Inside i cry.

Im broken inside but i dont know why

i fall but do not cry

I have wings but unable to fly

Im here but inside i cry

Its my inner child you see

Shes locked away cannot break free

Sometimes shes strong can run can see

Sometimes shes lost and claws through me

Just need to calm the storm

Hold still until im held not torn

One day ill be able to hold her tight

Just have to breathe get through the night

Fallen angel

Twist its colours on a page
Beauty drives the hands remain
Fast the strokes of pastel fun
Dash about the page your done
Deep then the edgees turn
Powder of the pail still yurn
Bring the best you can't return
More the oil less the burn
More the colour less the turn

Lying under the surface of the wake
Toss and turn and horror  break
Grasping image minds mistake
Although you walk around and act
Doing all whats needed track
Looking through a clear blue mist
Forgotten days the closed kiss
Cannot wake from the drowning reverie
Only glipse your hope of being free

Search inside fall your sleep
Visit before endless sleep
Bright sunshine happy girl
Tale of swirling creek
Know the nothing fear the dark
Remove the anger fear
Wrap it up into a square
Place it out under foot
Stamp the hell out of the face
Open up evil veins and
steak knife plunged in heart
They won't breath  again
Take the essence heal hold tight
Never leave in dark of night
to the beach lead her heart
Lay in summer endless heat
Allow the waves to heal and frame
Allow the tears to hug like rain
Hold on tight to every grain
Safe to hold your self again
The only one who trust remain
Together only way your sain

I feel so shaky i feel so hot
Its so so dark inside
A gripping knot that twists and turns
Inside my body the pain it burns
I cannot breath there is no air
A crushing pain i cant compare
I try to breath but theres no air like im drowning but no water there
Im so afraid i try to stand to reach for you to hold my hand
But if i do the shadows will come
I can not speak only be numb
Then ill be fine and ill be safe
No one can touch me if im not awake

Come into our sea of hope

A little comfort to help you cope

If you think you cannot swim

We'll hold your hands and guide you in

No hate no pain no judgement here

Just helpful skill to calm your fear

And if you happen to shed a tear

To us your pain is crystal clear

You cannot drown in our sea of hope

We all reach out untill you float

Occasionally you may yourself capsize

And feel all troubled and lost inside

That is when yourll find our anchor

We will keep you grounded safe inside

Until you live and dont need to hide

After the silence always here at your side

So awaken let go learn to glide

Fallen Angel

Named Elisabeth my angel child
My flower that didn't bloom
The stars took you before
I had the chance to hold you
Please forgive me i didn't know
I had no choice but let you go
My morning star
My misty blue
Cant say goodbye
I miss you