When the breeze blows I feel your gentle embrace , when the sun rises
Your the warmth on my face,
When  the moon shines bright the misty moor aglow I see you  
Shine hello,
When your tears in raindrops fall on my hair
I'll know its you
Saying you care
And when you gently turn on the stars
I'll know your safe  in the dark.
If I ever want to see your face I just look at my children their eyes you shine through them and always be near
And I'll gently kiss them and say  nannas near
MoonWolf Jul 9
🌙 “Nanna’s Near” – Song Lyrics
By Morning Star (Feb 2022)

[Verse 1]
Raindrops fall like silent tears
When the breeze blows, I feel you near
In the sunrise, soft and bright
You’re the warmth that holds me tight

[Verse 2]
When the moon begins to glow
On misty moors so far below
I see you shimmer, soft and clear
A gentle voice that whispers near

[Chorus]
When your tears fall in the rain
I feel you wash away the pain
And when the stars light up the dark
I know you're safe, I feel your spark
If I ever need you here
I just look and know you're near
In my children’s eyes so dear
I see your soul, Nanna’s near

[Verse 3]
You turn the sky to silver blue
And I can almost walk with you
In every laugh, in every sigh
I hear your love, I see you shine

[Chorus – repeat]
When your tears fall in the rain
I feel you wash away the pain
And when the stars light up the dark
I know you're safe, I feel your spark
If I ever need you here
I just look and know you're near
In my children’s eyes so clear
I see your smile, Nanna’s near

[Outro – soft/spoken or sung]
So I’ll kiss them tenderly...
And whisper low: Nanna’s here with me


---
MoonWolf Sep 2016
Lying under the surface of the wake
Toss and turn and horror  break
Grasping image minds mistake
Although you walk around and act
Doing all whats needed track
Looking through a clear blue mist
Forgotten days the closed kiss
Cannot wake from the drowning reverie
Only glipse your hope of being free
MoonWolf Nov 2022
No matter when I ask no matter how I try
When it comes  to trusting some one
I have to let it die
As I am totally alone
No one will rescue me
No power do left or right
I have no one to see
I try to say what's on my mind but words still reverie
And I try so hard to believe that some one believes in me
Being left alone and not wanted anymore
It leaves you totally alone and broken dropped upon a floor it's not even that she didn't care or that she left me there
It's just I cannot trust again because hope isn't there
There's nothing there for me there never really was
just emptiness and promise of the unspoken words
MoonWolf Jan 2023
I sit here in the window still
The curtains closed my mind is too
But up above I see you moon
Cool your glow to save me soon
I wish for just a better school
So I don't run from them
I fear each day its coming soon
But still I speak no doom
Just think of a better day in June when she was here before the grey
Of summers warm and apple pie
Of skipping ropes
Of open sky
Lay upon the greenest grass
Looking up to you
Hoping you will hear me call
Then the sky turns grey
The storm comes and grabs like clay
The musty smell of well I know
The swirling grating of the bones
The feeling words cannot unfold
The ice it burns like swirling knots
Terrifying if you rock
The ceiling here you seem to be looking down on untold verse the pictures with words  you cannot explain
The depths of which you can't retain
Be still for cooling breeze is here no more to fight no-one to fear
But never even she'd a tear nore spill a word you hear
Or storm return and bones be crushed
The dragon tiny with you trust
Be quiet be still
Now leave the sleep wake fast get dressed return to floor make fast to bed before the storms crash your head fill it full of fairy's wings tiny dragons pens and rings paint the picture of the wall of mysterious woods with adventure in store slip through the trees meet the hare talk to the deer and sleep soundly there
Ignore the twists that scrape the branch ignore the flower that has no dance
Just hold on tight to little dragon he will help you always here he will help you see no fear
MoonWolf Aug 22
You are not as alone
as the tower makes you feel—
a heart still hears you,
a soul still kneels
beside your breaking,
holding still
the weight you’ve carried,
the wounds that spill.

It’s alright to be tired,
to lay down the fight,
to whisper, “I can’t,”
in the hollow of night.
Even the strongest
need gentle arms,
a quiet voice
to soften harm.

You’ve walked through storms
that could have won,
yet here you stand,
not fully undone.
A small, fierce flame
still flickers deep—
it will not die,
though shadows creep.

You are worthy of love
that will not betray,
a home of peace
that will let you stay.
You are worthy of kindness,
friendship, rest—
and tonight, dear soul,
I’ll sit as your guest.

Not to take,
not to demand,
but simply to sit,
to hold your hand—
to whisper this truth
so you’ll always know:
you are not alone,
not ever alone.
MoonWolf Oct 2022
I actually fear a distant dance the wolves , the air its chill.
The  clash of stars to throw. a break upon the quill.
I hear the call , an eco of
the wolf who comes to me.
Who sits upon the moon lit hill
to set the badger free.
The hare be still a jumping beat creates a different winters cheat , but still the shadows roam my feet.
October once again you creep into my life and severe me
Why once a child to slay I grew
now once again you speak no truth to play
Take what you will the wolf has gone , the moon won't light the way .
Disappear but when the frost of winter chills appear
I see u still and capture in at fear you cannot ****
I can free the deer now
No time to freeze the moon
MoonWolf Jul 8
Below is a refined version, still true to your voice, but with tightened lines, smoother flow, and a sharpened sense of myth and emotion — aiming to leave the reader with that ache of something wild, unresolved, and haunting

No time to
Freeze the moon.

I fear that distant, spectral dance:
The wolves, the wind,
The starless trance.
A clash of light,
A shattered quill—
The sky breaks open,
Cold and still.

I hear the call, a ghostly thread,
The echo of what once was said.
The wolf returns to stand and see
The hill where badgers once ran free.

The hare is still—its heart a drum,
A beat that tempts the dark to come.
And shadows gather at my feet—
October's chill, so sharp, so sweet.

You came again, as silence dressed—
A month that severs, never rests.
You left me once, too young to break,
Now steal the breath you chose to take.

Say nothing. Speak no truth to me.
I grieve the girl I could not be.
The wolf is gone, the path erased—
The moon no longer lights this place.

And yet, when frost bites winter air,
I see you still. You're always there.
But you can’t touch what’s now my own—
I free the deer. I walk alone.

No time—
Freeze the moon.
Let ice give way,
And listen soon.


---

This version keeps your winter creatures, your mother’s haunting presence, and your own hard-won freedom — but casts it in a spell-like structure, something timeless and sacred.
MoonWolf Sep 2016
I feel so shaky i feel so hot
Its so so dark inside
A gripping knot that twists and turns
Inside my body the pain it burns
I cannot breath there is no air
A crushing pain i cant compare
I try to breath but theres no air like im drowning but no water there
Im so afraid i try to stand to reach for you to hold my hand
But if i do the shadows will come
I can not speak only be numb
Then ill be fine and ill be safe
No one can touch me if im not awake
MoonWolf Jan 2023
Into dark and deep and true the past it opens up to you .
Into Woods and caves and sea.
Into wild and untamed tree.
Shallows up the night grows long.
Drawing sword and door still strong.
Climbs the ruins of the new.
Storm it runs the dragons draw.
Though the skin the darkness claw.
Turn again see it new.
Glimp Into a future thaw.
No terror begins no terror ends.
Snow falls a drift in icy winds.
Yet warm you stay a light it glows.
Keeping safe and words stay still.
No speak of any other words.
Only hear the song of hers.
Light the brightest star afloat .
Light the berries and tough the soul.
Entre new the wolf is here protect the innocent from fear.
Take the fire and melt its snow.
Bring in the soft streams gentle flow.
For now the wolf she stands alone and others now can call her home.
Be still now listen there is no fear as angels they are near .
Strength collides with kindle heart and remember safe light in the dark.
Be still and follow who you are
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