I'm so sentimental, but God, you're so ******* temperamental
You gave me roses, but stuck me with the thorns
Now I'm bleeding, yes, I'm bleeding on the floor
And you don't seem to care
Screaming at me
How the **** is this even fair?
How the **** is this even fair?
What the **** did I do to deserve a guy like you?
Turn my smile into a frown
Pick me up just to throw me back to the ground
Screaming and shouting,
You're always ready to go another round

The days I've seen,
And those long December nights
Keep me wondering
If this darkness holds me tight
I can't look for a brighter tomorrow
Can't see the smile on their faces
Or hear the laughter, it's been ages
But what I miss the most is the sparkle in your eye when you looked at me
Now I'm stuck in darkness, in its hold
And I can't keep my mind from racing to thoughts of you
I know this is all on me
You say you don't hate me,
But I do
I can't take back what I did in the past
I wish I could
All of this went to waste,
When I dared look into the eyes of another face
I told you I would always hold love for you
And you said the same
So why does this feel like a game?
With the winner being the one
Who's love is long gone

With tears in my eyes,
I long for those summer nights
The days before you said goodbye
And late at night I wonder why
You left me behind
Here in this empty white room
Just four walls surrounding me
I'm dead inside since you left me
And you just don't see
What would you do if I streaked these walls with red?
Laying on this cold, hard floor dead?
No, you wouldn't see,
Just another girl left behind
Just another girl not worth your time

You refused my side of the story
After the mistake I did make
And your heart I did break

But what about you?
It was only occasional moments that you seemed to care
When I poured my heart and soul into loving you, now how is that fair?

I'm not perfect
But neither are you
With all the mistakes that were nothing new

You're no angel, honey
Not by a long shot
In the end, I was the who fought

Fought for our relationship
Fought for our love
And you decided to shoot it down like a dove

You're a scared little boy who ran when things got tough
But I don't care that you ran away
You never really understood me anyway

I should have warned you that day we met
But I never knew how great this love would get
And now I've hurt you
Something I'll never forget

So please let me stay
In your arms one finally day
I don't want you to leave
But I fear you'll go your separate way

These tears run down my face
With a quicker and quicker pace
I know they're my fault
I'm such a disgrace

It was wrong, I know that's true
But please remember I still love you
I know you're hurting
But I am too

I made a mistake
And I see your heart, I did break
Because I was weak
You stepped on the brake

Now you've left me wondering
If this love is ending
I can't change the past
Please let me try and do some mending