I am no one's daughter
I was already missing the night I left
even my heart carried a suitcase
my father turned his face from me
this would be his greatest mistake
that he ever could believe in me
I am no one's daughter
I hug my knees in my chest
like a mantra I repeat my address
but they won't be looking for me
I am no one's daughter

how dare you think that you could matter?

Because I am no one's daughter

Have you ever had your heart break so hard it felt like someone was squeezing it like a tether ball?

When I found out I was pregnant I saw a giant plus sign glaring back at me. I placed my hand over my stomach I pleaded with God...no
I was not happy
When the father found out I was pregnant I saw a scared little boy with...his back to me he said: No!
He was not happy
When my parents found out I was pregnant I saw index fingers pointed back at me. They said: No you ****!
They were not happy
No one was happy
But my daughter my 3 month daughter she looks up at me
she smiles
she doesn't care how she got here.
She chooses
To feel happy.

I learned the hard way that there were consequences for my choices I woke up every morning for 9 months feeling the weight of that consequences

The only way to heal from your parents is to forgive them then when you forgive them you have to realize that there was nothing to forgive


No one's perfect

I have exhausted myself of watering these eyes with tears
But am thirstiest for revenge

They said to write about my life

I took a pen

And wrote your name

This use to be a love poem  
I thought I had men figured out
the world was promising back then

like a white horse galloping in
a prince rescued me from my doubts
this use to be a love poem  

My body shook with kiss and sin
a man and woman paradise
the world was promising back then

All good things, they come at a price
was it worth what we fought about?
this use to be a love poem

In my head again and again
I smell his scent on me it's nice
The world was promising back then

I don't grin, my eyes are worn thin
I grow older and go without
this use to be a love poem
the world was promising back then

If the butterflies and the seasons can change
why can't I?

And there were others it's true
But there's been no one
....no one
since you

Little red Riding hood was not afraid of the big bad wolf
She was the werewolf

Little red Riding hood walked along the trail basket in hand

  Turn back now! It's dangerous said a man

He passed by when little red Riding hood replied: Iam the danger

The grass is not greener on the other side
The grass is greener because I watered it

If you pluck all the petals can it still be called a flower?