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but my feelings are stupid
I can't understand them at all.
so that's when I curse the leaves,
with them, I fall
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I can finally stop.
I can stop hoping,
giggling,
wishing,
thinking,
and dreaming
about a sure to be nightmare.
**but it's all over now
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I've successfully overcome my feelings for someone.
Silly me to think of hope,
I'd be less confused if
my head were filled with dope.
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Love is actually hopelessly confusing.
I wish it would
well rain harder
I wish that
the sky water would be salty
like my tears.
this way both could slide down my face unidentifiable
I wish the thunder was louder
just to help save me from my thoughts

I love how
well simply how
I'm walking to the beat,
crunching gravel to meet the sound
of my favorite song
even though it's no longer playing
I love that
the rain is blurring my vision
eventhough I couldn't see anyway
I love that with every step
I'm taking a shower
the rain provides me with good cleansing
I'm slowly scrubbing away every
remark, laugh, judge, scar and stain
and as my jeans, blouse, and shoes get wet,
I'm washing away some of this too
hidden deep within the seams

and yet some people wonder
why
why does she like the rain
well
It's not just rain
it's a friend
that I can talk to and actually leave with
a cleansed soul.
break my heart and then my spine.
crash your lips upon mine.
take me away, darling so divine.
you cant tell a broken clock to read the time.
beautiful heartbreaker, i love you so.
so much that i close my eyes and still see your ghost.
you break my heart and then my spine, lost: trying to find whats
**mine
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i was fighting
im tired of hiding
my love for smoke
im quickly smiling
really trying
to be myself
ah
im quietly screaming
loudly dreaming
i wish i would have spoke.
my mouth closed
my mind open.
am i supposed to feel alone?
cant i walk away,
even as i choke?
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have you ever thought
that i might have my problems
that i cant deal with this anymore
or that when i take a walk
im running away from my house
but not my home?
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i promise
i quit
if it hurts you, i won't do it
all of these promises
have been shattered
so should i believe you
when you say
stay, i love you.*
you've went back on your word
so many times
it's not fair for me to stay anymore
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Just a little something I thought up today
do your laundry
mow the lawn
do the dishes
but wait you're not done
fold the towels and my laundry too
put them away just as you do.
when you get done,
I have some more
clean out the kitchen
and vacuum the floor.
this is what it's like
to be Cinderella
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"and maybe one day her dreams will come true." and so the reality of life shows it's ugly face
maybe it's the saltiness they contain
or the emotion that I must chain
but the tears I dare not show
build up a knot in my throat
*I promise they won't flow,
it's too late now I can't let myself go.
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