Your room still is the same
No ones been in it since you left
The posters are still on the wall
Your bed is still a mess
Your clothes are still in the closest
The skateboard you loved
Is still in the garage
With all your old toys
And baby clothes
I could never get rid of them
There is still a place for you at dinner
I put it there expecting you to walk through the door
But I know that you never will again
Because you are beyond this world now

I wish I had wings
So I could fly as far from here as possible
I am tired of the attached strings
This world is impossible
I am only human
I make mistakes
The way everyone treats me is inhuman
I can never even catch a break
Everyone only cares about themselves
It never matters what I say
They keep there hearts to theirselves
Mine was always getting betrayed
If I leave this world
Do you think anyone will miss me?
Will hell unfurl?
I know that wouldn’t be
The end is here
My soul has been forgotten
The pain I can no longer endear
As the world begins to rotten

How do you forget someone
That you once loved
I know this is a bit overdone
But he was once my beloved
He said he needed some space
That we needed some time apart
But now I just want to see your face
You have always had a place in my heart
I know its been about a year
I still wish still with me
My head is still not clear
If you were here my heart would be free

What am I going to do?
This is bad
My parents are going to be so mad
This is something I cannot undo
It was just one mistake
That I will live with forever
I just wish I could say whatever
But this is something I can’t fake
I know what has to be done
It the only way out of this
If anyone finds out they will be ******
I know I will never tell anyone
I walk in the office
With a pale face
I will forever hate this place
I know this is an injustice
The doctor escorted me in another room
He asked me a few questions
I started to feel the depression
Then they looked at my womb
They did there jobs
My heart sank to the ground
I am unsound
My pain is in globs
If I could go back
I would have never done it
I wouldn’t have if I didn’t have a panic attack
But now its permanent

She sits and cries
He just stares
Shes tired of his lies
He doesn't care
She wants to leave
He just wants her to for one thing
She wants to believe
He just wants another fling
She says she loves him
He doesn't love her
She knows what he did with Kim
He says shes the one he prefers
She met someone else
He wants her back
She says she fell for him on impulse
He says her heart must be black
She doesn't care anymore
He wishes he had cared more

Looking at my reflection
Who am I?
I don’t look like perfection
I have tears in my eyes
The person staring back isn’t me
I would never let it go this far
I have to flee
But I will still have the scars
This has to stop
This is the end
Its time for me to drop
I will have to fend
The pain is coming back
I can’t do this again
It feels worse than a attack
I haven’t done it since then
I look back at the mirror
My scars are finally beginning to fade
I can now see the world a little clearer
Enough to see I don’t need a blade
To be beautiful

You think you hate your life?
My boyfriend doesn’t pay attention to me
He is always at work or with his friends
And he never gets me what I want


You think you hate your life?
My boyfriend hits me
He calls me horrible names
He says if I tell anyone he will **** me


You think you hate your life?
My parents bought me a 4g
When I wanted a 5g
How could they do this to me?


You think you hate your life?
My parents are flat broke
I have never even touched an ipod
I am just happy to eat one meal


You think you hate your life?
I have to sit next to a fat girl I hate
Shes so nasty
I wish I was anywhere else

You think you hate your life?
I have to sit next to this mean girl
She tells me I am fat and nasty
She doesn’t know how terrible I feel