I am a Failure
I feel guilty
I'm ******* stupid
Making me sick
Always anxious
Really sorry
Full of regret
I carry hatred
Can't take this
Much longer
I wish I had freedom
Never ending pressure
I can't do nothing right
Fighting a losing battle
Against myself
So scared, so tired
****
I want to die

She likes to hurt me
And I'm ashamed to admit that I can't
Stop her
Sometimes she'll lock me up for hours
The ability to communicate
Erased
I try to get help, pleading; begging on hands and knees
But they can't see
Because they're just like
She

She'll grab a sharp object and cut me
Ripping, tearing holes right through me
She'll make me hurt real bad
For the sake of her pleasure
I have to carry around all this hate
Because she wants it, always
It's exhausting

Everytime she sees my reflection in
The mirror
She'll make me bleed water through my eyes
She's never satisfied
I'm never good enough

There’s a weight on my chest
And I can’t breathe again
There’s a cloud hanging over me
And I can’t see
The light is being ****** into my vortex of depression
And I feel as if there’s no future
If misery is the only time I can feel
Then I wish my life could fast-forward to the day
That I hit ******, and finally take things into my own hands

Could you give me a piece of rope?
So that I can hang myself
And die
I’d rather not be at all if this is all life has for me
Would you mind buying me some drugs?
So that I can forget about all the mistakes I made
If I’m really lucky I might overdose
Wouldn’t you all like that?

This empty isn’t what I had in mind
I’m sure the solitude in death is better
After all I’m just the dark spot in your life
The unwanted stain on your perfect new outfit
I pushed myself so far I ended up forgetting who I was
And I’m so sick and tired of my existence
That I’ll cut myself to smithereens, just for something to do

I’m just a worthless piece of meat
If I ate grass
Maybe you could make a fine meal out of me
Dismembered and abused
Naked and humiliated
I’d hit rock bottom,
Served up on your plate for dinner
And you’d all enjoy every delicious
Minute of it

Silence
Trees swaying in the wind so softly
I’m in a broken home
A part of a broken family
That was
Before
I can’t leave this all behind
You whisper in my ear so softly
Your voice calms me down
I want you here
With me
Alone
I feel the pain
So far away
I’m not here
No more
I want to go
I want to leave
But I can’t leave this all behind

Midnight and fullmoon once again
My eyes open after a good-days sleep
I thirst for evil fluids
In hell with the devils wings
I can already feel the heat from the blood in your veins,
As I rise to the surfice

Lock me in a room and chain me to the wall
Nothing can stop me
Come closer and I'll give you the kiss of death
And eternal life
Become one of me
For you know what I am and what I do
Come to the dark side of life,
And you will no longer have to run from me
You'll be chasing the victims
Come to me and we'll die together
Me Am Vampire

I'm on my way to destruction
It's dark
Cover me in ice
They don't care
You can have me
Take me
I'm on my way
I hope you're coming too
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She walks with death in her eyes
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Her head is spinning with all the butterflies
Dying
Dear Destruction
Cover me in ice
Sick Sick Sick
Take this hurt
Stitch me up and leave a scar
It's eating me up inside
Dear destruction
Cover me in ice
I want to divorce hurt
Leave me with a scar
Cover me in ice
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I hope you're coming too

You’re broken
Left alone at the side of the road
She walks up and down that busy street
Hoping to get some cash tonight
Someone stops, someone drives by
Pretending I’m not here
Filthy, sticky old men
They’re the only ones desperate enough
To take service from someone like me
A *****, get down on your knees
Skimpy outfits
Knee-highs, Stay-ups and short leather skirts
Smeared make-up and faked *******
I’m trash
Disposable *** toy
At your service
**** me, pay me and leave me there to bleed
She’s got her eyes open wide
Laying down in the dark corner of the alley
After a hard nights work
I’m hoping it will end