A year ago we saw each other
A year ago you said hello
A year ago we started falling in love
A year ago the fall seemed magical.
But now it seems so blank so empty.
The leaves seem to fall so quickly.

A year ago the snow fell softly
A year ago we kept each other warm
A year ago your hand stayed firm in my hand
A year ago our lips told our goodbyes.
But now the snow is cold and empty as before.
the ice seems to stop my steps.

Old promises ring in my head,
slow me till im still just listening
just listening
to the whisperings
that were a year ago

I see your smile,
I would trade the sun for it.
Hear your laugh
and the skies fade away
You drop hints like bread crumbs
that i, a hungry bird follow
smiling
laughing
i fall harder
the sun sinks a little lower
the night sets over me
and im lost
but you take my hand
and comfort me
so different
unlike the others, you stay
and as the sun shows its rays
your hand stays
your smile
your laugh
one happy heartbeat
two hearts
one love.

I can't sleep, though my eyes are weary,

I can't eat, though my stomach is empty.

I can't dream, though my mind is restless,

I can't think about nothing but you.

My muscles clenched and aching,

My heart throbs fast and strong.

the fear that i could lose you,

makes my body cry out in pain.

I'll try desperatley to hide it,

I'm not as strong as you,

though i try.

Lifes not worth living,

without you by my side.

The night whirrs and howls,

calls to me,

but i stay hidden.

I don't want what i used to,

My future dosn't matter,

unless its with you.

Do you want other people?

Just make the hurting stop,

What did i do wrong,

to push you away?

Just tell me that you love me,

That you can't live without me.

Even if your lying,

I'd rather nto face the pain,

the truth,

not tonight.

Shh; wait for the sun,

Idont want to wake up.

Let me lie here,

Warm in your arms.

Kiss my wouds,

Heal me,

Stop the pain.

Be the one i need most,

My heart is breaking.

carry me through,

You promised me you'd keep me safe from pain.

I trust you,

I love you,

I need you,

I dont care past is past.

She wont have you,

Not while i still need you.

I always will,

Will you?

These shackles hold me to the lies.
This pain is just too real.
My heart thunders and my ears roar.
My mind is spinning downward,
Realizing all my wasted time.

I break free.
Breathe,
Relax,
Realize.
Everyone is chained by the lies.
It wasnt only me.
Some were to make others happy.
Some to hurt and cut.
No truth.
I used to think I loved you, I used to think you cared.
Turnes out I wasnt the only one with a life full of wasted time.
Try to speak.
No one listens,
Not really.
Pretending,
Just like lying.
No truth.
Not anymore,
Anywhere.
I wish it wasnt true.

I am from...
...Endless falling from a sky of no sleep and rockstars.
...Backyard barbucues full of no one i know but everyone i'm supposed to.
...Vast wastelands of metal and glass death traps holding lots for most, but nothing for me.
...Ringing sound waves from a freshly broken wooden spoon from hitting my pan too hard.

I am from...
...The clensing pain of surviving by myself.
...Sock monster fights, ripping, arguing, bruising.
...Shouting, loud, bright spartionan battles.
...Broken guitar strings, strung too tight, couldn't hold under pressure, weak.

I am...
...A broken down car with no hope of ever running again.
...A cat trapping a mouse in a corner, smelling its fear, enjoying the game.
...A stryofoam peanut, stuck to the ones around me, never letting go.
...Fighting for my right to live, sad for when the fight is over.

Prowling the night,
I catch your scent,
Strong and alluring.
I chase after it,
Headlong sprint,
Your scent forces memories,
Flooding my mind,
Your all I see.
Not the blurry trees,
Not the mountains rushing past,
Not the shadowy star filled night,
But your smiling face.
How i long to see it again.
Every heartbeat away from you,
Hurts. Burns. Stings.
So i run,
Always running,
To find you again.

Is this our love?
Shattered in the floor, splattered on the walls?
Running dripping it floods my mind.
Our Dreams.Our Words.Our Actions.
My hands are stained with blood,
My mind, with you.
One word did this to us?
Echoes in my head,
Proving false all those perfect moments.
Our Dreams.Our Words.Our Actions.
Did you forget?
The way I made you feel,
The way we moved?
Nothing but ghosts now.
Haunting.Teasing.Laughing.
They mock my misery,
If they only wore my chains...
My heart beats painfully,
Reminding me of life.
Do you feel it too?
My changed dreams.Your nothing words.Out immature actions.