I feel the anger as he yells
I feel it pulsing through my veins
I am ready to rebel
This feeling can’t be contained
His words are like a ****** sword
Shoved in my throat
Don’t he know what he’s pushing toward?
I wish it was a misquote
I am going to walk out the door
I am not coming back
Maybe this time I won’t be ignored
This is my attack
We have nothing to gain
I am done wasting my life with you
You act like you’re insane
I guess I am having a break through

My head says no
It says I should walk away

But my heart is saying yes
Its says I should stay and do this

I know its wrong
I know I will regret it

But it feels so right
It will be so worth it

What if someone finds out?
I will be in so much trouble

I don’t care
I know the conscience

This isn’t the right time
I should wait

It doesn’t matter
I shouldn’t be such a good girl

He’s not worth it
He will just break your heart

I will just do it this once
One time won’t hurt anyone

Is my heart going to be broken?
yes

Do I care?
Not right now

Is this all worth it?

We preach of love and acceptance
Than we preach hate
if you don't agree with whats being said
We will even **** eachother
Because we can't love
If we could just learn not to judge
for race
for gender
for appearance
for religion
for the past
There wouldn't be hate
There would be love

Kiss me one last time
Before I leave this world
Hold me as close as you can
As I take my last breath
Remember that its not your fault
That I am not here
I love you
And that will not change
Whether I am dead
Or alive
You can’t see me
I can still see you
Because I am the flowers
I am the beautiful blue sky
I am the snow in the winter
I am nature now
Someday we will meet again
We will be together for all eternity
Until than
I will be your guardian angel

Look deep in your soul
Did you mean what you said?
Is your heart made of coal?
Do you wish I was dead?
Are you always this way?
Do you like breaking hearts?
Did you feel this way everyday?
Do you like seeing me falling apart?
Can you see my pain?
Do you care?
Are you insane?
Can you even feel despair?
Do you know how bad your words hurt?
Did the words I love you mean anything?
Are you just dirt?
Can you feel my heart sting?
Have you always felt this way?
Why did you say you loved me if you did?
Is this the game you play?
This can never be undid

Its midnight
The clock on the wall is ticking
I am missing you
Wondering where you are
If you’re somewhere close
Or far away
If you’re thinking about me
Or if I am in the back of your mind
It scares me
Just thinking about it
What if when you come back
You don’t want me?
If you even remember me
Do you still love me?
I still love you
When you do come back
I will still be here for you
I hope you will still be here for me

My scars tell stories
They tell stories of anger
Of regret
Of pain

They come from painful names
They come from terrifying memories
From dangerous jokes
From terrible lies

I always get asked what happened
Where did they come from
I always lie
I always pretend there not there