Vote upon these unpaid choices.
What blunt charms, masks, and soliloquies
Jut the truth to distant memories?
Test the soul disguised in fantasies.

Touch can enchant the mode of a man.
Love can vanquish lost opportunity.
Look not past the air that creates new breathe.
Let these chances change you and clear the moon.

A calm, clear moon, where I can trust in you.
Quakes from river to ocean dance and then rest,
And slowly I find justice in you.
The grand act of love sweeps away pain and misery.

Ice encased the sacred.
Oh, set aside these worries,
Tranquility for those prepared.

One main event; sense the signs.
The sun, clouds, and the coincidence.
Encounter pleasure that beckons.

Enter the chamber of Dorothy.
The breeze, at first, enchants the ****.
Lured by chance from the songs of her heart.
Pour yourself for her, such infant gazes.

They haunt in the back, affected by the grand sun.
Still, peace from the delicate kiss of frost.
While ornate, it has been joined.
The flowers set on pavement dance for coin

Go to sleep, and shut your eyes,
Please dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn.
For you know the pain that they have borne.
Silver metal, shines so bright.
Scarlet blood, that feels so right.
Dream of the blood that's trickling down,
And wake up just before you drown.
The moonlight's shining off your tears
Bleed out all your petty fears.
So tonight when you start to cry
You better whisper the cutters lullaby:

Hushabye baby, you're almost dead.
You don't have a pulse and your pillow is red.
Your family hates you, your friends let you bleed.
Sleep tight with a knife, cause it's all you'll need.
Rockabye baby, broken and scarred.
You didn't know life would be this hard.
Time to end the pain that you hid so well,
And down will come baby, straight back to hell.

Cry, Pain, Tears of blood
The red on all wrists will begin to flood
Don't try to hide, Don't try to run,
'Cause in the end I'll get you ***!

I'll slit your throat, cut out your eyes, and bring your head back down to size.
I'll make you scream, I'll make you cry, throw you in a fire and watch you die.

The anger built up and a monster was created...can't you tell it's everyone I hated?
No one is my friend...its all a bunch of lies! So, I'll hold you down, and cut you up.

No one will hear your cries!!!

This is great, new found power! They'll see you hanging in the shower.
You'll all squirm and I will laugh...as i saw your bodies in half.

You ****** me off, set off my fuse...now I'll think of new torchers to use.
Looking at you fills me with disgust...Here we are, a knife with rust.

Now I'll cut off all your fingers and toes...a look on your face no longer
It's froze...

To **** with me you all are fools!
Guess what? Now I make the rules!

A year ago today...you took my heart, you took my soul, you took everything I had and created love.
Nights so magical, no one could ever forget.

Kisses so sweet it's unexplainable.

Every broken piece I had, you made whole again and I cannot look down on you.
When I thought I was lost, you pulled me back and showed me great things I cannot even begin to fathom.

A year ago today...I fell in love so madly, so deeply, so unforgettable

You make me laugh, you make me cry, you make me things I cannot write.

A year ago today...a year ago today...those four words make so much come to mind:

Love, hate, happiness, loneliness, clearness, confusion, anger, wonder.....hate?

A year ago today...and I have not stopped falling...and I don't think I ever will

A year ago today...I can't stop writing it...

Come back to me...come back
and make it just today

Today...the day
I fall in love again

I used to let you boss me around
You did it so much that I'm feet below the ground
What you do makes me so depressed
Now I lay this friendship to rest

I used to treat you oh so good
And you didn't treat me like you should
Every day you'd rot and lie
Every night I'd rock and cry

I'm so tired of you pushing me around
So much that I'm feet below the ground
Our friendship is so messed up...it's knotted and tied
So many night I thought my heart had died.

Many times I couldn't see
All of the hurtful things that you did to me
You lied every day and broke our clause
I know now our time has been a lost cause...

Why do I love you?
Why do you hate me?
Why do I even care?
I know you don't!
Why am i writing?
It doesn't help!
I want you to find this...
And see how I feel.
So good, yet so bad!
Why did we lose what we had?
I'll keep waiting for you.
You may never come back.
But my memories will keep me thinking...
Until you do
Or
Until I die!