Ten months was not enough.
Not to drown myself into the same ocean.
Not to pick up the pieces.
Not even to throw them out.
Not even to heal.

Ten months is too short.
To find the parts that were lost.
To put them back together.
To drain all the anger.
To put it all behind.

It took 10 months to **** it all up and feign every ounce of "okay" and "happy" when the cold creeps up at 10 in the ******* evening, feeding the urge to jump into the same ocean.

I gave in after ten ******* months.

We cannot change what has been done
All things we shared and battles won
They meant so much to us for once
Now here's a void we can't outrun

We've lost our hold
The rope has burned
We're just as cold
As the hands we've turned

It's done
It's over
What once was there
I see no more

I felt so deeply
As deep as the well
That echoed your name.

You wanted in
I let you go deep
It was dark and cold
Til you can't take it
"No more"
So you broke through my walls
And found your way out

The next thing i know
It echoes no more

We were
Nothing but
Endless games of
Hide and Seek
and
Make-believe