I am young.
I am free.
I am music.
I am me.

I hear silence.
I see dark.
I taste sadness.
I can break your heart.

I am human.
I am scared.
Life is precious.
Life is rare.
Breathe it in,
Remember you're here.

Your eyes are breath taking,
Such as the peaks of a mountain, cloaked in snow
The cold is a comfort, not an interference
They are bright, sincere, and kind
And I am drawn to you like a bee to pollen.

Attraction is a concept many have abused
Such as drugs, and ***, and other things.
But I am attracted to you, a magnetic, fiery, sparking connection
You only read in stories.

But I feel you and I taste your essence
And it brings me comfort, where as others bring me digression.

At the start, we just had so much in common, I really thought i meant more to him than I did.
And seeing as that I'm not really distraught about us breaking up,
I guess he didn't mean that much to me either.

I am happy.
I love my life.
I love my friends.
I love the stupid drama my friends cause.
I love the seasons and the distinct smells of each one.
I love the sky and all of its colors.
I love the world and all of its misery.
I love life, and I will love every waking moment of it.
I am happy, and I'm okay.

I am in love with my life.
And there is absolutely nothing you can do to change that.

And just like that,
you were gone.
Like a whisper in the dark,
Or a flash of light,
In a dark field
Where no one saw,
But you.
And just like that
It didn't hurt
The pain I felt was only relevant when your presence touched me
Scraping the surface,
But never truly touching my heart.
And just like that,
I realized,
What we had wasn't real,
Raw,
Or passionate.
And just like that,
I am whole once again.