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Heather Dec 2019
I say I love you
You say it back
I see through it
Feeling like someone to just be there
I told you not to get attached to me
I'll just let you down
Heather Dec 2019
The things you’ve said
The things that happened
Burned in my memories
I close my eyes
It all plays on repeat
Like a broken record
Heather Dec 2019
I crave to see you
I crave to hear your voice
I crave to feel your of lips on mine
I crave for your attention

You crave for attention
But that attention isn’t mine
You crave her attention
Her smile
Her voice
Her lips...
Cry
Heather Dec 2019
Cry
Done,
I'm done breathing,
I'm done smiling,
I'm done smoking,
And I'm done crying
Heather Dec 2019
I see you in my dreams
Wishing I could see you in the real thing
Holding me in my dreams
When I know it won’t be a real thing
Heather Apr 2021
It's getting bad again.
An hour feels like four and days feel like weeks.
I'm losing my motivation.
Relationships that mean the most are breaking.
I'm tired of waking up just to fight the same battles in my mind.
Heather Dec 2019
I have my earbuds in
Blaring my music
Walking down the hall
You stop me to see if i’m okay
I say i’m fine
I realized that you can see straight through my lie
Heather Dec 2019
You say you love me
Do you really?
Is it me you love
Or do you love the thought of someone
Who isn't like you
Heather Oct 2019
I look up,
I look down,
sometimes I look around
Darkness is everywhere, Nobody,Nowhere,
I hear screaming here and there,
Nobody's there to hear prayer,
This feeling is honestly not so rare
Heather Dec 2019
I say nothing
Laying on my bed
Music playing
While I stare at the ceiling
Phone going off
Missed calls and voicemails
Telling me not to do it
Laying on my bed with a blade next to me
Fingers twitching
Lips quivering
Thoughts of what they said
Running through my head
Big thank to Orion Lesneski for helping me out when I have writer's block XD
Heather May 2020
How do I cope with the pain.
Everyday I drift away.
I can't cry and I wonder why.
Taking pill after pill.
All I do is lay still.
Music and yelling in the background.
Just laying there wondering when this will end.
Everything goes black and I wake up the next day with a worse pain.
All I can think is "when will this all go away"
Heather Dec 2019
Running them deep in your skin
Pushing it deeper into your skin
Watching the blood drain from your wrist
As your bath water turns red
Your sister breaking the door open
You lay there light headed telling her to leave
You faint feeling shortness of breath
Just to wake up the next day
To feel even more pain
Heather Dec 2019
All I hear from your room is screaming
I hear sounds
The sound of a hand landing on your face
You act like everything's fine
When in reality your dying inside
Heather Dec 2019
Drowning my feelings in whiskey
Laying in bed drunk has me thinking
Thoughts in my head
Wishing I was dead
I close my eyes
Just to see you
Blade against my wrist
Wishing I could go
Wondering what it would be like if I was dead
Heather Oct 2019
Seeing the way you were
Made me the way I am
The screams from your room
Stuck in my head
The pounding on your walls
Left pounding in my head
Heather Dec 2019
I feel empty
So I make myself feel pain
Tears in my eyes
Wishing I didn't feel this way
Heather Dec 2019
I feel like a vase
Used
Empty
Worthless
Knowing one day you’ll knock me over and break me

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