In this restaurant I sit
Named sibling in my native
Feigns a what if across my mind
As I see something I wish was mine

Across the room I see someone renowned,
Strict and scary they say yet profound,
For his works are truly legendary
Where each lessons are worth his legacy

I stay here still with my aching head,
Wishing I was one of his sons instead
A parent whom you share the same passion
Isn't that more worth than ten million?

Everybody asks me what I want to do
"I'll have it figured out when time blooms"
But I know hidden deeply in the ocean of truth
Yelps a buried passion yearning to be pursued

Maybe I have the brains to do what they say
Maybe I have what it takes like a predator approaching its prey
I myself thought that this was the way
Yet why does my heart beg to not put her away?